The Rest of the Story!

[Magic Merlin]

Well, it seems like I've been the hot topic of discussion since I left the board. The reason I left had nothing to do with the attitude of the board, as we all know the tone of the board goes threw many cycles all the time. I don't have the time anymore to visit here as I've been very busy with opening a new business and the holidays. Both Cheyenne and Enchantress know this as I told them many months ago that towards the end of the year I probably would not be coming here any more. I'm more concerned with earning a living and that has been requiring my attention 7 days a week and probably will for the next 6 months or year.

For those of you who care, I have not posted on here since early to mid December. Not as myself or as an unregistered user. None of the unregistered users on Cheyenne's latest thread are me. I have not visited this site until a few days ago since my last post. Thanks to a few friends on here I was alerted to what was happening the day after New Years. Having very little time it was only over the weekend that I finally got a chance to check out Cheyenne's recent venture on the board. I haven't read everything and won't. For those of you who care and know me here is the rest of the story.

–Isabella! Why you say I treated you like shit I have no idea. I have never had any bad feelings towards you nor have I ever said anything in a negative vein towards you to anyone. You were the one that initially contacted me. I did not contact you. In your initial contact with me you expressed a desire to flirt and exchange sexual stories or fantasies with me. As you recall I was very cautious about that and I told you I was not comfortable flirting outside of the board. Particularly with a woman that had a significant other living with her. That is all I expressed to you. I wasn't angry or anything like that, I just said I was not comfortable flirting outside of the board. We exchanged a few more emails after that over a few months but I don't ever recall that I expressed any negative feelings towards you. And I did not flirt with you. You know that.

-Rosebud! I don't ever recall you and I exchanging any bad feelings either. We flirted on the board but that was it. You contacted me, I did not initiate any contact with you. The only time I ever talked with you was on AIM two or three times. But none of those times did I flirt with you. I informed you that I would not flirt outside of the board. Our conversations were brief and I found you a very sweet person and told you that. But I did not flirt with you or lead you on in any way. Any information you are getting that I hate you is from a third party, not from me. I do like you, but I have not maintained any type of off board friendship with any woman that is married or has a significant other. That is to uncomfortable for ME.

-Nikki! I've always liked you. I have never had any bad feelings for you in any way. I initiated contact with you but I don't recall you and I every flirting off the board except maybe for a line or two. Our contacts were also usually brief. If anyone is telling you that I attacked you as an unregistered user, then they are lying to you. They are trying to get at me by hurting you and getting you to join in this attack on me. I know it isn't Cheyenne who said these things to you, but you and I both know who it is. I do like you very much. And I also respect and like Havoc and Rosebud a lot. If you had any questions to the contrary, you have my email address and should have contacted me.

As for our loss of contact, yes I was wondering what happened to that. We had stayed in touch off the board here and there and when you got back on the board we flirted all the time. However, after not hearing from you for about 2 or 3 months off the board I had asked a common friend of ours if I had offended you. I never heard that I had and finally just assumed that off the board our friendship did not connect. I was a little sad about that, but I was never mad at you for that. I just accepted that our off board personalities were not compatible. I will admit that I am more reserved and cautious off the board and I figured that was the reason. But I was not mad, nor did I ever say anything negative about you to anyone. Off or on the board. If Cheyenne still has my email she can verify that, me stating just that. Nothing more. Once again with you, I'm sure I told you at some point that I would not flirt off the board and I don't ever recall that bothering you. We just stayed in touch and had a light friendship.

-Kitten Eyes! I know you haven't joined in the latest attack thread on me but you posted on one of the earlier threads about me and I just wanted to say this. I contacted you initially and told you I appreciated the way you flirted with me on the board. You of all people who I flirted with were very subtle in some of you flirtations on the board. You used my profession in our flirting and I simply appreciated that. That was the purpose of my contact with you. We exchanged several more emails but they were not with any regularity or consistency. I don't recall that we flirted in them, just a few words here and there. The only reason I never maintained contact with you is that you are married. I apologize if I offended you in that, but that was the only reason. And as I recall I never responded to your last emails to me. But I really do not recall that I ever flirted with you.

