Here I was standing in a darkened parking lot, alone & disappointed. I pressed my violet lips 2gether, & blinked back the tears. As my fingers roughly toyed with the napkin note, a rush of memories flooded my mind.
His picture…..hmmm I loved that face….strong, handsome filled with hard times & luck 2 match. Something in those blue eyes always made my heart flutter, sending a wave of heat down my body. As the months of typing 2 a monitor quickly flew by…. we switched from being fonts 2 being voices on a microphone. Hours of sexual banter took up much of the time…..teasing each other in2 a heated frenzy. Playing games, exchanging ideas, proclaiming r love 4 each other & everyday conversation filled up the rest of the time. As I licked the salty tears from my lips I felt the corners of my mouth form a smile. A relationship, yes we had 1…..an intense committed 1. If only he could make me real. Obviously he couldn’t 2nite…..I took a deep breath & let out a deeper sigh. A lite rain had begun 2 fall as I reached my car…….I paused 2 watch a couple in the bkseat of the car next 2 mine…..the chic was obviously giving the guy a blowjob….I could see her head bobbing up & down ….the guys face in a grimace of x2c….I leaned against the door & watched…..the guys eyes met mine & he winked….I smiled & winked bk….When the chic was finished she rose, wiped her mouth & both of them lit cigarettes. As I fiddled with the car key…. that’s when I saw it…..a white rose carefully placed under my windshield wiper…
His picture…..hmmm I loved that face….strong, handsome filled with hard times & luck 2 match. Something in those blue eyes always made my heart flutter, sending a wave of heat down my body. As the months of typing 2 a monitor quickly flew by…. we switched from being fonts 2 being voices on a microphone. Hours of sexual banter took up much of the time…..teasing each other in2 a heated frenzy. Playing games, exchanging ideas, proclaiming r love 4 each other & everyday conversation filled up the rest of the time. As I licked the salty tears from my lips I felt the corners of my mouth form a smile. A relationship, yes we had 1…..an intense committed 1. If only he could make me real. Obviously he couldn’t 2nite…..I took a deep breath & let out a deeper sigh. A lite rain had begun 2 fall as I reached my car…….I paused 2 watch a couple in the bkseat of the car next 2 mine…..the chic was obviously giving the guy a blowjob….I could see her head bobbing up & down ….the guys face in a grimace of x2c….I leaned against the door & watched…..the guys eyes met mine & he winked….I smiled & winked bk….When the chic was finished she rose, wiped her mouth & both of them lit cigarettes. As I fiddled with the car key…. that’s when I saw it…..a white rose carefully placed under my windshield wiper…
