I'm curious as to where the desire for a man to see his wife/girlfriend sexually pleasured, and all variants of being a cuckold, comes from.
I have been married for 27 years and I still fantasize and masturbate about seeing my wife with a man with a bigger cock than mine (I'm 6 1/2 and of average thickness).
I dated my wife in college and she had only been with one other guy before me; it was once and just to get over her being a virgin. We dated and I broke up with her. She was in some regards, obsessed with me. At some point, she went out with another guy I knew to be a horndog. They had sex twice before I got a little jealous and got them broken up. I still had no interest in getting back with her. At some point later, she started going out with another guy I knew. Seemed from afar that she was starting to really like him and I knew they must have been having regular sex which drove me nuts. Long story short, I came between them and then starting dating her again. While having sex with her, I'd ask her the usual questions, how big was his dick? "You're bigger than him". Was he better in bed than me? ...hesitation. She later told me that he was better than me in certain regards and it came out that his dick was shorter but thicker. I had a hard swallow of jealousy but excitement when she told me that. Also, after much questioning, I gathered that his thicker dick felt better than mine just being inside her. Later, when I had the nerve to ask her, I asked if she had sucked his dick. She immediately said no. Weeks later, she said that she did not want to lie to me and said that she could not remember if she had or not but if she had, it was not a regular thing. My wife is an honest person and is the type to feel guilt about not telling the truth about anything. I would bring the blowjob thing up every so often. She would be in tears. She once said that he was on top of her and she didn't know if she was blowing his dick in that position or not. It drove me nuts not knowing. How can one not know whether you have had someones dick in your mouth or not I'm thinking. (feel free to give me your thoughts on this).
I still fantasize about her and him to this very day, what they did and what it looked like while they were fucking and what she looked like when she came with him. It's a dead issue now after so many years of marriage and I'd be a cad to bring it up again, but I think about it almost daily to this day. In some respects, I could thank him because I don't think I would have come back to her if I hadn't become so jealous about their relationship. And, I do get a thrill thinking about them and someone else in general fucking her. I have some bi fantasies as well.
I was sexually molested when I was 15 y/o by another school mate. I don't know if this play in to this or not.
So, where do thoughts of being a cuckold come from? The above is only my experience, it may stem from multiple experiences. Please share your thoughts.
I have been married for 27 years and I still fantasize and masturbate about seeing my wife with a man with a bigger cock than mine (I'm 6 1/2 and of average thickness).
I dated my wife in college and she had only been with one other guy before me; it was once and just to get over her being a virgin. We dated and I broke up with her. She was in some regards, obsessed with me. At some point, she went out with another guy I knew to be a horndog. They had sex twice before I got a little jealous and got them broken up. I still had no interest in getting back with her. At some point later, she started going out with another guy I knew. Seemed from afar that she was starting to really like him and I knew they must have been having regular sex which drove me nuts. Long story short, I came between them and then starting dating her again. While having sex with her, I'd ask her the usual questions, how big was his dick? "You're bigger than him". Was he better in bed than me? ...hesitation. She later told me that he was better than me in certain regards and it came out that his dick was shorter but thicker. I had a hard swallow of jealousy but excitement when she told me that. Also, after much questioning, I gathered that his thicker dick felt better than mine just being inside her. Later, when I had the nerve to ask her, I asked if she had sucked his dick. She immediately said no. Weeks later, she said that she did not want to lie to me and said that she could not remember if she had or not but if she had, it was not a regular thing. My wife is an honest person and is the type to feel guilt about not telling the truth about anything. I would bring the blowjob thing up every so often. She would be in tears. She once said that he was on top of her and she didn't know if she was blowing his dick in that position or not. It drove me nuts not knowing. How can one not know whether you have had someones dick in your mouth or not I'm thinking. (feel free to give me your thoughts on this).
I still fantasize about her and him to this very day, what they did and what it looked like while they were fucking and what she looked like when she came with him. It's a dead issue now after so many years of marriage and I'd be a cad to bring it up again, but I think about it almost daily to this day. In some respects, I could thank him because I don't think I would have come back to her if I hadn't become so jealous about their relationship. And, I do get a thrill thinking about them and someone else in general fucking her. I have some bi fantasies as well.
I was sexually molested when I was 15 y/o by another school mate. I don't know if this play in to this or not.
So, where do thoughts of being a cuckold come from? The above is only my experience, it may stem from multiple experiences. Please share your thoughts.