-Cheyenne! You are the one that really surprises me here. I told you in our very first or second email that I didn't flirt off the board. And I do not recall that I ever in any way discussed anything romantic with you. We simply had conversations with each other. I've always respected you very much and have never had any bad feelings towards you. The only thing that ever bothered me in any of our communications was when you got upset with me that one time for not responding to your daily emails. I emailed you right back and told you very bluntly that I didn't have the time to answer emails every day, nor did I like spending that much time on the computer and that I typically would only respond to email every few weeks or so. I am very bad at emailing and am even worse at AIM. I dislike AIM very much and that is why I do not use it very often. I told you that and you replied to me immediately and said, "finally, bluntness, terminology I can appreciate" (or something to that effect). That made me smile. I like the blunt side of you. We stayed in touch a while longer. You much more than me, but you knew that I was in the process of getting my new business ready and that it was requiring a lot more of my time each and every day. Starting in October, I disappeared from the board more and more, for ever longer periods of time. By November I was hardly on the board any more except for a brief period right before Thanksgiving. And then I didn't make it back to the board again until I posted for a few days in early to mid December. And I haven't been back until today.

Cheyenne, you were very good about staying in touch with me and I wasn't good about staying in touch with you. I received a few emails from you after our last contact, a few of which seemed that you were a little ticked off at me, but not all of them. By that time I just did not have the time or energy to respond to anything where I felt that I had to keep explaining myself and my bad email habits. That is all there was to it.

As for you being the one to start this vendetta against me, I know that your not behind it. I know that it is Enchantress. Only Enchantress and I really know what happened between us. You are just a third party and even though you have said some very nasty and mean things about me here lately, I know that is not the person I made friends with. I do like and enjoy the Cheyenne I got to know. What has happened here is that you have been used to try and hurt me by someone else and we both know who that is. No, I will not reveal Enchantress's identity because that will just open a whole new can of worms and bring more people into the fray and cause more vindictiveness and hurt that is unnecessary.

Cheyenne? How do you think Enchantress knew to contact you and the others that have joined you in this attack on me? She knew because her and I were FRIENDS and I had no reason not to let her know who I stayed in touch with on the board. I never shared any confidences with her but when she asked who I had been in contact with I told her. There was never any reason not to. But that is how she knew to contact you to begin with and everyone else.

Cheyenne, it would have been more appropriate if you had contacted me in private about all of this but you didn't. Well, that is now in the past. If you have any desire to ask me anything you can always contact me by email.

 

[Magic Merlin]

And now for the information everyone wants to hear.

-ENCHANTRESS!

Enchantress and I met very early on when we were both new to the board. A SEX SITE! When you first get here you don't realize just how much more Literotica is than a typical sex site. (I am single by the way for those of you wondering) We both flirted shamelessly with each other for a few weeks until I contacted her and asked her what we were doing? When we started emailing each other we also flirted very boldly for a few weeks with each other and at times very explicitly. But after a few weeks I told her that I could not keep the explicit flirting up as that was all there was between us. I said I could never get to know a person if all we did was flirt the way we did. So we stopped. Over the next month or so we kept up a email and then AIM correspondence. In that time Enchantress and I got to know each other better, but I would not flirt with her anymore. I found that I was very uncomfortable flirting with someone I was getting to know, but did not know at the same time (what with this all being over the internet and never having met her).

Over the next month Enchantress stated that she wanted to exchange sexual ideas and flirting but I told her that I did not want to. I told her that I had just come out of a relationship before I came to Lit and that my head was not in the right place to be getting involved in any way with anyone at the time. Even if it was just over the internet, I wasn't in a place where I wanted to get involved. Enchantress expressed a desire to want a relationship with me during that time but I told her that was not possible with me. I could only give her my friendship and nothing more. She wasn't always happy with my position but seemed to accept it and we stayed friends and stayed in contact.

After about 6 or 7 weeks into our friendship, Enchantress informed me that she was communicating with another guy over the internet and that she had some feelings for him. That was okay with me as I was only a friend and our contact was only that of friends. About a week after telling me of this other guy, Enchantress disappeared one day from my life. No notice that she was leaving to go somewhere. Nothing. A week after she disappeared I heard through third parties that she was in love with this other person and was very serious with him. Well, being as I had only told her I wanted a friendship with her I congratulated her and I thought that was that. I was happy for her and told her that.

