The Opposite of Fuck Centric

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Jenna flopped down on the chair and sighed, she was in a remote part of library and no one was around to hear her or shush her so she vented. "Why do guys have to be so incredible fuckcentric, there is so much more to sex than penetration. No wonder most women don't have orgasms." Jenna pulled back her long dark hair and was glad it was a cold day as her heavy shirt concealed her breasts. "Why can't I find a guy who has great hands, an incredible mouth, and is completely insecure about his dick. That would be the perfect guy," she closed her eyes imagining such a guy and running her tongue over her lips at the idea. "Or at least a guy who can keep his shorts on until I'm completely satisfied."

"Now if I could just get them to put fuckcentric in the dictionary, then women would have a word for guys who are so focused on fucking that the rest gets lost. I just wish there was a guy who was anti fuckcentric, that's an awkward phrase."

 

[cuteDanny21]

i like this idea. can anyone join????

 

[cuteDanny21]

Danny was wandering the library aswell, looking for a quiet little place to sit down and read for his English class. His heart was broken just a few days ago and need some solitude. His ex, Julia, had cheated on him and Danny found out last night as he walked in on her and Joey, fucking in her bed. Dan had dated Julia for 3 months and didn't once have sex with her. Julia wanted sex badly but Danny only had sex when he loved a woman.

Danny had found an empty table near a window; it was raining out. His sad eyes stared out into the rain as he pulled out his copy of "Catcher in the Rye". Danny was a little wet as his oversized sweatshirt absorbed alot of the rain. His skinny body shook in the sweatshirt but he didn't have the energy to take it off. He was so sad, he didn't care how he looked or how he felt physically. He just wanted to be lost in his world of books for now.

He took one last look around the empy library before reading, only one other person there today at this time. A girl, who looked as sad and lonely as he did.

 

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Jenna enjoyed a moment of solitude before footsteps interupted her idle daydream. Her excellent hearing had proven a good thing as well as painful. She shrugged off the gloomy thoughts and casually watched him shuffle over to another overstuffed chairs. She noticed he sat down facing away from her, she wondered if he wanted privacy or not.

It was hard to judge his build as a bulky sweat shirt concealed his body. She bit her lip, in that one moment when he looked her way he had seemed, hurt and lost. The rain hadn't really let up much and the dark day matched her mood. At the same time she was curious, this part of library was deserted even during finals week.

Jenna finally decided to engage in a little harmless fantasy. If she got caught, well she doubted it, and decided that she would deal with it if she got caught. She silently unhooked her bra so she could play with her breasts, it was one of those strange things. She usually didn't have the impulse to masterbate when she was alone, it was only when a guy was around that she had the urge. It's one of the reasons she liked the internet because she could have someone else there, without having someone else there.

The tension slowly faded from her body as she cupped and rubbed her large breasts under her sweatshirt. Jenna was the quiet type and just licked her lips from time to time until her body was tingling. She noticed he was deeply absorbed with his reading and feeling bold she ran her now warm hands downward. Her snug jeans quickly frustrated her and while she was tempted to unzip them, she didn't want to draw attention to herself.

Jenna moved her hands back up, recalling a session where her then boyfriend had spent what felt like hours just kissing and sucking her tits. She had been very happy the next morning, it was too bad he had been still in love with an ex. It was the only thing her exes had in common, they all had been still in love with someone else.

 

[cuteDanny21]

Danny was having a hard time focusing ; the deadly silence of the library only made his thoughts echo louder in his head. How could she cheat on me? Why? What did I do wrong? All these thoughts constantly rattled around his brain.

Danny decided he needed some water, anything to get up from that chair. He becomes very figidity when he has alot on his mind. Quietly he placed his book down on the floor and slinked toward the water fountain a few feet away. Only when he turned back to walk to his chair did he notice something strange. There was some girl constantly licking her lips as she had her hands inher big sweatshirt. Danny didn't think it was that cold in here that she had to curl up in her sweatshirt.

Danny sighed before he sat down, half-heartedly trying to let that girl know he was there incase she was doing something lude in public that she didn't want others to see. Danny wasn't sure what she was doing, but he didn't really want to know. Danny had always been a little nieve, always thinking the best of people. He didn't want to think that this girl was touching herself in the library. Perhaps she is just very cold.

