MlledeLaPlumeBleu
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Hello >
With all this talk about our little forum- about "normal" and "angst" and "are we smart" and "now you're too smart" and "you're not smart enough" and "ew, there's Blacksnake's dick AGAIN".....I would like to present this thread, chanced upon, taken verbatim and presented for your enjoyment.
Ahem. I give you: "Middle America Responds to Suicide"
Message 1 of 38 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:37 PM
From: BxGrl74
MsgId: <20030820193709.06767.00032932@mbs-r06.aol.com>
Yeah I am a morbid person. I can't wait to die and I would be more than willing to give my life to anyone. What's the big deal with death? There isn't anything left on this earth, for me at least. It sucks because life is one thing you really don't have a choice over. Yes there is suicide. But with my crappy luck, I'd survive it. If there was a doctor who could put me to sleep and then donate whatever is needed, I would do it a heartbeat. This is what its like to be me.
Message 2 of 39 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:45 PM
From: Shmackii
MsgId: <20030820194519.05610.00005220@mbs-r02.aol.com>
Oh your not morbid. Probably just 15.
Message 3 of 39 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:46 PM
From: Mtaylor1057
MsgId: <20030820194649.05874.00009813@mbs-m05.aol.com>
Thearapy see a shrink
Message 4 of 39 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:48 PM
From: MaryL63737
MsgId: <20030820194832.10688.00020007@mbs-r04.aol.com>
I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but a lot of life is crappy. So what? You can't stand up to it... or are you expecting perfection? Don't let life slap you in the face and do nothing about it. There's a lot out there that's rewarding, and believe me, I've been slapped in the face with a lot of reality. Get real. Get down to the nitty gritty of things. Find out what's really important to you. If you really make the effort, you'll find a lot to enjoy also.
Message 5 of 40 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:12 PM
From: DivaOcean
MsgId: <20030820201247.06056.00001402@mbs-m09.aol.com>
>I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but a lot of life is crappy. So what?
>You can't stand up to it... or are you expecting perfection? Don't let life
>slap you in the face and do nothing about it. There's a lot out there that's
>rewarding, and believe me, I've been slapped in the face with a lot of
>reality. Get real. Get down to the nitty gritty of things.
Forget it -- it's just another depressed teenager.
Message 6 of 41 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:30 PM
From: GarfieldC7
MsgId: <20030820203040.08213.00031668@mbs-m02.aol.com>
What do you mean another depressed teenager?? What the hell is up with that!? This could be some depressed adult! Or some child. It's people like you that make depressed people afraid to talk about what there going through. You sound depressed yourself.
Message 8 of 42 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:49 PM
From: SumFDM41
MsgId: <20030820204907.24826.00031586@mbs-m06.aol.com>
>>I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but a lot of life is crappy. So what?
>>You can't stand up to it... or are you expecting perfection? Don't let life
>>slap you in the face and do nothing about it. There's a lot out there
>that's
>>rewarding, and believe me, I've been slapped in the face with a lot of
>>reality. Get real. Get down to the nitty gritty of things.
>
>Forget it -- it's just another depressed teenager.
Im not trying to be rude here or anything but, just another depressed teenager? I am 14 years old and I was digonosed (Sp?) with depression when I was 12. And sure, I did have a lot wrong in my life at that certain time, but I mean, it wasn't my fault I was depressed. its nobodys fault if they are depressed. its just a chemical imbalance in your body. so please don't be so quick to judge.
Message 9 of 43 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:01 PM
From: Lisa31017
MsgId: <20030820210130.27665.00030896@mbs-m01.aol.com>
SumFDM, For someone who is only 15 years young....you seem quite intelligent!!!!! God Bless!
Message 10 of 43 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:03 PM
From: Excitagrl
MsgId: <20030820210326.18346.00030699@mbs-r01.aol.com>
can i have your stuff?mmmmm
#1 OKLAHOMA SOONERS.KICKEN IN 2003!
Message 11 of 43 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:49 PM
From: Sanchinkette
MsgId: <20030820194928.01480.00000984@mbs-r07.aol.com>
Thank you for sharing.
I feel so uplifted. *voice dripping with sarcasm*
Now get over yourself, open your eyes, change your situation, and discover the beauty that is here for you.
Message 12 of 44 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:54 PM
From: Debbielcarpenter
MsgId: <20030820195335.16955.00010528@mbs-r05.aol.com>
That is because you are focused on you. Start focusing on helping in the world, all the little faces that need someone to ask them what they are going to be when they grow up, or the old people who would love for you to stop and ask them if they need help or how are they doing, or to allow them to talk about their family. Etc...Etc...Etc... then you will find that there is not enough time to do all that needs to be done and maybe you will appreciate each day more. Otherwise ... make someone else happy and then you will be happy.
