The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

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So you guys remember that date I went on? Yeah. Turns out the girl in question wasn't aware it was supposed to be a date. And she's apparently not interested in dating right now. For those of you keeping up, I basically paid a fair amount of money to get friend zoned.

God.

Fucking.

Dammit.

That sucks... A lot.
:rose:
 
So you guys remember that date I went on? Yeah. Turns out the girl in question wasn't aware it was supposed to be a date. And she's apparently not interested in dating right now. For those of you keeping up, I basically paid a fair amount of money to get friend zoned.

God.

Fucking.

Dammit.

Damn. This pisses me off. And you can tell her so. :mad:

Although there is the possibility that things change with her, and in which case, you have made a very good impression...
 
So you guys remember that date I went on? Yeah. Turns out the girl in question wasn't aware it was supposed to be a date. And she's apparently not interested in dating right now. For those of you keeping up, I basically paid a fair amount of money to get friend zoned.

God.

Fucking.

Dammit.


Man, i would not (poor poor student) spend much money on 'dating' someone who i know didnt like me already. At the very least, we would hang out, drive, do an activity 3 times before a 'dinner date' by which time i would know whether she WANTED A dinner date, thus reducing the problem.

Also also, consider whether you WANT someone else to ask you to 'date' before you know them. I sure as fuck would be turned off anyone, bar none, asking me on a date without knowing them a little first.

(totally too late to share this information, but :( )
 
/rant/

Any site owner that would sit back and allow the moderators to abuse their privileges as mods can go suck a fat hairy cock and die.

/end rant/
 
I need that part of you tonight, and it just isn't going to happen! Why do we never have time for the fun stuff?:mad:
 
/rant/

Any site owner that would sit back and allow the moderators to abuse their privileges as mods can go suck a fat hairy cock and die.

/end rant/

You've been hanging out around the parenting forums, again, haven't you. *tsk* *tsk*
 
I need that part of you tonight, and it just isn't going to happen! Why do we never have time for the fun stuff?:mad:

I know how you feel :rose:
Shit happens, much more often than we would like.
But we love each other and that's all that matters.
 
Not only does he want a 3rd for "training purposes", he wants me to find her.

Whether he understands the level of terror that this brings me is debatable.

I don't know if I should cry or rage.

He says that I'm focusing on the wrong things. That if my purpose as a sub is to please my Dom then that is where my focus should be.

He says he understands how much of me he's asking for, of his responsibility to that. I don't know if he understands how much 'once bitten, twice shy' applies to me.

How can one person be so torn between the need to submit to his will and the need to lock all the delicate parts away from him?

How does one pick between something you feel you need to thrive and something you feel you need to survive?

It wasn't an exaggeration when I told him I didn't think I would survive being tossed into another fire... I really don't.

And I'm fucking scared out of my mind.
:(
 
Not only does he want a 3rd for "training purposes", he wants me to find her.

Whether he understands the level of terror that this brings me is debatable.

I don't know if I should cry or rage.

He says that I'm focusing on the wrong things. That if my purpose as a sub is to please my Dom then that is where my focus should be.

He says he understands how much of me he's asking for, of his responsibility to that. I don't know if he understands how much 'once bitten, twice shy' applies to me.

How can one person be so torn between the need to submit to his will and the need to lock all the delicate parts away from him?

How does one pick between something you feel you need to thrive and something you feel you need to survive?

It wasn't an exaggeration when I told him I didn't think I would survive being tossed into another fire... I really don't.

And I'm fucking scared out of my mind.
:(

I would find this incredibly hard Chy_girl.

And I almost never take my own advice...but on the face of it i would choose survive...thrive can come later :rose:
 
I would find this incredibly hard Chy_girl.

And I almost never take my own advice...but on the face of it i would choose survive...thrive can come later :rose:
It's harder than I ever would have imagined... I just don't know if it would be harder still for him to chose a 3rd without my input.

There's so much confusion and so much fear, I'm not sure I can tell with is thrive and which is survive. And as much as I hate it, I would do it.

I have just been pissed on. Literally.
lol - thank you for giggle. The only question remaining is kid, animal, or fetish? (though there seems to be a marked lack of excitement for fetish...(in the original post, anyways)):rolleyes:
 
It's harder than I ever would have imagined... I just don't know if it would be harder still for him to chose a 3rd without my input.

There's so much confusion and so much fear, I'm not sure I can tell with is thrive and which is survive. And as much as I hate it, I would do it.

I know that feeling too *nods*

i think the thought that you would actually do something you hate and fear so much is enough to freak anyone out.

i hope it all goes ok :rose:


lol - thank you for giggle. The only question remaining is kid, animal, or fetish? (though there seems to be a marked lack of excitement for fetish...(in the original post, anyways)):rolleyes:

It was in my relationship lol ......... kinda fetish I guess.

Something I have wanted as has he.

*laugh* I am shell shocked still.....just processing it. It isn't lack of enthusiasm....just ....hell, I dont know! :D

It was hot (literally too) :D

Apparently since then I am doin a pretty good example of ''a bunny caught in headlights" :eek:
 
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Not only does he want a 3rd for "training purposes", he wants me to find her.

Whether he understands the level of terror that this brings me is debatable.

I don't know if I should cry or rage.

He says that I'm focusing on the wrong things. That if my purpose as a sub is to please my Dom then that is where my focus should be.

He says he understands how much of me he's asking for, of his responsibility to that. I don't know if he understands how much 'once bitten, twice shy' applies to me.

How can one person be so torn between the need to submit to his will and the need to lock all the delicate parts away from him?

How does one pick between something you feel you need to thrive and something you feel you need to survive?

It wasn't an exaggeration when I told him I didn't think I would survive being tossed into another fire... I really don't.

And I'm fucking scared out of my mind.
:(

You have no idea how much I can relate to what you wrote.

Being there and doing that ...

{{{hugs}}}

:rose:

I have just been pissed on. Literally.

hahaha

know the feeling ... ;)


:rose:
 
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