The One and Only Woman

[Miss_Marie]

I consider myself a heterosexual female but there is one woman that makes me stir.

Everything about her becomes an object of sexual fantasies; everything else about her I find amazing such as her great personality or the way she talks/walks etc seems just to heighten my sexual feelings.

I dream about eating her pussy, about fondling her breasts or caressing her legs. My own fetishes seem to transfer onto her and I imagine her being a complete part of them.

When I hear people speak and the words “her”, “she” or “woman” in a sentence, immediately I think of her and I want to do the nastiest things to her.

She is the only woman that has made me “lesbian” in this way. While I appreciate the beauty of other women and I see the sexy in a nice body, it is only her body that creates these images in my mind, images that beckon my own pussy to hers.

Her pussy … my goodness… just the mention…. That pussy should be mine!

Has any other woman or man had a similar experience? A complete obsession or sexual need for the same sex?

 

[twister947]

Yes, once. A surgeon who operated on me affected me like that. There was a moment, a window of opportunity, and I let it get away. It has haunted me ever since.

 

[PrettyBBWMeg]

The same thing happened to me. In fact, the memory haunts me a little because of the way everything turned out.

There wasn't any chance that we'd ever have gotten together - we barely even spoke to each other. She had a fiance, too. I was very attracted to her though. We shared studio space when I was an art major in school, so I was always very close to her even though we were both shy and didn't get a chance to know one another. I had some very vivid fantasies about her.

After that semester ended I went home for the summer. I didn't see her around at all when I got back to school. I didn't really think anything of it - I guess I forgot her, since it was a purely physical attraction and all.

Finally, the semester after that one, when I entered pottery class I learned that the new kiln in our studio space was being dedicated in her memory. Her parents and fiance had paid for it for the school (she was focusing in ceramics).

She had been killed by a drunk driver that summer, after we parted ways. I think of her a lot now, and if I had ever wanted to be with a woman - not just physically but emotionally - she'd have been the one.

Sorry to bring you down, lol, its just every time somebody mentions something like that I think of her. I'll always miss you, Kat.

 

[Miss_Marie]

That is quite sad. I'm sorry that you weren't able to express your desire and she left so suddenly. I didn't know her but a loss is a loss.

I am just wondering, do you consider yourself a bisexual? Or was this woman the only woman you've ever had feelings for in this way.

As I mentioned, I find this particular fetish odd because its so focused, it is only THIS woman that elicits these strong sexual feelings. Otherwise, I seek men only.

Thanks for your replies, the latter being so touching