Message 14 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:40 PM
From: Verycken
MsgId: <20030820204042.25547.00043426@mbs-m07.aol.com>
Can't wait to die: You are chronically, clinically depressed. You are in serious need of medication to balance whatever chemical you are missing. Please see a shrink, run, do not walk.
Message 15 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:56 PM
From: HealthPlanMan
MsgId: <20030820195625.08094.00031490@mbs-r08.aol.com>
You need some serious therapy..***** is very precious, believe me. I have a close relative fighting for his life and if it were you, you would not be so cavalier about it. Get some help so you can enjoy the gift God gave to you.
Message 16 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:00 PM
From: BxGrl74
MsgId: <20030820200030.06767.00033027@mbs-r06.aol.com>
It so great how everyone tells me the obvious....get help...like no shit get help. but guess what? when you don't have insurance, there is no help. lets face facts to all the happy dopes out there - there is nothing, i mean nothing worth living for on this earth. no things will not get better. no, i cannot change my situation. if i could i would. no i am not looking for anyones sympathy b/c quite frankly who gives a rats ass about me. so don't tell me the obvious. and yes i would take the pain and suffering away from anyone who would let me. trust me, no one in my life would even notice.
Message 17 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:03 PM
From: Mtaylor1057
MsgId: <20030820200310.05874.00009867@mbs-m05.aol.com>
your gay suicidel people go to hell so dont try it. I dont care if you spit back at me just telling the facts
Message 18 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:33 PM
From: GarfieldC7
MsgId: <20030820203336.08213.00031679@mbs-m02.aol.com>
I think lesbian people like you go to hell. Are you freaking god?? Who the HELL gives you the right to say who's going to hell?? You might want to think about that next time you want to judge someone. K bitch? Understand that? Or is your bitchy mind too small??
Message 19 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:14 PM
From: DivaOcean
MsgId: <20030820201425.06056.00001410@mbs-m09.aol.com>
>lets face facts to all the happy dopes out there
What makes you think everyone's so happy? How old are you, you poor, pitiful thing?
Message 20 of 47 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:14 PM
From: BrianJ22742
MsgId: <20030820201429.10644.00020645@mbs-r04.aol.com>
Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Everyone, and i mean EVERYONE has their problems and heartaches. Trust me, I've had my share. Its all part of life. It cant be all that bad. Afterall, you have a computer to post about your pain and suffering, so at least you have a roof over your head. Pulling yourself out of your rut will build your charactor and make you a much stronger person... and you will feel great about it too. The only person who can change things is YOU.. so stop your whining.
Message 21 of 47 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:30 PM
From: SnstiveS1
MsgId: <20030820203037.06806.00032015@mbs-r02.aol.com>
>BrianJ22742
Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Everyone, and i mean EVERYONE has their problems and heartaches. Trust me, I've had my share. Its all part of life. It cant be all that bad. Afterall, you have a computer to post about your pain and suffering, so at least you have a roof over your head. Pulling yourself out of your rut will build your charactor and make you a much stronger person... and you will feel great about it too. The only person who can change things is YOU.. so stop your whining.
Some of the responses back to this poster were pathetic! At least you have taken the time to say a few decent things...What makes someone THINK this is "just another depressed teenager"? It could very well be an adult, but do you have ANY idea how many teenage suicides occur EVERY day? of the year?? Do you recall being a teenager and what an emotional rollercoaster ride it can be?
I agree with you, Brian...we ALL have had something in our lives at some point that didn't go right...some of us are even experiencing that as we speak! BUT---it most assuredly beats the alternative (suicide/death)---Even if one doesn't have insurance, there are places to go for HELP! There are plenty of Sliding-Scale/Free Programs out there, and lots of Hotlines to call as well...
Look around you, and be honest with what you see--ultimately, there is someone out there far worse off than you---Volunteer at a Hospital----That got ME out of the slumps real fast when I was an "emotional basket-case"! I saw so many other people literally FIGHTING for their lives---Life is a precious commodity that God gave each of us...LIVE it to its' fullest!!! Feel free to write to me personally anytime you wish!! SnstiveS1@Aol.Com
"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world." - _Unknown
Message 22 of 48 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:15 PM
From: DivaOcean
MsgId: <20030820201500.06056.00001415@mbs-m09.aol.com>
>i am not looking for anyones sympathy b/c quite frankly who gives a rats ass
>about me.
True. So shut up.
Message 23 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:32 PM
From: SnstiveS1
MsgId: <20030820203202.06806.00032021@mbs-r02.aol.com>
>DivaOcean
Why are YOU so harsh and judgmental?
True. So shut up.
Speak for YOURSELF ONLY!! thank you! There are MANY who do care, even if they don't know WHAT to do or how to help!!
"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world." - _Unknown
Message 25 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:31 PM
From: Zodiacbrain
MsgId: <20030820203146.24826.00031511@mbs-m06.aol.com>
Oh come on let her... It is better than cloning an innocent embryo to cure all diseases... If she wants to give her organs away
to people who do want to live.. then that is her business.