He curled back up in the seat, trying to focus on his book, but now he was stuck wondering what that girl 10 feet away was doing....

 

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Jenna's fantasy was broken by the guy clearing his throat. She slowly withdrew her hands, her skin was still tingling and her nipples were completely hard. She wanted to get out, maybe just take a nice long shower. There were times she wanted to be alone yet with someone, anyone to get rid of that cone of silence. It was the pain of living alone, she'd done the room mate thing, but it never worked out. She did not want to have to deal with anyone emotionally demanding, yet as a psych major that seemed to be what she always ran into.

Jenna slowly sat up and stood, stretching and gathering her books. The rain had settled into a drizzle, and she figured she was better off without any distractions.

 

[cuteDanny21]

"Shit", Danny muttered under his breath. He knew that he had embarrassed this girl. He could tell by the hurried way she gathered her things.

"Wait....Hi, um, I am sorry. I know I embarrassed you a few minutes ago. I feel really bad. I was just about to go to Starbucks, would you, I don't know, maybe want a coffee? To make up for this and we wouldn't speak of it again?"
Danny was now standing a few feet from her. Danny's face looked more embarassed and shy then the girl standing infront of him. Danny couldn't even look her in the eye as he spoke, he kept staring at the floor awaiting her to answer....

 

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Oh great, she thought, he was going to come over and talk to her. She took a deep breath and stifled the impulse to get away as fast as possible, heck she wasn't guilty of anything, it wasn't a crime to enjoy oneself in public, unless you had indecent exposure. While Jenna was many things she was not exhibitionistic. Then he started mumbled an apology and offering to go get some coffee. She was stunned because it was way out of left field, he wasn't offering to continue where she left off, or making a lewd comment, or asking to see what she'd been doing, or anything like that. He seemed honestly apologetic, which was perplexing and fit in her seemingly innocent fantasy about his hands.

"I don't drink coffee," she paused, that sounded really bad, "I mean I don't like the taste of coffee." Her breasts were driving her insane, she'd managed to rehook her bra but the silky fabric was playing havoc on her now tender nipples. Every step, anything that caused her breasts to sway was somewhere between painful and delightful.

Jenna should have taken the time to cool off, but hadn't been able to stop with him within moaning distance and now she was stuck. He had this look, it was one she knew all too well, and while she should have known better, she also knew that this was one of those moments in life where you make a decision and if you make the wrong one you forever wonder what if.

"I could use a muffin," she finally said. Jenna crossed her arms under her breasts, she knew the body language appeared she was being distant, but in reality she just wanted to further support her breasts and keep them from moving.

 

[cuteDanny21]

Danny had kept very silent during her response; his hands buried in his slightly baggy dark blue jeans. When she said she wanted a muffin, Danny looked up and smiled. It seemed like it was the first smile in a long time for him. He dug a hand out of his pocket as he extended it to her and said, "I'm Danny."

At just under 6 feet tall and with a lean build, he wasn't by any means big, that is except for his hands. His large hand had lightly grasped her's with a slightly wet grip. He was nervous, but tried to convince himself his hand was just wet from the rain.

The two of them slowly made their way the few blocks to the coffee house. They didn't say much, their silence spoke volumes. Both were troubled, both were lonely, both didn't know why they chose to go to this coffee house with a complete stranger.

Danny had paid for the munfin and his coffee and limped over to a table in a dark corner where jenna was sitting.

 

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When he reached out his hand she couldn't help but thinking naughty thoughts. She shook his hand a little awkwardly and tried to keep her fantasies under control. She was short, and being next to a really tall guy made her feel protected somehow. It was a nice feeling and she enjoyed the silence as the headed to the coffee joint. She pointed out a muffin and before she could offer to pay he suggested she find someplace to sit.

She picked a spot in the corner and settled her things. By the time her thoughts had quieted and she stopped imagining what his hands might feel like when rubbing warm oil on her inner thigh, he arrived with a beautfiful chocalate chocalate chip muffin.

She took the time to look him over, there wasn't a lot to see as his clothing hung on his frame. Jenna did notice the limp and was debating asking about it, and wished she thought to get hot chocalate or something warm to drink.

