Maka
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The church’s shadows were cool and welcoming after the white-hot Palestinian sunlight outside. It was empty for once – the crowds of pilgrims, monks, and wild-eyed flagellants swept clean away as if by the hand of God. Stephen knelt at the altar and tried to pray. He was a tall man with the commanding, aquiline features of his Norman forebears, of imposing height and leanly muscular build, with storm-blue eyes that could be as cold as distant glaciers but also flash hot with passion. There was a faded scar on his cheek, running from below the left eye to his ear.
This was without a doubt the holiest place on Earth, the axis mundi, the place where God Himself had taken human form and been slain for the sake of human sin. Stephen closed his eyes, tried to block out the heat, the irritation of his new dark beard, the ever-present pain of old wounds physical and mental. He tried to contemplate what it meant, to be here in this place where Christ had walked, a place held sacred by bishops and emperors for ten centuries.
But when he thought of bishops, he thought of mad Ambrose, the sadistic fanatic. When he thought of the lords of this earth, he thought of William de Lacy, consumed by his own greed and power. He had known wise and saintly men of god, if not many, just as he had known good and just nobles, though they had been even fewer. But lately, he had been unable to keep the doubts from rising in his mind. Was it all just a cruel lie? All of his life, he’d taught that the Almighty was both loving and just. What love and what justice were these in this world? Had Christ died for naught, when more than a thousand years after, men still killed one another in the name of God?
These were thoughts that would gladden Ambrose’s heart, Stephen knew, thoughts that even now could deliver him straight into the torture chambers of the Faith. What had she believed? He knew she was no witch, no disciple of Satan, whatever they’d said about her. But had she kept her faith, until the very end? Or had she yielded to despair?
He would not have blamed her if she had. Nobody had saved her, after all. Not God, not Mary, not the saints, and certainly not Stephen de Valois. Why had she not left well enough alone, that day in the greenwoods, three years ago? Raven would still be alive, as would her family. Stephen would be dead, gored by a boar, but then…
The clank of metal stirred him from his brooding. Two men, hauberks of heavy chainmail worn in defiance of the blazing sun outside, were striding up the aisle towards him. They had borne their swords even into this holy place. They had found him, as Stephen had known they would eventually. And he knew what this meant. He felt no anger towards them – after all, they were just men doing a job. He stood
The men at arms knelt.
“Your Majesty. The city is restless. We cannot guarantee your safety away from the Hospital.”
King Stephen of England nodded curtly, and led the way out into the blinding sunlight.
This was without a doubt the holiest place on Earth, the axis mundi, the place where God Himself had taken human form and been slain for the sake of human sin. Stephen closed his eyes, tried to block out the heat, the irritation of his new dark beard, the ever-present pain of old wounds physical and mental. He tried to contemplate what it meant, to be here in this place where Christ had walked, a place held sacred by bishops and emperors for ten centuries.
But when he thought of bishops, he thought of mad Ambrose, the sadistic fanatic. When he thought of the lords of this earth, he thought of William de Lacy, consumed by his own greed and power. He had known wise and saintly men of god, if not many, just as he had known good and just nobles, though they had been even fewer. But lately, he had been unable to keep the doubts from rising in his mind. Was it all just a cruel lie? All of his life, he’d taught that the Almighty was both loving and just. What love and what justice were these in this world? Had Christ died for naught, when more than a thousand years after, men still killed one another in the name of God?
These were thoughts that would gladden Ambrose’s heart, Stephen knew, thoughts that even now could deliver him straight into the torture chambers of the Faith. What had she believed? He knew she was no witch, no disciple of Satan, whatever they’d said about her. But had she kept her faith, until the very end? Or had she yielded to despair?
He would not have blamed her if she had. Nobody had saved her, after all. Not God, not Mary, not the saints, and certainly not Stephen de Valois. Why had she not left well enough alone, that day in the greenwoods, three years ago? Raven would still be alive, as would her family. Stephen would be dead, gored by a boar, but then…
The clank of metal stirred him from his brooding. Two men, hauberks of heavy chainmail worn in defiance of the blazing sun outside, were striding up the aisle towards him. They had borne their swords even into this holy place. They had found him, as Stephen had known they would eventually. And he knew what this meant. He felt no anger towards them – after all, they were just men doing a job. He stood
The men at arms knelt.
“Your Majesty. The city is restless. We cannot guarantee your safety away from the Hospital.”
King Stephen of England nodded curtly, and led the way out into the blinding sunlight.