We didn't ask to be born, and we should not be force to live
in this world, if we don't want to... It is her body.
The poster said something about making other people happy
and do something for other,,, BxGrl74 is doing something
to make other people happy by giving up her life and
donate her organs to those people who need help. Since
Gay people have their rights. Since Transvestite can have
a sex change. Since we have Abortion rights. Since it is okay to remove the 10 Commandments. We should have
rights to have "Suicide Assistance" here in the USA.
It should be okay.
I would give my spine to Christopher Reeves, if he wants it.
Message 26 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:35 PM
From: GarfieldC7
MsgId: <20030820203546.08213.00031687@mbs-m02.aol.com>
What's wrong with clonig for diseases? What if my mother or father was dying?? I would want to do everything in my power to try to save them.
Message 27 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:07 PM
From: ZarifAngoras
MsgId: <20030820210733.10688.00020374@mbs-r04.aol.com>
>> What's wrong with clonig for diseases? What if my mother or father was dying?? I would want to do everything in my power to try to save them. <<
I'm 35 and lost my father last September to kidney disease, so this subject hits close to home for me.
My dad was the recipient of a transplant given by a donor who tragically died in an accident. We were not allowed to know the name of the person, but knew only that the person was young, was black, and was killed in an auto accident. (We are white, btw, if it matters)
It gave us seven more years together. That transplant allowed him to see his granddaughters and grandson in plays, concerts, and recitals. It gave us more Christmases, birthdays, and family dinners. It gave me and the members of my family more opportunities to say "I love you", more hugs, and more laughter.
I often think about the young person who died and the unselfish act of the family who donated the kidney to my dad. I think about their loss that ultimately was our gain. It hurts, and it bothers me, and I didn't even know him or that he existed.
Cloning? As in cloning another human being from my dad's DNA? That result would be a baby who looked as my dad did when he was first born, long before I knew him, long before I was born. He would have no memory of me, my brother, our children, or our mother. More than likely, I'd be gone before he grew to the age of my remembrance, and even then he'd only be a familiar shell with no familiar soul, and it's his soul which made my daddy My Daddy.
And, to the person who feels that his or her parting this earth would affect no one, remember that there are many no ones in this world, but it takes just one someone -- to make you somebody. You affect more people than you know -- look at those of us bothering to respond on this board. The young man who gave me 7 more years with my dad affected my life inexplicably and graciously.
And, I don't even know his name.
Support Our Troops
We're Where We Are ... Because They're Always There
Message 28 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:43 PM
From: Verycken
MsgId: <20030820204307.25547.00043440@mbs-m07.aol.com>
Where do you live? People who cannot afford to pay for therapy are able to get it free, especially if they feel as you do. See a welfare, or any other government agency that might help.
Message 29 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:54 PM
From: Omarakin
MsgId: <20030820205446.01548.00001180@mbs-r07.aol.com>
saw your profile....you are an adult. If you have a NYS Benefit card you CAN get help in any Hospital IN THE STATE for free. Shit they'll check you in and feed you too. For months!
Maybe you think there's nothing worthwhile...........maybe you just don't see it.
There are two types of suicidal people:
Those who do it (and die) because they are totally screwed in the brain and there's the majority, who want help but are too angry to ask for help and they suffer needlessly for a long time.
And there's even a few sickos who just want to manipulate people and situations for sympathy.
And believe me.......I know from experience.
omarakin@aol.com
Message 31 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:09 PM
From: AirCanada621
MsgId: <20030820200931.05874.00009894@mbs-m05.aol.com>
could someone kill this person so they will shut up... please...
Message 32 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:17 PM
From: Antipolitical1
MsgId: <20030820201733.25627.00000846@mbs-m02.aol.com>
It's funny, I feel exactly the same way. I just hope I could do something like that before I die.
Message 33 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:21 PM
From: Manos3000
MsgId: <20030820202122.16641.00030411@mbs-m12.aol.com>
i think the only thing that could really save this guy is existentialism, by the way he seems to be acting.
(Mlle note: ????!??)
Message 34 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:23 PM
From: BMDinSoCal
MsgId: <20030820202329.09815.00032688@mbs-m08.aol.com>
> I can't wait to die <
Pete Townsend said it all in 1965 --
"Hope I die before I get old" (My Generation, The Who, 1965)
Well, he's "old" now and is still here and rocking his ass off.
Take up a hobby, learn to play guitar ot drums or something to get your sorry ass out of your temporary depression.
Get a life!
Message 35 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:26 PM
From: BMDinSoCal
MsgId: <20030820202626.09815.00032705@mbs-m08.aol.com>
Oh I get it now....
This depressed person lives in the Bronx. Christ, that's enough to depress the life out of anyone...