Two to four weeks later after not hearing from Enchantress, we re-established contact. I expressed surprise about not hearing from her, but was not upset. She told me that she was afraid I would be mad at her for disappearing and was glad that I wasn't. When I asked her about this other person she told me that since I had told her I wasn't interested in a relationship with her, she had found someone that was as she wanted to be in a relationship. I had always told Enchantress that I was someone that could never get emotionally involved with someone over the internet. Especially if they did not live close enough to me in real life to where I could spend time with me. I've done the long distance relationship thing in my life and I won't do it any more. And since Enchantress and I lived many thousands of mile apart I told her I could never even consider a relationship with her unless we were closer in proximity to each other.

We did re-establish our friendship over the course of months and became fairly close as friends. But whenever she expressed any desire to flirt or be intimate or romantic in any way, I refused and never veered from that. Her and I talked about many things in life. Jobs, family, careers, religion, science, philosophies, who each of us were, but I did not talk intimacy, love, romance or ever flirt with her again. Even after she broke up with this other person, I always refused to discuss any type of relationship with her or talk about any type of romantic relationship with her. I told her we were just friends. She did let me know that she would like more with me, but I repeated how I felt and she always seemed to respect that and we remained friends. Occasionally, her desire for wanting more than a friendship would surface but I said no. And in all of this time we did not flirt anymore.

As time went on I felt Enchantress really wanted a lot more with me and I tried to stress that was not possible. Her questions to me about a relationship seemed to keep coming up more often and I found I was spending more time saying that could not happen. Then I started getting a few emails from people at lit who seemed to think Enchantress and I were in a relationship. Things were getting out of hand. Even three days before I cut contact with Enchantress she asked me why I wouldn't be romantic with her. Once again I told her. Repeating to her what I had always said to her. I really regret saying any of this personal info here on the board, but I don't seem to have been left with much choice since I have been branded a total scoundrel by Enchantress and Cheyenne.

This should have remained a totally private matter between her and I. No one else should ever have been brought into this. I never lied to her. I was always honest in my feelings towards her. Several weeks before I finally cut contact with Enchantress I received an anonymous email saying pictures of me and private information of me had been circulated to several Lit members. Since it was anonymous and there was no proof of that I ignored the email. The person who sent it to me said I was being warned of private info on me being passed around. I received one more email to this effect without any proof and also ignored it.

Then I finally got another anonymous email with a picture of me attached and some private information about me that no one should have known. The picture and information of me, I had only shared with one person. Enchantress! I know exactly what pictures I have shared and with whom. I also know what information I have shared and with whom I have shared it with.

This was the point I broke contact with her... But to say I courted her for 8 months, leading her on and then just dumping her is totally untrue.

For those of you who don't want to believe any of this, you will believe whatever you want anyways. For the several of you who have supported me, I appreciate that very much. For the person that revealed the sharing of private information of mine, I have also confirmed that source with two other people from the board and know where it came from without a doubt.

Once again, this should never have been brought into a public forum. Cheyenne, you could have contacted me at anytime and asked me about this. As for my relationship with all of the other women on the board, those listed at the beginning of this thread are 95% of the women I have been in contact with since I first got here. For those of you listed, ask each other if what I have stated isn't true. I never attempted to initiate a romantic relationship with any of you.

There have only been 3 or 4 other females on this board that I have ever corresponded with since I came here. Some we just said hello and that was it and one with whom I discussed a difference of opinion on a board matter and never spoke to again.

Any of you who want to ask me something, then do just that. Contact me. Thats all you have to do. If you want to know something that is not private information and are not just wanting to bash me then I will try to respond. I will not reveal Enchantress's identity under any circumstances. So don't even ask me that.

Cheyenne, if you want to talk to me then email me. I'm not really mad at you as I wasn't aware of this escapade until a few days ago. I'm just shocked. If you don't, then don't. I will not be posting any more on this topic at any time. I do not have the time to come back to the board, nor will I be coming back here to discuss this. This is all I have to say in a public forum.

 

[FlamingoBlue]

This is better than People magazine!!!

