"The Ultimate Test"....A Small Life Reflection

Lovely Latina

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As Dixon was brought to reflect upon the reality of his own mortality earlier today, I, too, was made to reflect upon my own self.

I received this in an email from a friend. It touched me so deeply and forced me to think about how I would react in a similar situation, that I couldn't help but want to share it. I know that there are people here who will be able to truly appreciate the beauty of the following story. This is for you.
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The Ultimate Test

John Blanchard stood up from the bench,
straightened his Army uniform, and studied the
crowd of people making their way through Grand
Central Station. He looked for the girl whose
heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl
with the rose.

His interest in her had begun thirteen months
before in a Florida library. Taking a book off
the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with
the words of the book, but with the notes
penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting
reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind.
In the front of the book, he discovered the
previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With
time and effort he located her address. She lived
in New York City.

He wrote her a letter introducing himself and
inviting her to correspond. The next day he was
shipped overseas for service in World War II.
During the next year and one month the two grew
to know each other through the mail. Each letter
was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance
was budding. Blanchard requested a photograph,
but she refused. She felt that if he really cared,
it wouldn't matter what she looked like.
When the day finally came for him to return from
Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7:00
PM at the Grand Central Station in New
York. "You'll recognize me," she wrote, "by the
red rose I'll be wearing on my lapel." So at
7:00 he was in the station looking for a girl
whose heart he loved, but whose face he'd never
seen.

I'll let Mr. Blanchard tell You what happened:

A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long
and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from
her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers.
Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in
her pale green suit she was like springtime come
alive. I started toward her, entirely forgetting
to notice that she was not wearing a rose. As I
moved, a small, provocative smile curved her
lips. "Going my way, sailor?" she murmured. Almost
uncontrollably, I made one step closer to her,
and then I saw Hollis Maynell.

She was standing almost directly behind the girl.
A woman well past 40, she had graying hair tucked
under a worn hat. She was more than plump, her
thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes.
The girl in the green suit was walking quickly
away. I felt as though I was split in two, so
keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep
was my longing for the woman whose spirit had
truly companioned me and upheld my own. And there
she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and
sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly
twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped
the small worn blue leather copy of the book that
was to identify me to her.

This would not be love, but it would be something
precious, something perhaps even better than
love, a friendship for which I had been and must
ever be grateful. I squared my shoulders and
saluted and held out the book to the woman, even
though while I spoke I felt choked by
the bitterness of my disappointment. "I'm
Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss
Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I
take you to dinner?" The woman's face broadened
into a tolerant smile. "I don't know what this
is about, son," she answered, "but the young
lady in the green suit who just went by, she
begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she
said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I
should tell you that she is waiting for you in
the big restaurant across the street. She said it
was some kind of test!"

It's not difficult to understand and admire Miss
Maynell's wisdom. The true nature of a heart is
seen in its response to the unattractive. "Tell
me whom you love," Houssaye wrote, "And I will
tell you who you are."


Searching deep within yourself, do you think that you would have passed this test?


[Edited by Lovely Latina on 11-22-2000 at 02:28 AM]
 
I could never be Hollis Maynell, but I could be her stand in. And, unfortunately, I can tell you the answer is "no", most people would flunk this test.
 
I have heard this before and I have often wondered how I would react in a situation like that.

I have never felt age or looks were important, I can see how many people would fail the test.
 
Even though they may not be saying it, I’m sure a lot of people can appreciate this story and may even see themselves in it.

Actually, Horsey...this thread got about four more responses than I thought it would. *lol*

I posted it mainly because it made me think about how I view and perceive others based on outward appearances, and how those views affect the way I act toward them. And also because I thought it was just a damn beautiful and touching story.

I tend to get very pensive, deep and reflective in these wee late night hours while I'm practically alone here on the BB. (Well...'cept for Xander...Hi Xanman! *waves*) Just be grateful that I don't formulate ALL my threads during these wacked out late night think sessions. THEN we'd really be in deep caca. :)


August, 1989...Xavier University, Cincinnati, OH...Freshman Orientation Dance

[This was an occurence that happened to me at age 18 during my freshman college orientation, which to this day, considering its apparent "trivilialty" (is dat a werd? I tink so), amazes me that I still remember and think back on it.]

At the end of freshman orientation week, we had a sock hop dance. I had made quite a few friends by this time and was talking to three of them (1 female, 2 males) as we stood by and watched the festivities. Merelan was a tall, busty blonde, really pretty with not TOO much goin' on upstairs (you could hear the echo if you listened reeeeeal close, lol), but a very pleasant personality, nonetheless.

Todd was the guy who had been flirting with me all week. Imagine Carmine from Laverne and Shirley, but shorter. Very cute, very intelligent (so I thought) and very date-able. Gary, though a nice guy, was NOT my type at all. I was tempted more than once to grab a plastic punch cup to catch the drool from his chin induced from ogling Merelan's bouncing boobums.

As Gary drooled and Merelan bounced, I concentrated my attentions on Todd. "What an awesome guy," I thought to myself as I watched the two dimples on his cheeks appear and disappear with his adorable smile. We had had some great conversations in the short week that I had known him, and we just plain hit it off fantasticly. He told me how much he appreciated someone with a good head on her shoulders. He seemed genuinely interested in getting to know me...and I him. Yep...college life was good, I decided, and was about to get better. I smiled to myself.

Todd: "Well, Gary, my friend, it looks to me like these ladies might want to dance."

Gary: "I think you may be right, Todd, my friend."

Todd and Gary [in unison while extending their hands]: "Merelan...care to dance?"


OUCH! :( (Now I knew how Joyce Dewitt felt. LOL)


There weren't adequate words to describe what I felt at that moment, although "ugly" and "un-special" popped to mind at the time. I'm sure that Todd had no idea (then or now) what that had done to me...how he had defiled my belief that there was more to life than glaring outer beauty. I know that this incident may seem trite or insigificant to most, but that night changed me. I never wanted to make anyone feel as "unnattractive" as I felt at that moment. Though I ashamedly admit I haven't batted quite 1000 in my attempts, I really have tried my darndest to live by this. I am now able to see beauty in people and in things that I never could before. It's a wonderful thing and something that I want to continue to do.

Thanks for sharing your story, Horsey. I have and always will have the utmost respect and admiration for you. To have remained faithful in a loveless, sexless marriage is just truly amazing and is by far an indication of your character and belief system. I am SO HAPPY that you are now free to find the happiness you deserve. *hug*

Cheyenne and Juliangel...Though I do tend to agree with you both...maybe by some small chance, this story has helped someone take a closer look inside themselves. I know it did for me. *smile*

Guru Ezzy...you are most welcome, sweetie. :)


(See...I told you I think too much this time of night/morning. LOL ;))

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True beauty comes from within and radiates outward.
 
So what happened to John Blanchard and Hollis Maynell? Did they ever get together? Were they two ships that passed in the night? I really do want to know how the story ends.
 
Lovely L ...

1. great story; even when you're serious you are brilliant. Yep, makes us all think ... I think i'd pass the test; but you might have to take your clothes off and bend over the bed to give me a surefire clue! ,grin>
2. Love the freshman week tale too - except I'm finding it hard to believe both guys were so dumb as to prefer Merelan's empty head ...

what do you call an intelligent blonde? A labrador ...

I was at a charity boxing dinner tonight; one of the "celebs" there was Jordan - she's a big icon in the UK, on her 4th boob job apparently ... and close up she looked such a dumb dog. I'll stick to brains, thanks!
 
So far I have been throguh this test, I have passed it once and I failed it miserable the second time.
 
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