Message 36 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:50 PM
From: Zodiacbrain
MsgId: <20030820205055.24826.00031597@mbs-m06.aol.com>
Life is precious? yeah right, for some people.
But me, it isn't. Because I tried to go out
and learn some unique stuff.... I just wanted to
be creative just like everybody else....
But I get pull down,, People get so jealous..
they just yanked my dream and goal and my purpose
of life from me. Now I don't have any reason to live.
I have a disability,, and I went out there in California,,,
and wow, Californians are the meanest folks I have
ever met... Even tho, California has the largest minorities (Asians, African Americans, Whites, and Hispanics) living
there, but they don't accept me.
They called me freaks and all...
The only people who say "Life is precious" are either rich or
White "normal" male.
If you were me, you would not think life is precious....
I am depressed if I have to live in this cruel world.
If USA legalizes Suicide Assistance, I'll be happy.
Message 37 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:36 PM
From: PhoenixStl
MsgId: <20030820203633.18380.00033954@mbs-r01.aol.com>
Wake up and get with reality. Life isnt a joy ride. Do you think you're the only one with problems? If you dont like the way things are going, then get up and do something about it... but quit your pissing and moaning. Remember... no matter how bad you seem to think your life is, there are always people out there worse off than you.
Message 38 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:44 PM
From: BxGrl74
MsgId: <20030820204436.06767.00033217@mbs-r06.aol.com>
i dont care how bad everyone else out there has it. understand that if i had a choice today to die and donate my useless life to keep one person alive i would do it. i dont think that is being selfish and im not pissing and whining and bitching about it. i just have the balls to say so. i am fully aware that life isnt a joy ride, i have to deal with this horrid shit everyday of my pathetic life. i hit reality when i was 17 and have been living with it ever since. for the past 12 years, i am tired already and would love the opportunity to give my life to someone else who is more deserving and grateful for it! how is that so bad?
Message 40 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:56 PM
From: Zodiacbrain
MsgId: <20030820205646.24826.00031622@mbs-m06.aol.com>
._ i hit reality when i was 17 and have been living with it ever since._ for the past 12 years, i am tired already
What kind of "it"?
Message 42 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:53 PM
From: NYC1803
MsgId: <20030820205318.05777.00031448@mbs-m05.aol.com>
PLEASE KILL YOURSELF TONIGHT ONE LESS PERSON TAXING THE SYSTEM COULD LOWER TAXES.ALSO KILL YOUR CHILDREN FIRST YOU DONT WANT THEM TO BE LIKE YOU.THANK YOU YOUR FRIEND JOHN
Message 43 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:04 PM
From: TMH72363
MsgId: <20030820210456.08094.00031720@mbs-r08.aol.com>
Most people that feel that their life is pathetic are drug addicts. What is worse than being an addict is being an addict without drugs. I have tried to kill myself 3 times in my life, years ago, I am so glad now I did not succed. I was 15-17 then and I'm 40 now. I have had 2 wonderful children, 21 & 22 years old and and a 3 year old grandson I'd die for. One thing I learned about in all these years is there is a God and if you just ask he will be there for you. All you have to do is ask, He may not show you something right away, it will be in his time, but believe me He Will Be There!! All you have to do is let him know how you feel. Things will change before your eyes. You will soon find out that you are not that bad after all.
Message 46 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:57 PM
From: OAKGOUGH
MsgId: <20030820205741.06779.00011422@mbs-m08.aol.com>
>Yeah I am a morbid person. I can't wait to die and I would be more than
>willing to give my life to anyone.........
----------------------------------------------------
I wish ALL racist and ignorant white people had your sentiments. The world would be a much better place.
(Mlle note: ?? huh?!)
Message 47 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:01 PM
From: Davbar465
MsgId: <20030820210103.20200.00031551@mbs-r03.news.aol.com.aol.com>
I'm sorry. Wish this guy's tender love could reach you. Hang in there.
(Mlle note: !!!!! Where's Blacksnake when you need him?)
Message 49 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:06 PM
From: FarleysBlack
MsgId: <20030820210647.12457.00015504@mbs-m11.news.aol.com.aol.com>
God loves you and Jesus, God's Son,loves you. God formed and knew you in your mother's womb, and He has a purpose for your life. If you will confess your sins to Him, and accept Jesus as your Saviour, He will fill your heart and soul with love and give meaning to your life.God doesn't make any junk, and, if you look outside yourself for awhile, I believe you will see millions of people with bigger problems than yours who are glad to be alive.
Mlle:
Ahem. In closing, I would like to say that upon reading this thread I was overcome with tidal waves of love for each and every one of you over-educated twats. Even the ones that hate me At least I know I'll never hear "Because God said so" as a retort on the boards at Lit. Amen.
And who looks more depraved? I don't think it's we harmless carnal enthusiasts....