How many people. MM, really want to know the "truth" about your relaionships with women on this on this BB??? Plenty, it would seem.

It appears that you have been tried and convicted, already. I would be happy to arrange a polygraph for you, at your cost, so you can attempt to clear your "good" name. You up to it??

blue

 

[Jeff726]

Hate me if you will, but you have to look at both sides to a story instead of just blindly following one.

All I can say is that I hope for a peace to come out of this somehow and that we can move on.

 

[Grrrn38]

Agreed, Jeff. Everyone has a side, and then there's the truth. Sad that folks are hurting.

 

[Cheyenne]

It appears that you have been tried and convicted, already. I would be happy to arrange a polygraph for you, at your cost, so you can attempt to clear your "good" name. You up to it??

blue

Better yet, I will pay for it. Seriously. It will be worth every dollar. One of the advantages of being single with a good job- high disposable income. I'd love to spend it on this particular item. Merlin- contact Blue for arrangements. I dare you.

 

[Jeff726]

Who wants to be a judge in this trial?

 

[Cheyenne]

You won't need a judge. The polygraph will tell the truth. Merlin wouldn't recognize the truth if it bit him in the ass.


By the way, Merlin. Since you asked me to confirm to Nicole what you said about her in your email to me, I took the liberty of copying it and sending it to her with a cc to you. I think your memory is a little faulty on what you actually said, or you never would have suggested that I "confirm" to her. Either that or you didn't really believe I kept the email records. But, now you can explain yourself to Nicole directly. Good luck.


[Edited by Cheyenne on 01-08-2001 at 01:13 PM]

 

[Cheyenne]

-Cheyenne!

Cheyenne? How do you think Enchantress knew to contact you and the others that have joined you in this attack on me? She knew because her and I were FRIENDS and I had no reason not to let her know who I stayed in touch with on the board. I never shared any confidences with her but when she asked who I had been in contact with I told her. There was never any reason not to. But that is how she knew to contact you to begin with and everyone else.

Cheyenne, it would have been more appropriate if you had contacted me in private about all of this but you didn't. Well, that is now in the past. If you have any desire to ask me anything you can always contact me by email.

The one true thing you've said is that there was never anything romantic between us. I've been saying that from the beginning. We were friends, only.

Why bother contacting you by email? You admitted yourself you stopped answering them. If I hit my head against a brick wall often enough, eventually I learn to stop.

Your mistake is in assuming that we contacted the other women based on some list Enchantress has from you. Only Kitten Eyes received an email from me, because I was worried about her before we named you on the board. Isabella came forward on her own. And the 5th woman, the married woman you went after last summer who turned you down, also came forward on her own and contacted us. You didn't know we'd been talking to her, too, did you? Interesting conversations you have with yourself, sending messages to Magic Merlin from Floating Head, by the way. I especially like how Floating Head changed professions between the emails you showed this woman and the posts you made on the board later on as Floating Head while talking to Kitten Eyes! One of your funnier slip ups in the bunch. Lies always trip you up sometime, Merlin.

I don't believe for a second that you haven't read every single word that has been posted about you. So, you KNOW we have the email records, the chat logs, the proof you visited Enchantress for your romantic weekend, etc. Do you really want us to post all of that on the bb? I don't think these people care all that much for the gory details. But I'd suggest you stop challenging us to do it.

Your approach to make up to me and blame Enchantress will not work. I have seen her proof of her relationship with you. The records of your flirting with her, etc. Why would you think I would discount what my eyes tell me to be true so that I can believe you you again? I learn from my mistakes, Merlin. And you have taught me a lot.

 

[Guest]

This is far more entertaining than R Nitelight and Ambrosious telling us several thousand times how important they are to the bored, 'er board.

Enchantress, it would appear the balls (Merlin's) are in your court. The more people talk, the stronger the fish smell is emanating from your "story."

 

[Guest]

You won't need a judge. The polygraph will tell the truth. Merlin wouldn't recognize the truth if it bit him in the ass.

I'm sure Judge Judy would love this shit.

 

[Cheyenne]

Enchantress, it would appear the balls (Merlin's) are in your court. The more people talk, the stronger the fish smell is emanating from your "story."

