THe reason single life is best(rant inside)

[nasty1]

THe boy called me midweek last week, and, said he'd be back Mon. Well, guess what? Todays FUCKING WED! And, he's STILL not home. No call telling me WHY the hell he told me he'd be back on a day he wasn't. Nothing in the paper about an acident/death. And, I was talking to my Sis, who I came out to about a month ago, and, I opened up to her about our sex life,(I'm NOT very modest,)so, she asked me if he resiprocates when I do sex acts to him. But, each time I ask for something in return, he says, "I don't do that," or, "I'm not feeling good." Which, is his own damn fault, because, he is sensitive to the sun, and, doesn't wear sunblock. So, he gets burned all the fuckng time. When(if,) he gets back, he's going to get a serious talking to. I feel like a damn Gigolo. And, to be serious, that is a BAD feeling.

 

[red_rose]

Sweetie, to be honest... it sounds like he's using you.

You don't need that.

Don't give him a "talking to". Tell him goodbye.

 

[nasty1]

I'd like to hear it 1st. Besides, I'm in a rock & a hard place. I don't want to be a Gigolo, but, I don't want to go back to just jerking it, either. I feel like I'm DOOMED to be single(which, in all honest, isn't that great...well, at times, it is.)