With all this talk about our little forum- about "normal" and "angst" and "are we smart" and "now you're too smart" and "you're not smart enough" and "ew, there's Blacksnake's dick AGAIN".....I would like to present this thread, chanced upon, taken verbatim and presented for your enjoyment.
Ahem. I give you: "Middle America Responds to Suicide"
Message 1 of 38 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:37 PM
From: BxGrl74
MsgId: <20030820193709.06767.00032932@mbs-r06.aol.com>
Yeah I am a morbid person. I can't wait to die and I would be more than willing to give my life to anyone. What's the big deal with death? There isn't anything left on this earth, for me at least. It sucks because life is one thing you really don't have a choice over. Yes there is suicide. But with my crappy luck, I'd survive it. If there was a doctor who could put me to sleep and then donate whatever is needed, I would do it a heartbeat. This is what its like to be me.
Message 2 of 39 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:45 PM
From: Shmackii
MsgId: <20030820194519.05610.00005220@mbs-r02.aol.com>
Oh your not morbid. Probably just 15.
Message 3 of 39 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:46 PM
From: Mtaylor1057
MsgId: <20030820194649.05874.00009813@mbs-m05.aol.com>
Thearapy see a shrink
Message 4 of 39 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:48 PM
From: MaryL63737
MsgId: <20030820194832.10688.00020007@mbs-r04.aol.com>
I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but a lot of life is crappy. So what? You can't stand up to it... or are you expecting perfection? Don't let life slap you in the face and do nothing about it. There's a lot out there that's rewarding, and believe me, I've been slapped in the face with a lot of reality. Get real. Get down to the nitty gritty of things. Find out what's really important to you. If you really make the effort, you'll find a lot to enjoy also.
Message 5 of 40 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:12 PM
From: DivaOcean
MsgId: <20030820201247.06056.00001402@mbs-m09.aol.com>
>I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but a lot of life is crappy. So what?
>You can't stand up to it... or are you expecting perfection? Don't let life
>slap you in the face and do nothing about it. There's a lot out there that's
>rewarding, and believe me, I've been slapped in the face with a lot of
>reality. Get real. Get down to the nitty gritty of things.
Forget it -- it's just another depressed teenager.
Message 6 of 41 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:30 PM
From: GarfieldC7
MsgId: <20030820203040.08213.00031668@mbs-m02.aol.com>
What do you mean another depressed teenager?? What the hell is up with that!? This could be some depressed adult! Or some child. It's people like you that make depressed people afraid to talk about what there going through. You sound depressed yourself.
Message 8 of 42 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:49 PM
From: SumFDM41
MsgId: <20030820204907.24826.00031586@mbs-m06.aol.com>
>>I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but a lot of life is crappy. So what?
>>You can't stand up to it... or are you expecting perfection? Don't let life
>>slap you in the face and do nothing about it. There's a lot out there
>that's
>>rewarding, and believe me, I've been slapped in the face with a lot of
>>reality. Get real. Get down to the nitty gritty of things.
>
>Forget it -- it's just another depressed teenager.
Im not trying to be rude here or anything but, just another depressed teenager? I am 14 years old and I was digonosed (Sp?) with depression when I was 12. And sure, I did have a lot wrong in my life at that certain time, but I mean, it wasn't my fault I was depressed. its nobodys fault if they are depressed. its just a chemical imbalance in your body. so please don't be so quick to judge.
Message 9 of 43 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:01 PM
From: Lisa31017
MsgId: <20030820210130.27665.00030896@mbs-m01.aol.com>
SumFDM, For someone who is only 15 years young....you seem quite intelligent!!!!! God Bless!
Message 10 of 43 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:03 PM
From: Excitagrl
MsgId: <20030820210326.18346.00030699@mbs-r01.aol.com>
can i have your stuff?mmmmm
#1 OKLAHOMA SOONERS.KICKEN IN 2003!
Message 11 of 43 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:49 PM
From: Sanchinkette
MsgId: <20030820194928.01480.00000984@mbs-r07.aol.com>
Thank you for sharing.
I feel so uplifted. *voice dripping with sarcasm*
Now get over yourself, open your eyes, change your situation, and discover the beauty that is here for you.
Message 12 of 44 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:54 PM
From: Debbielcarpenter
MsgId: <20030820195335.16955.00010528@mbs-r05.aol.com>
That is because you are focused on you. Start focusing on helping in the world, all the little faces that need someone to ask them what they are going to be when they grow up, or the old people who would love for you to stop and ask them if they need help or how are they doing, or to allow them to talk about their family. Etc...Etc...Etc... then you will find that there is not enough time to do all that needs to be done and maybe you will appreciate each day more. Otherwise ... make someone else happy and then you will be happy.
Message 14 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:40 PM
From: Verycken
MsgId: <20030820204042.25547.00043426@mbs-m07.aol.com>
Can't wait to die: You are chronically, clinically depressed. You are in serious need of medication to balance whatever chemical you are missing. Please see a shrink, run, do not walk.
