The Trip to Bangkok (closed for shelbakk)

[ericrodman101]

Staying in tonight. Precautionary. Last night at the cop station was not the best. The little twink fuck didn't press charges, thank Christ, but they've got my number. Caught tonight prowling for young Asian cock and I'll end up in the slammer.

So online watching porn tonight, chatting to the other sad fuckers with nowhere to go and no one to fuck.

That guy is online. Shelbakk. The one who says he's bicurious. Gotta take people as you find them on Lit, but this guy seems OK. Talks dirty. Writes a good role play. Enjoys my taste in twink gangbang porn, or says he does. Probably a 70 year old granny from the next street doing this for kicks, but maybe I'm not who I am say I am either.

Ha! What cums online stays online.

I type him a message. You hard?

 

[shelbakk]

Well here I am again all alone in my bedroom like a fucking pouting bitch! My real bitch, my wife, is at yet another lady’s weekend church seminar. We’ve not had Sex in months and I’m fucking angry at that Fucking bitch. Why the Fuck did I even marry her!

Fuck I’m Horny as hell to! Time for some hot cock jerking time! Hmmm. Choices choices! Aw well Fuck it. I can at least look at a bit of hot porn. Twink porn! And maybe even a chat with some other despicable dudes. No chance of getting caught by the perfect self righteous bitch either! Have fun at church all weekend you BITCH! Fuck I’m angry. Chill out brah!!

My cock starts to harden further as I log into literotica. Hmmm what to read today. Maybe a hot roleplay. How many times am I gonna roleplay a scene where I’m paying a guy to rape my wife! Goddamn I’m a sick Fuck!

Oh! A messsge. Ha ha ha. It’s from Eric. Now this dude is one sick fucker as well! Sicker then me! Makes me feel like a church boy! He can fucking write beautifully though. Makes me so Fucking hard reading his kinky hard core gay twink porn. Hell the roleplays we’ve done we Fucking great as well. I bet he’s about 60 years old, Fat and just out of prison on a pedo charge! I laugh to myself. Naw he’s cool surely?

I think about Eric. Did he have a big cock? Has he really had gay sex? Or is he just curious like me? Oh well Fuck it lets chat!

“Yeah I’m hard daddy”

I reply taking my cock out stroking it. Would i actually ever touch, let alone suck some dudes cock? Or Fuck some barely legal skinny twink? I shutter at the thought. Hell I bet Eric would fuck anything regardless of age of it was legal I think quietly as I await a reply.

 

[ericrodman101]

Shelbakk and I have had a thing, on and off, on Lit for a few years. What do I know about him? His wife is churchy and stitched up. No sex for Shelbakk. Which explains his interest in stories about turning churchy wives. Not my thing. I mean, I can turn my writing mind to most ideas, but churchy wives? Gangbanged by a bunch of bikers maybe. Mental note to self: if shelbakk insists on a churchy wife story, it's a biker gangbang.

He plays along with my gay twink stories. Like a pro, really. Like a guy who knows his way round fucking twinks. Does he really know or is it just a good imagination? Do I care? It's not likely we'll ever meet. Lit is just a diversion, a titillation. Does anyone on Lit actually meet? Not in Sydney, Australia, anyway. I've been seeking a jerk off buddy for ages and not a single bite. Fucking hopeless. Or unlike me, everyone else in Sydney is getting their end away while I'm tugging myself in the dim light of the computer.

So shelbakk is hard. Me too. I reply. "Me too. Wanna watch some porn together?"

 

[shelbakk]

Do I want to watch some porn? Fucking hell Eric. Does a bear shit in the woods? “ fuck yeah I want to watch some porn dude. No wife shit today brah. I’m so fucking over that Prudish bitch. How about big Daddy Eric feed shelbakk some of his hard cock porn?”

Ha. Eric will like that. He’s a true fag through and through. I’m sure of it. Not your typical all fem type fag, but a Dominant I’m the Fucking man, I’ll take your tight man Pussy virginity type. Jees my cock Is hard today. I must really want Cock! Lol I bet I’d run away like a little bitch if we actually set up a meeting. Lol.

“ damn Eric you should see my cock brah. It’s so hard. I’m dying here. Send me some of that hardcore gay twink shit. I’m really in the mood for smooth cock. Smooth bodies. Smoot
bubble butts. Hurry dude!

That should hurry Eric up! Damn if Eric was actually here right now I’d probably beg him for Cock. I bet I’d gag so hard though. I mean me? Really sucking a cock? Would I swallow for real? Would Eric bend me over a park bench and Fuck me? Hmmmmm. I’ll have to ask him that.

Am I the only twisted married guy here on Lit who thinks about Cock? Surely I’m not alone.

Ahhh a message from daddy Eric! I hope there is a link

 

[ericrodman101]

So he wants a link. Watch some porn and chat about it in real time and after. What is it with shelbakk? Is he gay? Is he curious? Is he just stringing me along? He writes great gay role play for sure, and then I see his straight stuff and I think 'that's the real shelbakk'.

I've seen his posts about sucking cock. He'd probably beg me for cock, I think sometimes, and then maybe not. Who knows? We are all a mystery on Lit. All a fetid enticing mix of the mask we choose to wear behind the keyboard.

"Hurry dude," he says, like he can't search gay porn for himself. Or maybe he really can't. Maybe someone stands over his shoulder or checks his browsing history or he's not an adult. Jesus!

I know what I like so that's the link he's getting. Cute little Latino Ricky Verez getting fucked by his black boss. What's not to like about two guys in business attire going at it? Especially one as cute as little Ricky?

"It's Ricky," I type. "Again dude. Wanna watch and talk, or watch then talk later?"

https://xhamster.com/videos/kaiden-alexander-breeds-his-intern-ricky-verez-11305579

 

[shelbakk]

Oh goody! I video to watch from my kinky twink obsessed mate Eric! He’s absolutely obsessed with twink porn! What a freak. I bet he’d be good fun to go out with and have a few drinks.

“Oh Thanks Eric. Let’s watch it together and Chat about it. Ok mate? Oh and by the way I was chatting with this guy who goes to gay masseuses. Here’s the link. Check out the guys. Apparently real hot and they provide happy ending. Here’s the link. Www.massageguys.com.au
I’m thinking about making an appointment dude? What do you think Eric? Let me know!”

Well diary there you know. I’m considering having a gay massage. With a happy ending. I’ll have to arrange a time and place the Mrs won’t know about of course. Damn I’m horny. I can’t wait to watch this twink porn video. Hell. I may not wait on Eric.

 

[ericrodman101]

Gay massage. Shelbakk? I don't think so. This guy is as straight as the day is long. He has a good imagination for sure. But gay?

We watched my porn link, cute Latino Ricky Verez being fucked by his supervisor, and chatted. I don't care if shelbakk is gay or not, his chat is hot. And we stroked together. Well, we said we did. I stroked. And came in front of the screen. Fuck I wish it was in front of a guy instead.

On my own now. Looking at Massage Guys. I've paid for sex before. Sometimes with money. Sometimes food and accommodation. It's no different to a relationship, just an unequal one maybe. Paying money is OK. Instant gratification and no strings. But accommodation is better. Sometimes it's one night. But often it's more. Students. Asians. Young guys just off the plane here to study. And throw off the strictures of home. Looking to come out. And I'm here to help. Exploitative? Maybe. We both get what we want.

Massage Guys. I wonder how many Asian students end up subsidising their fees and their rent on Massage Guys. I search out the Asians. And make a mental note to ask shelbakk next time we meet online when he's gonna have a gay massage.