The Pandorica

[Pandorica]

Enter the Pandorica

A Life Less Ordinary ~ My Masochistic Musings

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This is going to be a contemplative space. As well as jotting ideas and chatting with like minds, this thread is also going to become a journal of sorts. I'm making choices in my life which are going to require no small amount of reflection and I find the act of writing and ordering my thoughts productive and cathartic. Also, for the first time I am going to have experiences and thoughts to mull over that I wouldn't want my man stumbling across at home. I want to keep this side of myself and this fantasy life I lead on Lit wholly separate from everything else in my sphere, so it makes sense to me to keep my reflections here on the site.

I also hope for and welcome chat with my talented co-writers and anyone here who feels able to offer insight on anything I discuss. I'd ideally like this space to remain more of journal and less of a random chat thread but at the same time, I would never discourage relevant dialogue.

So welcome to you, whoever you are, if you are reading this thread and please don't be too shy to say hi.

WARNING: This thread will delve deep into the abyss of BDSM and powerplay. There will be frank and explicit description of and reference to pain, humiliation and masochism as cathartic therapy. There will also probably be allusions to my early life, which was by no means picture perfect. Those who would be disturbed or offended by such subject matter should not read this thread.​

 

[Pandorica]

What I'm writing.

The Culling ~ With saedo

A nobleman and his wife dust off an ancient tradition so that she might be spared the task of keeping her husband sexually sated. The consequences of the absolute power Lord Dalton has over his selectee would corrupt any man but one whose wife is urging him on to greater acts of depravity? Sorcha really doesn't stand a chance. Lady Catherine has big plans for her husband's new plaything however, plans that involve duping her into taking part in forbidden sexual rites.

A bad boy gets worse ~ With UKstud69

Nathan is an experienced career criminal who has somehow failed to ditch or piss off his current woman to the point where they are now living together. While he doesn't feel enough loyalty to Lexi to be faithful, she's enough of a pliant hot fuck for him to refrain from actually tossing her into the street yet. She has an irritating rebellious streak however, like wanting to work for a living and getting pissed at being the only one who does any housework. Nathan decides it's time he was more proactive about getting the bitch to behave as he would like.

Break and Enter ~ With electric_touch

A vagrant alcoholic with nothing left to lose forces his way into Kat's home and brutally rapes her. Once he's done though, the idea of hitting the street with a few valuables and some cash doesn't appeal to him, not in December anyway. He quickly discovers that she lives alone and hatches a plan to completely take over her life. It's an audacious gamble all right but a better one than risking prison by killing a pretty bitch that he could be balls deep in.

Fucked ~ With TheGrind

Latvian whore Livija has a dangerous attraction to gun runner Dmitry. Whenever he cruises into town she drops whoever she's doing and it's always a while once he leaves before she can work again. Now he's pulled back into town and picked her up again but what does he want her for this time and how much will it cost her to be used by him and tossed aside once more?

The Eye of the Chrysalis ~ With Syr Luna

Pretty Orlaith has just ditched her boyfriend and is having a few celebratory drinks, courtesy of a compelling young black man. What she doesn't know is that hy's a genderqueer boi experimenting with living as a guy. It comes as a shock when 'he' takes her home and turns out not to be what she expected beneath hys clothes. Construction worker Mikey can overpower her just as easily as a guy however and with a feeldoe hy can fuck her just like a guy would too. What starts out as an aggressive attempt at seduction swiftly crosses the line into rape. Orlaith has never experienced anything like it ~ sex from a 'guy' who understands her body as only the possessor of a cunt ever could. Can she just walk away from that feeling, or does she cave more? Give you one guess.

 

[Pandorica]

What I'm craving.

CURRENTLY CASTING (female roles only) - Bitchcatraz

In the middle of the Black Sea is Russia's maximum secure unit for the most dangerous female prisoners in the world, a Guantanamo Bay for chicks. I'm seeking The Governess and her deputy along with some sadistic gaolers. I'm also seeking a mixed bag of variously institutionalised and unhinged war criminals, terrorists and political prisoners from all over the globe. This will be my first group thread and I hope to get to know some of the other kinky female writers here.

Driven to Dominance ~ A girl discovers through online play that she's submissive and masochistic and tries to break this gently to her wonderful boyfriend. Raised as a modern man who treats women as equals and cannot conceive of how his girlfriend could want to be hurt or humiliated, he can't bring himself to dominate her. When he tries to it feels false and silly and when she's obviously in pain or ashamed, he feels guilty and can't continue.

After months of trying to suppress her urges, the girl starts to lose respect for the guy. She finds herself drawn to more alpha, bad-boy types and contemplates leaving her boyfriend. Unable to find fault with him enough to ditch him without having to explain that her reasons are sexual, she instead becomes bitchy and cruel in the hope of driving him away. She goads him, treating him like shit and humiliating him in front of his friends.

But instead of ditching her, he starts fighting back. He stops avoiding confrontation and stands his ground till she gives in. What starts out as make-up sex quickly descends into sadistic debauchery, as he discovers that nothing on Earth feels like taking his girlfriend while she's telling him to go to hell.

 

[Pandorica]

Dormant & Inactive Threads

Please PM me or post on this thread if you want to pick up or restart one of these with me.

