"The Happiness that being His slave brings to me'

[~Dream~]

In real life,I actually "became'Master Artful's slave on August 12,2002,His birthday when He chose to honor me by offering unto me,His collar.I lovingly accepted it with great joy and at the same time gave Him a gift in return ,my Trust through my submission..as much of it that I could give unto Him, was willingly gave.

MY training to be His submissive slave,began on or about May 20th of this year tho as Master accepted me as online only before 'discovering' how sincere I was to take it further and before finding out that He was starting to have 'feelings' for me as I was for Him.We were in constant communication via the phone ,Yahoo messenger,and my letters to Him..

I asked Him to allow me to come visit Him in Arkansas ,where He lives in August ,and bring our relationship into a skin-to skin mode...I had a great desire to meet Him face-to face,make Him 'more Real' to me.
I was so excited at the prospect of meeting Him ,feeling Him ,and actually being able to 'touch' Him,to really do all the things that people in a BDSM relationship do..To at long last ... be "Bound" by Him..

My heart must've skipped a thousand beats the very first time I stood before Him fully nude,so self-conscious ,so 'embarrassed',hands behind my back,so eager to please.He made me feel so accepted when I saw the way His eyes sparkled when He looked at me,and the smile of happiness on His face..When He reached His hand for mine,and bid me to join Him in bed,and then told me I was accepted,I truly felt I was 'home'.it was a feeling that I have never felt before in my whole life,the only way to desribe it would be to say ,at last Dream was "complete".

Master took me to "subspace and back with hardly any effort at all,it felt so REAL and so Right for me to submit Totally to His will,His wishes,His desires ,His commands..he bound me to the spreader bars,and gave me a hard wonderful spanking..I was in heaven from the pain..
The pain brought me pleasure.I wanted to cum time and time again for Him.. I felt so helpless,yet so safe..the same for when He cuffed me to the chair and blindfolded me =omg yesss!! I loved that!!

Our relationship is LDR/online only right now but it is 24/7 TPE too and its much harder now that we are again apart.It is still a very REAL relationship nonetheless..We are BOTH comitted for it to suceed as we make it skin-to skin again next June until the day we die.

Being His slave makes me happy ,because I LOVE the feeling of being "owned' by Him..I am His 'treasure"there is No other woman for Master ,those are His words to me ..'what woman in this world wouldnt die to hear those words from a man?- and better yet ,to KNOW they are "Sincere'.I am finding out who I am on the inside,seeing my Real Beauty",finding my sexual "kinks',filling my Need to 'serve' ,all because one man cared so very much to give me what I have been searching 45 years to find.

I get encouragement to learn more and educate myself,and I get companionship when we are together.I get the 'safety' of His control.
As His slave ,,I am in my own right a woman ,but not just any woman ,for I am Master Artful's. He is as much mine as I am His and I feel it more everyday.

Slaves have their ups and downs as well as any other submissives,we hurt ,we have pain ,but we are also capable of alot of Love..No one is Perfect and I dont need to strive to be. I will do better and learn more as He guides me in His own time.Sooner or later, He will have ALL my trust..and I know He will have EARNED it..

We will make our relationship work as we are BEST for each other.I dont have to live up to ANYONE else's expectations of what a BDSM relationship is ,only mine and Artful's interpretations.and expectations..

Being His slave brings happiness to me because He allow me to be 'ME',period , no judgements and no criticism as I feel it should be in any HEALTHY relationship..

~

 

[Ladybird]

Dream, that is a beautiful and touching post. Thank you for sharing your love with us.

If I can find a man to love half as much as you love your Master, then I'll be a happy woman.

Again, thank you for sharing.

 

[Arden]

She's right, you know. The love you share with Art is inspirational to us all...

 

[Bug Eyed Monster]

Awwww Dream....

May the Lord continue to bles you two and keep you each others for ever.


Buggy

 

[~Dream~]

Thank-you so very much

Lady ,Arden , and Buggy... Lady .. a man would be a darn fool not to notice the beauty you have within as well as without,thats the truth ... Arden ,thank-you again for the lovely pm hun , and Buggy you never cease to amaze me with your capacity for love babe {huggggs] to the 3 of you , you ahve truly made my day start out wonderful!!

