The Hood

[smoothg103rd]

Changed so much. It's like everybody is in different cliques now. He fuck with him,he don't fuck with, he different, he on some other shit. I sat out there all day today, and it fucked me up. How little shit could turn into lives getting took so easily. Nothing happened, but it's the point. If the right people wasn't out there,shit would've kicked off so quick. I know this isn't the site for this,but you just gotta understand that this is all I know.

I can't go to the people out there and vent to them about this type of shit. First thing on there mind is that is on some bullshit. (That's the name that people that know me frfr called me. is on some bullshit

I'm emotional ishell right now. I'm spiting my real names right now.

Shit fucked up. It's not about the money no more. Everybody is with the dumb shit.

You used to be able to tell the difference between the money makers and the killers.

Now you wouldn't know the difference.

It isn't that much money being made made out here anymore. So these nigga would murder your mother for a penny (figure of speech ).

Shit really real out here. And it's only going to get worst.

I got three kids,with a possibility of one on the way ( I really don't know if it's mines ) but I'm just trying to get money to provide for me and mines and stay out the way. Real talk.

(Had to take my name off of here. It's a lot of cornballs here.

 

[Noor]

Changed so much. It's like everybody is in different cliques now. He fuck with him,he don't fuck with, he different, he on some other shit. I sat out there all day today, and it fucked me up. How little shit could turn into lives getting took so easily. Nothing happened, but it's the point. If the right people wasn't out there,shit would've kicked off so quick. I know this isn't the site for this,but you just gotta understand that this is all I know.

I can't go to the people out there and vent to them about this type of shit. First thing on there mind is that "shawny is on some bullshit. (That's the name that people that know me frfr called me. Or "baby wreck off is on some bullshit ( or wreck off G).

I'm emotional ishell right now. I'm spiting my real names right now.

Shit fucked up. It's not about the money no more. Everybody is with the dumb shit.

You used to be able to tell the difference between the money makers and the killers.

Now you wouldn't know the difference.

It isn't that much money being made made out here anymore. So these nigga would murder your mother for a penny (figure of speech ).

Shit really real out here. And it's only going to get worst.

I got three kids,with a possibility of one on the way ( I really don't know if it's mines ) but I'm just trying to get money to provide for me and mines and stay out the way. Real talk.

Good luck.

 

[smoothg103rd]

Good luck.

Luck plays it part,but it isn't enough.

 

[smoothg103rd]

No bullshit. I see myself as a whiny little bitch here. But that ain't me. These drugs and me being here just turn me into something different. Every thread I make is on some other shit. Every post I'm arguing or bitching. I'm even using smiley faces here. I never used a smiley face anywhere else in life.

I say that to say this. " I don't know who the fuck I am anymore "

Either I'm a civilian or I'm Grape (Wvttz baby loc, 103rd ,Jordan Down to the bricks ) I can't be both.

And I'm going to continue to be fucked up until I figure that out. L

 

[badbabysitter]

I see whiny little hood rats like you wander into my office every day... so busy trying to maintain their street roots whilst choosing to be blissfully unaware that they're causing their own problems

 

[smoothg103rd]

I see whiny little hood rats like you wander into my office every day... so busy trying to maintain their street roots whilst choosing to be blissfully unaware that they're causing their own problems

Where you from? And I ain't no fuckimg hood rat.

 

[badbabysitter]

Where you from? And I ain't no fuckimg hood rat.

You are the epitome of hood rat

your big angst is how if you decided to better yourself is that the other hoodrats will think less of you

so fucking terrified of just being yourself

grow up

 

[smoothg103rd]

You are the epitome of hood rat

your big angst is how if you decided to better yourself is that the other hoodrats will think less of you

so fucking terrified of just being yourself

grow up

I don't care what others think about me. Never did. I spoke on certain shit that would happen. Never gave a feeling on how I would feel it it does happen. It's more about what I think of my self. I gave my all to this Grape zhit. I put my heart into it. I'm way too loyal to turn my back on it now.

It's not so much of what others think. It's what I think. I hold myself to certain standards. And they're always just the wrong ones. But this is all I know. I never knew anything different. I don't know how to be different. I try to be, but always make my way back. So fuck it.

I asked where you from, not to be all in your business, but because you said you see people like me all the time. I highly doubt that. This is a different breed. I wouldn't expect you to understand.

 

[hashtag45]

Nice to see you up here again, Smooth.
How are you?
Sounds like you see yourself at a crossroad

 

[smoothg103rd]

Nice to see you up here again, Smooth.
How are you?
Sounds like you see yourself at a crossroad

A major one. And don't know which one to take.

 

[hashtag45]

A major one. And don't know which one to take.

Ultimately, it will be up to you, (although you know what outcome most of us are hoping for)

But I guess it's a good thing that you use this forum to ventilate or to clarify your thoughts,
espec. since you don't seem the type that gets too dragged down by some of our negativity

 

[4est_4est_Gump]

Jump!

 

[smoothg103rd]

Ultimately, it will be up to you, (although you know what outcome most of us are hoping for)

But I guess it's a good thing that you use this forum to ventilate or to clarify your thoughts,
espec. since you don't seem the type that gets too dragged down by some of our negativity

Nah I don't allow other people to bring me down.

 

[smoothg103rd]

Jump!

Suicide will never be my cup of tea . That's pussy shit. You hear me?

 

[smoothg103rd]

Badbabysitter, you're from fucking Canada? I had to backtrack on a couple of your posts to find out.

Don't ever think you know where I from who I am like you can relate to me. Drake is the biggest pussy in the industry and get treated like a king out there. I thought maybe you were in the suburbs somewhere in America and knew a little bit of a little bit of how shit is. But you don't know shit about shit.

Ps: A "hoodrat" is a ghetto female. Guys like me would never be considered as a hoodrat.