"Thanks," she finally said, taking a bite of the muffin.

 

[cuteDanny21]

Danny sat down and smiled a little when Jenna thanked him for the muffin. It was a kind gesture, something Danny needed. He hadn't offen been thanked for anything by past women.

He stared into the dark, black coffee as he tried to think of what to say. It was about a minute, and several nervous sips before he spoke. "I see you saw my limp, I hurt it playing baseketball at the rec building a few days ago. I love to play eventhough I get roughed up a bit because of my lean frame." Nervously he looked back into his coffee, sipping away.

Danny didn't know what to say to this stranger he met a few minutes earlier. He knew her name and that she liked to fool around in the library and that was it. What was he doing here? His large hands continuely moved from cupping his face and then to his coffee mug, waiting for her to break the silence.

 

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"My brother is a scrapper, he makes up for his height with speed, when playing b-ball that is." Okay so that was probably the most pathetic she'd ever said, especially as she attempted to get her mind off his hands and onto anything else. The image of him palming the ball and getting all sweaty wearing a pair of shorts was not helping her already active imagination. "I haven't seen you around the library much." She paused unsure of how to follow up the declaration that she was a library geek, "Trying to get away from a noisy room mate?" she offered before taking another bite of muffin before she put her foot in her mouth.

 

[cuteDanny21]

Danny laughed lightly at the scrapper comment. That was exactly how he played the game.

"No, I am not usually around the library. I used to study with my girlfiend..."Danny's voice trailed off. This was obvious a topic he didn't want to talk about. "I have been finding myself more and more in here lately though. I just need somewhere quiet." Again, Danny trailed off.

"no, I live alone thankfully. I have had enough of sharing a dorm room. No privacy ever. Although, it does get a little lonely, going back to my empty apartment all alone. Well, what about you? Do you spend alot of time in the library? ARe you looking for an escape, a refuge?" Danny finally stared into Jenna's eyes as he asked this. NOt in lust, but in general curiousity and a little bit of concern.

 

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She picked up on the 'used to' and opted to let that go, it wasn't like they were friends ready to bare their souls to each other over a cup of coffee. "Sometimes my place can be deafening silent, there is something about the fact that there are other people somewhere in library that is comforting. If I yell someone will notice," okay that sounded even worse. She never realized how pathetic her life had become, she'd been rather reclusive, but when you keep getting burned you learn to avoid anything flamable.

 

[cuteDanny21]

occ: i like this so far. could you write more to give it more direction? It is your fantasy and i would like it to go where you want it to go. thanks.


Danny's face grew more concerned. "Silence can be good sometimes. I wish I had a quieter place than the library. Like your place, we could always study there sometime." He didn't know why he said that, but it didn't feel weird.

Danny was starting to really relate to Jenna as a friend. Danny had placed a hand over hers as he felt sorry for her being so sad.
"I myself am often a lone. It is nice to meet another person like myself. Jenna, could I maybe, um, give you my number? Just incase you need someone to notice what you are up to? YOu know, to like check up onyou and you could check up on me??" Danny went back to staring into his coffee as he asked this. He couldn't believe he had this type of bravery.

 

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It was strange but she felt a connection with him somehow when he touched her she didn't withdraw her hand right away. "My place certainly has better munchies," she offered her hand was warm underneath his and while her sexual fantasies still lingered on she was starting to think of him more as a person than just a nice pair of hands. "I mean that is if you prefer to have sugar and caffeine handy when studying."

 

[cuteDanny21]

"Oh, yea, I love having goodies around....I..um, mean when I study. I like having some snacks." Danny tried hard to make a good save as he realized what he had just said could be thought of as being sexual. He smiled nervously and looked down into his coffee again.

"Let's go then" Danny got all his books together as they proceeded toward the door of the coffee house.

Jenna took Danny by the hand as they walked to her apartment. It was a small, but cozy one bedroom apartment. There was a big comfy couch near the windows witha large standing lamp next to it. That must be where she studies alot, Danny thought. There were a few posters around the living room but not much else. It looked a little dreary, but Dannydidn't mind. His apartment looked more like a frat house. Posters of woman and beer all over the wall. Typical guy stuff.
"So, what do you got? Danny inquired about the snacks.

