The Dalai Llama said that the purpose of life is to be happy.
This is a man who sat in the back of my car and poked at the radio with his cane. He refused diplomatic transport in South Africa and chose to ride with me. In a scrappy VW Golf. While armoured BMW's followed us. I didn't read this in a book. This has been my past.
This meant something to me.
If I grasp my penis, one hand at the base and the other above, the head still protudes. My thumb and index finger can't touch each other. My hands are not small. I'm a 6"1 South African male of Indian origin. I'm not ugly or offensive.
I thought I get that out of the way, as it really means nothing to me.
I think, when we're younger, we look at ourselves in the mirror and see only the sum of our parts. But time introduces a new dimension to the equation.
When I look, I also see a qualified chemical engineer, a carpenter, a tiler, a plumber, a graphic designer, an auditor. A daddy and a mentor. I can play the guitar, paint with oils and hold a car in a tight right-hand, negative camber, 20 sec powerslide.
I thought I'd mention this because it does mean something to me.
When I was 21, I married a lady that was older than I was. I divorced her 10 years later because I was always in love with her identical twin sister and could not live with my reality.
Two beautiful children were born out out of our marriage.
This means the world to me.
It's so easy to bare one's soul on the internet. I've never done this before. I read a lot and use the net for information rather than communication.
I don't 'cyber', IM or SMS anyone. I have no webcam or Skype account.
I don't sleep around only because I can't get an erection with a woman I don't care for. Also because I will never betray my love for my ex's twin. So I masturbate frequently.
I am horny. Weird and perverted.
I can offer nothing more than my mind. My fantasies. An unusual life experience. So I choose the internet....
I too want to be happy. Nothing more.
I want a friend. Someone who I can bounce ideas off. Learn from. Someone who will share intimate and dark desires with me and still be cool after.
If you are the lady that can do this, PM me....
This is a man who sat in the back of my car and poked at the radio with his cane. He refused diplomatic transport in South Africa and chose to ride with me. In a scrappy VW Golf. While armoured BMW's followed us. I didn't read this in a book. This has been my past.
This meant something to me.
If I grasp my penis, one hand at the base and the other above, the head still protudes. My thumb and index finger can't touch each other. My hands are not small. I'm a 6"1 South African male of Indian origin. I'm not ugly or offensive.
I thought I get that out of the way, as it really means nothing to me.
I think, when we're younger, we look at ourselves in the mirror and see only the sum of our parts. But time introduces a new dimension to the equation.
When I look, I also see a qualified chemical engineer, a carpenter, a tiler, a plumber, a graphic designer, an auditor. A daddy and a mentor. I can play the guitar, paint with oils and hold a car in a tight right-hand, negative camber, 20 sec powerslide.
I thought I'd mention this because it does mean something to me.
When I was 21, I married a lady that was older than I was. I divorced her 10 years later because I was always in love with her identical twin sister and could not live with my reality.
Two beautiful children were born out out of our marriage.
This means the world to me.
It's so easy to bare one's soul on the internet. I've never done this before. I read a lot and use the net for information rather than communication.
I don't 'cyber', IM or SMS anyone. I have no webcam or Skype account.
I don't sleep around only because I can't get an erection with a woman I don't care for. Also because I will never betray my love for my ex's twin. So I masturbate frequently.
I am horny. Weird and perverted.
I can offer nothing more than my mind. My fantasies. An unusual life experience. So I choose the internet....
I too want to be happy. Nothing more.
I want a friend. Someone who I can bounce ideas off. Learn from. Someone who will share intimate and dark desires with me and still be cool after.
If you are the lady that can do this, PM me....