Message 15 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 3:56 PM
From: HealthPlanMan
MsgId: <20030820195625.08094.00031490@mbs-r08.aol.com>
You need some serious therapy..***** is very precious, believe me. I have a close relative fighting for his life and if it were you, you would not be so cavalier about it. Get some help so you can enjoy the gift God gave to you.
Message 16 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:00 PM
From: BxGrl74
MsgId: <20030820200030.06767.00033027@mbs-r06.aol.com>
It so great how everyone tells me the obvious....get help...like no shit get help. but guess what? when you don't have insurance, there is no help. lets face facts to all the happy dopes out there - there is nothing, i mean nothing worth living for on this earth. no things will not get better. no, i cannot change my situation. if i could i would. no i am not looking for anyones sympathy b/c quite frankly who gives a rats ass about me. so don't tell me the obvious. and yes i would take the pain and suffering away from anyone who would let me. trust me, no one in my life would even notice.
Message 17 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:03 PM
From: Mtaylor1057
MsgId: <20030820200310.05874.00009867@mbs-m05.aol.com>
your gay suicidel people go to hell so dont try it. I dont care if you spit back at me just telling the facts
Message 18 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:33 PM
From: GarfieldC7
MsgId: <20030820203336.08213.00031679@mbs-m02.aol.com>
I think lesbian people like you go to hell. Are you freaking god?? Who the HELL gives you the right to say who's going to hell?? You might want to think about that next time you want to judge someone. K bitch? Understand that? Or is your bitchy mind too small??
Message 19 of 46 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:14 PM
From: DivaOcean
MsgId: <20030820201425.06056.00001410@mbs-m09.aol.com>
>lets face facts to all the happy dopes out there
What makes you think everyone's so happy? How old are you, you poor, pitiful thing?
Message 20 of 47 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:14 PM
From: BrianJ22742
MsgId: <20030820201429.10644.00020645@mbs-r04.aol.com>
Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Everyone, and i mean EVERYONE has their problems and heartaches. Trust me, I've had my share. Its all part of life. It cant be all that bad. Afterall, you have a computer to post about your pain and suffering, so at least you have a roof over your head. Pulling yourself out of your rut will build your charactor and make you a much stronger person... and you will feel great about it too. The only person who can change things is YOU.. so stop your whining.
Message 21 of 47 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:30 PM
From: SnstiveS1
MsgId: <20030820203037.06806.00032015@mbs-r02.aol.com>
>BrianJ22742
Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Everyone, and i mean EVERYONE has their problems and heartaches. Trust me, I've had my share. Its all part of life. It cant be all that bad. Afterall, you have a computer to post about your pain and suffering, so at least you have a roof over your head. Pulling yourself out of your rut will build your charactor and make you a much stronger person... and you will feel great about it too. The only person who can change things is YOU.. so stop your whining.
Some of the responses back to this poster were pathetic! At least you have taken the time to say a few decent things...What makes someone THINK this is "just another depressed teenager"? It could very well be an adult, but do you have ANY idea how many teenage suicides occur EVERY day? of the year?? Do you recall being a teenager and what an emotional rollercoaster ride it can be?
I agree with you, Brian...we ALL have had something in our lives at some point that didn't go right...some of us are even experiencing that as we speak! BUT---it most assuredly beats the alternative (suicide/death)---Even if one doesn't have insurance, there are places to go for HELP! There are plenty of Sliding-Scale/Free Programs out there, and lots of Hotlines to call as well...
Look around you, and be honest with what you see--ultimately, there is someone out there far worse off than you---Volunteer at a Hospital----That got ME out of the slumps real fast when I was an "emotional basket-case"! I saw so many other people literally FIGHTING for their lives---Life is a precious commodity that God gave each of us...LIVE it to its' fullest!!! Feel free to write to me personally anytime you wish!! SnstiveS1@Aol.Com
"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world." - _Unknown
Message 22 of 48 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:15 PM
From: DivaOcean
MsgId: <20030820201500.06056.00001415@mbs-m09.aol.com>
>i am not looking for anyones sympathy b/c quite frankly who gives a rats ass
>about me.
True. So shut up.
Message 23 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:32 PM
From: SnstiveS1
MsgId: <20030820203202.06806.00032021@mbs-r02.aol.com>
>DivaOcean
Why are YOU so harsh and judgmental?
True. So shut up.
Speak for YOURSELF ONLY!! thank you! There are MANY who do care, even if they don't know WHAT to do or how to help!!
"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world." - _Unknown
Message 25 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:31 PM
From: Zodiacbrain
MsgId: <20030820203146.24826.00031511@mbs-m06.aol.com>
Oh come on let her... It is better than cloning an innocent embryo to cure all diseases... If she wants to give her organs away
to people who do want to live.. then that is her business.
