katalynn
Playing with demons
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- Apr 12, 2003
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She doesn't know what pleasure is, she doesn't even know what was happening to her body as it came multiple times. Both mind and body were in shock and she couldn't gain control over the trembling because of it. His body heat became the only thing she can focus on, trying to get some heat back into her own body. When he asked if she was alright, her ears laid low and she curled up some as she relived what just happened.
"If Alpha is pleased... Then I am too..."
That's the only thing she knew, yet the tone of her voice seem small and weak and body language told a different story. She was cold and the shock didn't seem to be easing down while her tail curled up around her. There's not much she can say about the experience she went through, some of it did feel good and she didn't want it to end. And yet, it's the pain that consumed most of those thoughts.
When he spoke of other things, talking about the future together and making it sound as they have been together for years, her ear perked towards him for a second. She wondered if he's trying to ask for forgiveness, or he just simply hoped the wolves would accept him with open arms. Then wondered how to explain such things to him, wolves were much different than what she is, they run on pure primal instincts and need for survival. Thriving on their pack for many different things.
"It is not the pack that forgives.... It is their Alpha that decides.... The last wolf you took was being raised as next Alpha. You have taken half his pack over years... This Alpha is old, needs a new Alpha to take his place... It is his forgiveness that you seek..."
She didn't comment on the other things he spoke of considering if that is what he wishes, then that is what she will have to follow. The thought of learning how to be a human again made her curl up a little more, it's an idea she has never liked. After a few moments though, she finally asked the dreaded question that it gave her, afraid of the answer, knowing if it is what he wants, as his mate, she'll have little choice.
"Is... Is that what... you desire of me? To live like a human? To be like them?"
He can tell by the hint of fear in the tone that she honestly didn't like the idea. After all, humans were evil in her eyes and she isn't an evil being.
"I do not want to lose another pack or family to humans again....."
"If Alpha is pleased... Then I am too..."
That's the only thing she knew, yet the tone of her voice seem small and weak and body language told a different story. She was cold and the shock didn't seem to be easing down while her tail curled up around her. There's not much she can say about the experience she went through, some of it did feel good and she didn't want it to end. And yet, it's the pain that consumed most of those thoughts.
When he spoke of other things, talking about the future together and making it sound as they have been together for years, her ear perked towards him for a second. She wondered if he's trying to ask for forgiveness, or he just simply hoped the wolves would accept him with open arms. Then wondered how to explain such things to him, wolves were much different than what she is, they run on pure primal instincts and need for survival. Thriving on their pack for many different things.
"It is not the pack that forgives.... It is their Alpha that decides.... The last wolf you took was being raised as next Alpha. You have taken half his pack over years... This Alpha is old, needs a new Alpha to take his place... It is his forgiveness that you seek..."
She didn't comment on the other things he spoke of considering if that is what he wishes, then that is what she will have to follow. The thought of learning how to be a human again made her curl up a little more, it's an idea she has never liked. After a few moments though, she finally asked the dreaded question that it gave her, afraid of the answer, knowing if it is what he wants, as his mate, she'll have little choice.
"Is... Is that what... you desire of me? To live like a human? To be like them?"
He can tell by the hint of fear in the tone that she honestly didn't like the idea. After all, humans were evil in her eyes and she isn't an evil being.
"I do not want to lose another pack or family to humans again....."
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