And whatever would give you THAT idea, Merlin? I believe the balls, if you have any, are in YOUR court. I already got the price quote from Blue for the polygraph. I'll not only pay for YOU to take one, I'll pay for Enchantress to take one, too. Put up or shut up, as you are so fond of saying.

 

[Isabella Thorne]

–Isabella! Why you say I treated you like shit I have no idea. I have never had any bad feelings towards you nor have I ever said anything in a negative vein towards you to anyone. You were the one that initially contacted me. I did not contact you. In your initial contact with me you expressed a desire to flirt and exchange sexual stories or fantasies with me. As you recall I was very cautious about that and I told you I was not comfortable flirting outside of the board. Particularly with a woman that had a significant other living with her. That is all I expressed to you. I wasn't angry or anything like that, I just said I was not comfortable flirting outside of the board. We exchanged a few more emails after that over a few months but I don't ever recall that I expressed any negative feelings towards you. And I did not flirt with you. You know that.

whewww ... ok Merlin ... that is a lot of true stuff in there ... but hmmmmm it sounded sincere at first ... as you always do darling ...

but then something caught my eye about you never saying anything behind my back ... then i had to go back and look at everything you said very carefully ... cause i found out only yesterday that you called me an insecure drug addict behind my back ... well that broke my heart Merlin ...

as you have broken it many times before when you ignored me on the boards when we had an email correspondence going on ....

and you know what dear? ... i contacted you initially because i felt something from you on the boards .... you answered me saying you felt something from me too ... ha ha that is so funny the way you worded it ... "I expressed a desire to flirt" lol ... god that's funny ... and ummm dear i am sure i never said i wanted to exchange sexual fantasies with you ... i do recall once saying that i didn't see anything wrong with bringing a cyber relationsip to fantasy when you have sex in real life ...

we corresponded as flirting friends for a while ... ok me more than you lol ... but hey i am a very very very flirty person ...

then you kinda disappeared i think for a while if i recall ... dammit you know what Merlin ... i just deleted your emails within the last couple of weeks ... b4 all this shit came down ... isn't it ironic ... don't you think? .. (Alanis lol) ...

i sent you a couple of emails saying hey where are you ... and you started emailing again and you told me that several other women contacted you to cyber and i told you that surprised me ... and then we discussed the possibility of erotic emails ...

you told me you weren't into it ... fine ... i love having friends online that i can confide in and that ooohhh god forbid yes flirt with ... i thought you were my friend Merlin ... you knew how insecure i was at the beginning ... you knew i was looking to you for validation of some kind from you ... you ignored me on the boards ... you ignored my emails, my pics, my cards ...

That's not being a nice friend, darling. I'm sorry to tell you.

 

[Enchantress]

And whatever would give you THAT idea, Merlin? I believe the balls, if you have any, are in YOUR court. I already got the price quote from Blue for the polygraph. I'll not only pay for YOU to take one, I'll pay for Enchantress to take one, too. Put up or shut up, as you are so fond of saying.

I have proof of romantic involvement, meeting in person, and all of the flirting that you are denying. I know the truth and so do you. I'm willing to take a lie detector test any time any place. How about you?

 

[Wizard]

Hey Bella, wanta be friends?????????

 

[SimplySouthern]

Just playing devil's advocate for a moment...how do any of you propose that everyone take this lie detector test? It honestly isn't fair to tell the man he needs to take one to clear his name and then leave him no viable options with which to do so. Are you proposing that he take one in his hometown or that he travel to take one? Do you want to pick the place and the person with whom he is screened? I think you should at least set some type of ground rules down so that he has the choice to either deny it or follow through.

At any rate, I just think this should be made fair. That way neither of the parties can turn this against the other.

One last thing while I am already typing. I have to stand up and admit that MM and I did have a few emails back and forth. I suppose I am one of the women he talked about having a few casual emails with. I cannot state for sure which of us initiated contact, though I think it may have been him. At any rate, he is 100% truthful when he tells you that we neither flirted nor started a relationship of any sort. We merely discussed general subjects and then eventually lost interest I suppose.

Just thought I would share that....don't know why.

 

[Guest]

I disappeared. Does that make me a bad person?