We didn't ask to be born, and we should not be force to live
in this world, if we don't want to... It is her body.
The poster said something about making other people happy
and do something for other,,, BxGrl74 is doing something
to make other people happy by giving up her life and
donate her organs to those people who need help. Since
Gay people have their rights. Since Transvestite can have
a sex change. Since we have Abortion rights. Since it is okay to remove the 10 Commandments. We should have
rights to have "Suicide Assistance" here in the USA.
It should be okay.
I would give my spine to Christopher Reeves, if he wants it.
Message 26 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:35 PM
From: GarfieldC7
MsgId: <20030820203546.08213.00031687@mbs-m02.aol.com>
What's wrong with clonig for diseases? What if my mother or father was dying?? I would want to do everything in my power to try to save them.
Message 27 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:07 PM
From: ZarifAngoras
MsgId: <20030820210733.10688.00020374@mbs-r04.aol.com>
>> What's wrong with clonig for diseases? What if my mother or father was dying?? I would want to do everything in my power to try to save them. <<
I'm 35 and lost my father last September to kidney disease, so this subject hits close to home for me.
My dad was the recipient of a transplant given by a donor who tragically died in an accident. We were not allowed to know the name of the person, but knew only that the person was young, was black, and was killed in an auto accident. (We are white, btw, if it matters)
It gave us seven more years together. That transplant allowed him to see his granddaughters and grandson in plays, concerts, and recitals. It gave us more Christmases, birthdays, and family dinners. It gave me and the members of my family more opportunities to say "I love you", more hugs, and more laughter.
I often think about the young person who died and the unselfish act of the family who donated the kidney to my dad. I think about their loss that ultimately was our gain. It hurts, and it bothers me, and I didn't even know him or that he existed.
Cloning? As in cloning another human being from my dad's DNA? That result would be a baby who looked as my dad did when he was first born, long before I knew him, long before I was born. He would have no memory of me, my brother, our children, or our mother. More than likely, I'd be gone before he grew to the age of my remembrance, and even then he'd only be a familiar shell with no familiar soul, and it's his soul which made my daddy My Daddy.
And, to the person who feels that his or her parting this earth would affect no one, remember that there are many no ones in this world, but it takes just one someone -- to make you somebody. You affect more people than you know -- look at those of us bothering to respond on this board. The young man who gave me 7 more years with my dad affected my life inexplicably and graciously.
And, I don't even know his name.
Support Our Troops
We're Where We Are ... Because They're Always There
Message 28 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:43 PM
From: Verycken
MsgId: <20030820204307.25547.00043440@mbs-m07.aol.com>
Where do you live? People who cannot afford to pay for therapy are able to get it free, especially if they feel as you do. See a welfare, or any other government agency that might help.
Message 29 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:54 PM
From: Omarakin
MsgId: <20030820205446.01548.00001180@mbs-r07.aol.com>
saw your profile....you are an adult. If you have a NYS Benefit card you CAN get help in any Hospital IN THE STATE for free. Shit they'll check you in and feed you too. For months!
Maybe you think there's nothing worthwhile...........maybe you just don't see it.
There are two types of suicidal people:
Those who do it (and die) because they are totally screwed in the brain and there's the majority, who want help but are too angry to ask for help and they suffer needlessly for a long time.
And there's even a few sickos who just want to manipulate people and situations for sympathy.
And believe me.......I know from experience.
omarakin@aol.com
Message 31 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:09 PM
From: AirCanada621
MsgId: <20030820200931.05874.00009894@mbs-m05.aol.com>
could someone kill this person so they will shut up... please...
Message 32 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:17 PM
From: Antipolitical1
MsgId: <20030820201733.25627.00000846@mbs-m02.aol.com>
It's funny, I feel exactly the same way. I just hope I could do something like that before I die.
Message 33 of 49 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:21 PM
From: Manos3000
MsgId: <20030820202122.16641.00030411@mbs-m12.aol.com>
i think the only thing that could really save this guy is existentialism, by the way he seems to be acting.
(Mlle note: ????!??)
Message 34 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:23 PM
From: BMDinSoCal
MsgId: <20030820202329.09815.00032688@mbs-m08.aol.com>
> I can't wait to die <
Pete Townsend said it all in 1965 --
"Hope I die before I get old" (My Generation, The Who, 1965)
Well, he's "old" now and is still here and rocking his ass off.
Take up a hobby, learn to play guitar ot drums or something to get your sorry ass out of your temporary depression.
Get a life!
Message 35 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:26 PM
From: BMDinSoCal
MsgId: <20030820202626.09815.00032705@mbs-m08.aol.com>
Oh I get it now....
This depressed person lives in the Bronx. Christ, that's enough to depress the life out of anyone...
Message 36 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:50 PM
From: Zodiacbrain
MsgId: <20030820205055.24826.00031597@mbs-m06.aol.com>
Life is precious? yeah right, for some people.
