I think I'm some type of twisted adrenaline junkie. LOL
When I was without a partner and met a man I was in lust/infatuated with, even if I ended up getting him, it always seemed to me like the chase leading up to it was more fun. The rush brought on by the unknown, or the possiblity of victory. God, that sounds horrible, I know, but that's how I felt. I've never looked at anyone as just a conquest, but I have to admit that's part of it. The little inuendos, the uncertainty...it's a little exhilerating when you get to that point where you know something is going to happen, you just don't know when.
Am I just odd or has anyone else ever felt that way?
When I was without a partner and met a man I was in lust/infatuated with, even if I ended up getting him, it always seemed to me like the chase leading up to it was more fun. The rush brought on by the unknown, or the possiblity of victory. God, that sounds horrible, I know, but that's how I felt. I've never looked at anyone as just a conquest, but I have to admit that's part of it. The little inuendos, the uncertainty...it's a little exhilerating when you get to that point where you know something is going to happen, you just don't know when.
Am I just odd or has anyone else ever felt that way?