Lie detector test? LMFAO! Enchantress won't even reveal her "real" identity. So who gets to evaluate the results of the test, Enchantress and Cheyenne?

This is much more interesting than who killed JFK (I know!). Sex sells I guess.

 

[Cheyenne]

Easy answer

I thought I was clear, but maybe not. All Merlin has to do is contact Flamingo Blue. I trust Blue to make the arrangements for any polygraph Merlin is willing to take, and have already told Blue I will pay for it. Blue is a lawyer with many years of experience. In divorce cases, no less. Perfect for a case where Merlin is completely denying any romantic involvement at all with Enchantress, don't you think? I trust Blue to pick a reputable person in Merlin's home town area to do the test. Same deal for Enchantress, who has already said she is more than willing to take the same test. Blue makes the arrangements for Enchantress in her home town. I pay for both tests. Blue reports to the board who is telling the truth and who isn't. SimplySouthern- if you'd like to help you can work with Blue. I also trust you since you, too, are a lawyer.

I'm willing to put my money where my mouth is. That's how sure I am that I am speaking the truth, as is Enchantress. What about you, Merlin? Are you willing to take a polygraph test to answer the questions about your weekend with Enchantress, among other things? Contact Blue. Put up or shut up.

[Edited by Cheyenne on 01-08-2001 at 07:33 PM]

 

[SimplySouthern]

Since I played Devil's advocate once....

I have to say that your idea sounds fair to me. No needless cost involved nor traveling.

However (you know there is always a but with me) with many of the polygraphs I have seen in the past, the test results generally come back "inconclusive". There is a reason those results aren't admissable in court. I'm wondering what exactly you think this may or may not prove. I suppose what I am really asking here is...what happens if he takes this test and it comes back as "inconclusive"? In addition to the fact that you have, at that point, thrown good money after bad...what now? Will there be more tests to "prove" who is right and who is wrong?

Reading back over this post, it seems as though I am attacking Cheyenne. Let me make it clear that I am not. I think very highly of her, and to be quite honest had it been most anyone else on the BB besides her, I may have discredited what they said simply for the fact that they won't reveal identities, etc. However, being Cheyenne, I have a tendency to believe her. At any rate, my point was that I am not attacking her. I am only asking this in an effort to combat anyone later saying "No fair" or making this out to be some unfair witch hunt.

My final question (Regis) is where does this end?

 

[Patryn]

I can say from experience, that it never will end.

 

[CelestialBody]

 

[Cheyenne]

SS: No problem. I am sure that Merlin will NOT take the polygraph just because he knows he will flunk, or at best, score "inconclusive." That means it will "end" right here, since he can't risk it. He may not speak the truth, but he knows the truth.

Something else to think about: For all the men out there- if I had falsely accused you of the things I've said about Merlin, would your reaction be to calmly post saying "you're shocked" but you like me? Wouldn't you want to tear me from limb to limb? Make me eat my words? Do you think maybe Merlin is posting calculated calm responses, trying to still appear to be the exact "good guy" that my initial thread warned everyone about? Why do you think I hesitated naming him in the first place? Those posts above are Merlin at his best. He surrounds his lies with just enough truth to make you wonder. Don't let him fool you though, lies are still lies whether they are coated in sweet talk or not.

 

[Cheyenne]

(feel free to tell me to shut up, I'm just a little confused)

No reason to tell you to shut up because you're confused, although you are confused. If you want to know the whole story, read these:

http://www.literotica.com/forum/showthread.php?threadid=21554

http://www.literotica.com/forum/showthread.php?threadid=21405

 

[CelestialBody]

 

[FlamingoBlue]

Was I serious about the polygraph?....

Are you serious about that question?
I'm about as serious as a Three Stooges movie.

However, seems like there are a few people here who are as serious as a heart attack. I suggest that MM should get into a sealed cage match with ALL of the women that he is alleged to have fucked over and fight it out with them. I will arrange the match. If MM and the women are in agreement, contact my associate, SS and I will arrange the match. (I'm already counting the gate reciepts).

I need a strong female who has not prejudged MM to referee the match. Any suggestions??


blue

(CB, I still can't believe that you thought I was serious).