The Master ~ A Dr Who themed thread centring around his arch nemesis, The Master (TM). Kira, who I originally started this thread with, killed off the Dr in post 1 but if you want to restart this with me, we can keep him alive for shits n giggles if you prefer. The plot idea was that TM seduced my character (who can be any female human concept you fancy, not necessarily the British Prime Minister I conjured) and then turned on her. She was to be someone powerful enough to be of use to him, someone who could take the fall for whatever his plans were for Earth. If you like we could set this in the Saxon era and make him the leader of the opposition perhaps? Anyway, I have always had a huge thing for John Simm's thoroughly psychotic portrayal of the Master and I wanted to write with someone who could bring that kind of wit, energy and dangerous charisma to the role.

Coup D'etat ~ With GriffinMac

A new and frustrated junior associate finds his dream job with finance firm Miller & Whitlock to be more of a nightmare. Worse than that, his department head really couldn't care less about his dissatisfaction. Who the hell does the British dyke bitch think she is to pat him on the head and tell him to run along and play nice with his mentor? Kyle Masterson fantasises about exacting his revenge on her and being a man of action, it doesn't stop there.

Lexi's not the kind of woman to shy away from a fight about something that matters to her however. When she argues with Nathan, the two of them can lay waste to his entire apartment. By the time they've made up with one another... a couple of times... the place has been all but destroyed. They're a passionate couple and much as Nathan wants Lexi to toe the line, he thoroughly enjoys drop-kicking her back across it. Their power struggle spirals into domestic abuse and the greater control Nathan has over her, the more liberties he takes.

Trick... Or Trick ~ With 1sickbastard

Hotheaded Tommy loses it when his on/off again girlfriend publicly ditches him at a Halloween house party and immediately hooks up with someone else. He tries hitting on a girl in retaliation but the mysterious bitch in the Lady Ga Ga costume tells him to get lost. Enraged, Tommy drags her into the bathroom, bends her over and proceeds to show her who the fuck she's dealing with. Behind the mask however, his victim is Tommy's virginal younger sister. In the fallout that follows he has to decide what he's prepared to do to keep Teagan from destroying their family and sending him to prison. He discovers that the simplest way to keep her demoralised, terrified and compliant is to orchestrate her own fall from grace. He gets her drunk and films himself seducing her by way of an insurance policy. Then he exploits his upper hand mercilessly, especially once he discovers her maso streak.

 

[Pandorica]

The Ante

An idea I had for a thread was poker game. You play a high functioning sociopath who makes his living through poker, spotting weakness in others and exploiting it. You goad a guy into betting everything he has in a high stakes game that he shouldn't have sat down at. In a desperate attempt not to lose all he has he throws in his wife/daughter/whatever you prefer, meaning a night with her. You accept the bet but when he has to pay up, you have a more permanent and final view of what you've won.

You go to his home to collect and then sample your reluctant winnings while he watches, appalled at your depravity. You take the girl home, knowing he'll have to be very fucking stupid to call the cops on you. You sieze everything he has, maybe you keep things simple and just blow him away in front of the traumatised girl you've just fucked.

What follows for the girl isn't slavery, because you don't give enough of a shit about her to help her adjust to her knew life or behave towards her with any consistency. You eat out or order in and you have a maid for everything else who you ay enough to be able to trust her around the house. All you want this new bitch for is to fuck her, beat her and play mind games with her. She only exists now for your amusement and if she's not amusing enough you'll torture her physically, sexually or emotionally until she is.

You can take this in any direction you want to. She can become someone you pass around amongst 'friends' (sociopaths really only have useful acquaintances) or a wildcard you dress temptingly and then bet sex with her in order to goad opponents into tilting. If your character has one night stands or prostitutes then mine can be forced into bisexuality or bound, gagged and made to watch while you take the trouble to charm and pleasure another woman. These encounters can also be used to corrode her self worth and make her despise her skinny, pale, small breasted body.

You enjoy playing with the power you have over her, that you could end her miserable life at any time. You get off on her terror so much that you even make her think she's about to die at times, choking or facefucking her past the point when she faints, wondering if this time you'll be merciful and finish her. Every time she wakes up back at your 'mercy.' She quickly learns to behave when you take her out in public and exploit her further, simply because she knows what you'll do to her if she tries anything stupid.

You're not seeking at any time for her to desire or develop romantic feelings for you. You learn quickly that there are already horrors in her past that have left her incapable of love and affection. They have also rendered her a naturally hardwired masochist, a girl who will get physically aroused at rape, sexual violence and vindictive, deeply personal verbal abuse, no matter how much her rational, conscious mind is sickened by it. Her guilt and shame about her own depravity is the key to the deepest levels of her self loathing and something you are quick to access in order to get your sickest kicks.

 

[butterfly_flip]

Good luck with this, Pandorica. I'll be watching with interest to see how it developes

 

[Pandorica]

Good luck with this, Pandorica. I'll be watching with interest to see how it developes

Thanks

 

[fr33ks33k]

I'm not normally one for that level of humiliation and abuse, but for some reason after reading that I found myself quite...well, aroused. If you're looking for a partner to write that with, I'd be glad to give it a go. We can discuss in PM if you'd like; share interests and ideas.

 

[Pandorica]

I'm not normally one for that level of humiliation and abuse, but for some reason after reading that I found myself quite...well, aroused. If you're looking for a partner to write that with, I'd be glad to give it a go. We can discuss in PM if you'd like; share interests and ideas.

Hi fr33k

I think I have someone for this now but it's someone who's not been active on Lit for a while so if he vanishes on me a few posts down the line, the thread's yours.

 

[fr33ks33k]

Hi fr33k

I think I have someone for this now but it's someone who's not been active on Lit for a while so if he vanishes on me a few posts down the line, the thread's yours.

Duly noted.