 

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Sure inviting a guy over to her place to eat would have been strange at any other time, but somehow it just didn't seem all that wierd. The walk there was quiet again, but a comfortable silence this time. She quickly tossed her stuff down and was unsure of whether to offer a tour or something. When he asked about munchies. That's right that's why they were there in the first place. "Chips, dip, crackers, cheese, and assorted cookies. Besides drinks, diet coke, rum, and assorted wine coolers." Okay was she trying to get him drunk? was she offering to get him drunk? She found herself looking at his hands, "Feel free to raid my kitchen." She grabbed herself a drink and snuggled up on the couch.

 

[cuteDanny21]

"Thanks." Danny walked over to her well-stocked kitchen. He grabbed him a few oatmeal raison cookies, his favorite. He poured himself a double rum and coke. "I really need this today." He said half-joking, half-seriously. He sure could use it after the hard last few days. Anything to drown his sorrows and wallow for a bit.

He poured another double rum and coked and walked over to Jenna. He saw that she had a drink. "Well, this one is for whoever finishes first." He took a big swig of his drink and placed the other one down. He sat next to her on the couch. Close to her but not pressing up against her. He had placed his backpack on the chair next to the couch. It remained closed;Danny didn't seem much inthe mood for reading or studying anything at the moment.

 

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Okay he was drinking way too fast, she knew there was something more going on and she took a drink, set it down and pulled her knees upto her chest and asked, "Care to take about it? because I've seen the bottom of all my glasses and there are no answers there, no matter what I pour in them." She rubbed her hands up and down her legs, the room was chilled as she hadn't yet switched over to heating.

 

[cuteDanny21]

Danny quietly nodded as he leaned over to place his head onher shoulder. "My ex cheated on me. I caught her in her bed having sex. We had dated for 3 months and we never had sex. I wanted to but, I felt that I could only be with a woman who loved me." Danny started to sob. "I feel ashamed to say it, but I am still a virgin. I don't want to be." He wiped his nose with his sleeze; it was starting to get wet from all the mucus and tears. He took a second to take it off. Danny was wearing a tight white, ribbed tank top on.

Danny looked up at Jenna and said,"Thank you for being here and let me cry onyour shoulder. I haven't had a woman be this nice to me in so long." Danny was wiping the tears from his eyes; he appeared to be all cried out now. He just stayed silent, resting his head on her shoulder.

 

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She didn't expect him to break down, it felt odd at first to have him snuggled up on her but it at same time it seemed rather natural to be comforting him and unconsciously she patted his head. Jenna felt his head had shifted to rest against her soft breasts, which made her aware of them again. She felt a little guilty about thinking of him as a sexual object when he was a virgin.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"If you didn't love her enough to be intimate with her, then why is her betrayal so upsetting to you?"

 

[cuteDanny21]

She didn't expect him to break down, it felt odd at first to have him snuggled up on her but it at same time it seemed rather natural to be comforting him and unconsciously she patted his head. Jenna felt his head had shifted to rest against her soft breasts, which made her aware of them again. She felt a little guilty about thinking of him as a sexual object when he was a virgin.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"If you didn't love her enough to be intimate with her, then why is her betrayal so upsetting to you?"

"Because I was hoping that she would love me. She had treated me badly lately and I know things weren't going right, but I just wanted her to love me. I thought she did; she was the only girl i thought had any interest in me. I didn't want to lose that."

 

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She was amazed he was one of those guys who has no clue how adorable he is. "Anyone who would treat you badly is not worth your time, besides you have a nice body, and a good heart, most women would kill their sisters for a guy like you." She couldn't believe he wasn't with her just on the off chance of getting laid. This poor guy actually wanted to be loved, "So did you get her off at least? or was your relationship nonsexual?"

 

[cuteDanny21]

Danny turned his face uptoward Jenna's; Danny's face was comfortably nuzzled against her breasts. "You are so kind to say that. Thank youl. Are relationship was more sensual than sexual. Alot of the time I would just do things for her, as a way of venting my sexual energy. She didn't return the favor. I mean, occasionally she would give me a blow job, but for every 10 times i went down on her, or gave her a sensual massage, or did anything remotely sexy for her, she would do something for me."