But me, it isn't. Because I tried to go out
and learn some unique stuff.... I just wanted to
be creative just like everybody else....
But I get pull down,, People get so jealous..
they just yanked my dream and goal and my purpose
of life from me. Now I don't have any reason to live.
I have a disability,, and I went out there in California,,,
and wow, Californians are the meanest folks I have
ever met... Even tho, California has the largest minorities (Asians, African Americans, Whites, and Hispanics) living
there, but they don't accept me.
They called me freaks and all...
The only people who say "Life is precious" are either rich or
White "normal" male.
If you were me, you would not think life is precious....
I am depressed if I have to live in this cruel world.
If USA legalizes Suicide Assistance, I'll be happy.
Message 37 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:36 PM
From: PhoenixStl
MsgId: <20030820203633.18380.00033954@mbs-r01.aol.com>
Wake up and get with reality. Life isnt a joy ride. Do you think you're the only one with problems? If you dont like the way things are going, then get up and do something about it... but quit your pissing and moaning. Remember... no matter how bad you seem to think your life is, there are always people out there worse off than you.
Message 38 of 50 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:44 PM
From: BxGrl74
MsgId: <20030820204436.06767.00033217@mbs-r06.aol.com>
i dont care how bad everyone else out there has it. understand that if i had a choice today to die and donate my useless life to keep one person alive i would do it. i dont think that is being selfish and im not pissing and whining and bitching about it. i just have the balls to say so. i am fully aware that life isnt a joy ride, i have to deal with this horrid shit everyday of my pathetic life. i hit reality when i was 17 and have been living with it ever since. for the past 12 years, i am tired already and would love the opportunity to give my life to someone else who is more deserving and grateful for it! how is that so bad?
Message 40 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:56 PM
From: Zodiacbrain
MsgId: <20030820205646.24826.00031622@mbs-m06.aol.com>
._ i hit reality when i was 17 and have been living with it ever since._ for the past 12 years, i am tired already
What kind of "it"?
Message 42 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:53 PM
From: NYC1803
MsgId: <20030820205318.05777.00031448@mbs-m05.aol.com>
PLEASE KILL YOURSELF TONIGHT ONE LESS PERSON TAXING THE SYSTEM COULD LOWER TAXES.ALSO KILL YOUR CHILDREN FIRST YOU DONT WANT THEM TO BE LIKE YOU.THANK YOU YOUR FRIEND JOHN
Message 43 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:04 PM
From: TMH72363
MsgId: <20030820210456.08094.00031720@mbs-r08.aol.com>
Most people that feel that their life is pathetic are drug addicts. What is worse than being an addict is being an addict without drugs. I have tried to kill myself 3 times in my life, years ago, I am so glad now I did not succed. I was 15-17 then and I'm 40 now. I have had 2 wonderful children, 21 & 22 years old and and a 3 year old grandson I'd die for. One thing I learned about in all these years is there is a God and if you just ask he will be there for you. All you have to do is ask, He may not show you something right away, it will be in his time, but believe me He Will Be There!! All you have to do is let him know how you feel. Things will change before your eyes. You will soon find out that you are not that bad after all.
Message 46 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 4:57 PM
From: OAKGOUGH
MsgId: <20030820205741.06779.00011422@mbs-m08.aol.com>
>Yeah I am a morbid person. I can't wait to die and I would be more than
>willing to give my life to anyone.........
----------------------------------------------------
I wish ALL racist and ignorant white people had your sentiments. The world would be a much better place.
(Mlle note: ?? huh?!)
Message 47 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:01 PM
From: Davbar465
MsgId: <20030820210103.20200.00031551@mbs-r03.news.aol.com.aol.com>
I'm sorry. Wish this guy's tender love could reach you. Hang in there.
(Mlle note: !!!!! Where's Blacksnake when you need him?)
Message 49 of 51 Subject 1 of 1
Subject: Re: I can't wait to die
Date: Wed, Aug 20, 2003 5:06 PM
From: FarleysBlack
MsgId: <20030820210647.12457.00015504@mbs-m11.news.aol.com.aol.com>
God loves you and Jesus, God's Son,loves you. God formed and knew you in your mother's womb, and He has a purpose for your life. If you will confess your sins to Him, and accept Jesus as your Saviour, He will fill your heart and soul with love and give meaning to your life.God doesn't make any junk, and, if you look outside yourself for awhile, I believe you will see millions of people with bigger problems than yours who are glad to be alive.
Mlle:
Ahem. In closing, I would like to say that upon reading this thread I was overcome with tidal waves of love for each and every one of you over-educated twats. Even the ones that hate me
At least I know I'll never hear "Because God said so" as a retort on the boards at Lit. Amen.And who looks more depraved? I don't think it's we harmless carnal enthusiasts....
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Cum and get it....................
