NomDePlum123
Virgin
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- Jul 12, 2007
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I am new to this format. Although I have done quite a bit of writing, I have never written anything with a partner, nor have I attempted role play. I am reading about the process and its niceties from the moderator of this forum. It sounds intriguing and I am looking forward to finding a co author. Please send me a message if you want to explore this scenario with me.
Thank you.
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It is taking over again. It can start from a chance glimpse of thigh on the subway steps, from an intercepted snippet of conversation, from an off-handed glance at a bawdy magazine advertisement. I have long ago ceased tracing the cause of its arrival. I now only try to wrestle it into submission.
It is stronger than I and grows steadily perhaps even incrementally in proportion to my struggles. On one of my many sleepless nights I saw one of those old, Italian made, Hercules films. You must have seen them. They are full of exaggerated groans, crashes and moans. The lighting is stark and highly contrasted. They are like comic books for the screen. Well, in this flick, Hercules fought a brooding giant who grew stronger each time he was thrown to the earth. The laughable plot suddenly turned deadly serious as I watched. I was sweating and trembling. It was me. Me and my beast… my impossible struggle.
It is taking over again. I have started to roam the streets and alleyways after midnight searching out niches, secluded windows, possible escape routes, opportunities. Already I am carrying the pieces of chord cut into appropriate lengths. I carry the ball gag. I carry the switchblade. I am careful.
I am careful not to identify her too soon. Therefore, I do not look into the windows yet or begin to study her movements, her comings and goings. I will not identify her until I am sure the setting is perfect the escape route meticulously worked out. If I lock onto her too early, I know I will again become obsessed and risk anything in my compulsion to take her…to take only her.
It has started filling my head with visions, snapshots, random, lurid. Ankles and wrists tied to bedposts, panties cut away, eyes wild, pleading, my voice deep, calm, polite almost reassuring and I outline what I am about to do. I masturbate continuously to these images and all the while it grows. I can no longer control it.
I try showering in cold water. I try going for long, exhausting runs. I try thinking of something, anything else. Nothing works, believe me, nothing works. Tonight, I am going to find her. I will fix on her and watch her. I will watch her eat and talk on the phone and undress. I will jerk off in the bushes. I will fill my thoughts with the one.
In my wanderings I have found a row of cheap flats and apartments behind Beckwith College. They back onto a thicket of woods and then roll gently to the expressway. There is lots of laughter and blaring music spilling out of the buildings. I know that the young ladies there will feel safe in their numbers and reckless in their youth. I will find her there. It has come to me. Tonight it begins.
Thank you.
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The Rapist
It is taking over again. It can start from a chance glimpse of thigh on the subway steps, from an intercepted snippet of conversation, from an off-handed glance at a bawdy magazine advertisement. I have long ago ceased tracing the cause of its arrival. I now only try to wrestle it into submission.
It is stronger than I and grows steadily perhaps even incrementally in proportion to my struggles. On one of my many sleepless nights I saw one of those old, Italian made, Hercules films. You must have seen them. They are full of exaggerated groans, crashes and moans. The lighting is stark and highly contrasted. They are like comic books for the screen. Well, in this flick, Hercules fought a brooding giant who grew stronger each time he was thrown to the earth. The laughable plot suddenly turned deadly serious as I watched. I was sweating and trembling. It was me. Me and my beast… my impossible struggle.
It is taking over again. I have started to roam the streets and alleyways after midnight searching out niches, secluded windows, possible escape routes, opportunities. Already I am carrying the pieces of chord cut into appropriate lengths. I carry the ball gag. I carry the switchblade. I am careful.
I am careful not to identify her too soon. Therefore, I do not look into the windows yet or begin to study her movements, her comings and goings. I will not identify her until I am sure the setting is perfect the escape route meticulously worked out. If I lock onto her too early, I know I will again become obsessed and risk anything in my compulsion to take her…to take only her.
It has started filling my head with visions, snapshots, random, lurid. Ankles and wrists tied to bedposts, panties cut away, eyes wild, pleading, my voice deep, calm, polite almost reassuring and I outline what I am about to do. I masturbate continuously to these images and all the while it grows. I can no longer control it.
I try showering in cold water. I try going for long, exhausting runs. I try thinking of something, anything else. Nothing works, believe me, nothing works. Tonight, I am going to find her. I will fix on her and watch her. I will watch her eat and talk on the phone and undress. I will jerk off in the bushes. I will fill my thoughts with the one.
In my wanderings I have found a row of cheap flats and apartments behind Beckwith College. They back onto a thicket of woods and then roll gently to the expressway. There is lots of laughter and blaring music spilling out of the buildings. I know that the young ladies there will feel safe in their numbers and reckless in their youth. I will find her there. It has come to me. Tonight it begins.
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