 

[kayte]

dream ~ Hi sis!!! What a lovely thread you have started. I am envious in a gentle way of your ability to share with all of us your love and devotion and submission to your master. You are an inspiration to me, sis. Hugs and Kisses.

 

[~Dream~]

ty Sis Kayte ..

For your kind and loving words ,it feels soo good to be appreciated and I KNOW I am a very Lucky woman indeed..

 

[Bug Eyed Monster]

Re: Thank-you so very much

Lady ,Arden , and Buggy... Lady .. a man would be a darn fool not to notice the beauty you have within as well as without,thats the truth ... Arden ,thank-you again for the lovely pm hun , and Buggy you never cease to amaze me with your capacity for love babe {huggggs] to the 3 of you , you ahve truly made my day start out wonderful!!

Well, I treat love like a game of Old Maid. Give Love away, give it all away, just get rid of it because you don't want it. Only problem it keeps coming back and you have to give it away again . Well it's not that much of a problem.

{Hugs} back at you. BTW, those are great to give away as well.

 

[~Dream~]

Re: Re: Thank-you so very much

Well, I treat love like a game of Old Maid. Give Love away, give it all away, just get rid of it because you don't want it. Only problem it keeps coming back and you have to give it away again . Well it's not that much of a problem.

{Hugs} back at you. BTW, those are great to give away as well.

________________________
YES they truly are sweety and ty for yours as they say "Love isnt love till ya give it away... for my fav " Monster"

 

[zipman]

In real life,I actually "became'Master Artful's slave on August 12,2002,His birthday when He chose to honor me by offering unto me,His collar.I lovingly accepted it with great joy and at the same time gave Him a gift in return ,my Trust through my submission..as much of it that I could give unto Him, was willingly gave.

MY training to be His submissive slave,began on or about May 20th of this year tho as Master accepted me as online only before 'discovering' how sincere I was to take it further and before finding out that He was starting to have 'feelings' for me as I was for Him.We were in constant communication via the phone ,Yahoo messenger,and my letters to Him..

I asked Him to allow me to come visit Him in Arkansas ,where He lives in August ,and bring our relationship into a skin-to skin mode...I had a great desire to meet Him face-to face,make Him 'more Real' to me.
I was so excited at the prospect of meeting Him ,feeling Him ,and actually being able to 'touch' Him,to really do all the things that people in a BDSM relationship do..To at long last ... be "Bound" by Him..

My heart must've skipped a thousand beats the very first time I stood before Him fully nude,so self-conscious ,so 'embarrassed',hands behind my back,so eager to please.He made me feel so accepted when I saw the way His eyes sparkled when He looked at me,and the smile of happiness on His face..When He reached His hand for mine,and bid me to join Him in bed,and then told me I was accepted,I truly felt I was 'home'.it was a feeling that I have never felt before in my whole life,the only way to desribe it would be to say ,at last Dream was "complete".

Master took me to "subspace and back with hardly any effort at all,it felt so REAL and so Right for me to submit Totally to His will,His wishes,His desires ,His commands..he bound me to the spreader bars,and gave me a hard wonderful spanking..I was in heaven from the pain..
The pain brought me pleasure.I wanted to cum time and time again for Him.. I felt so helpless,yet so safe..the same for when He cuffed me to the chair and blindfolded me =omg yesss!! I loved that!!

Our relationship is LDR/online only right now but it is 24/7 TPE too and its much harder now that we are again apart.It is still a very REAL relationship nonetheless..We are BOTH comitted for it to suceed as we make it skin-to skin again next June until the day we die.

Being His slave makes me happy ,because I LOVE the feeling of being "owned' by Him..I am His 'treasure"there is No other woman for Master ,those are His words to me ..'what woman in this world wouldnt die to hear those words from a man?- and better yet ,to KNOW they are "Sincere'.I am finding out who I am on the inside,seeing my Real Beauty",finding my sexual "kinks',filling my Need to 'serve' ,all because one man cared so very much to give me what I have been searching 45 years to find.

I get encouragement to learn more and educate myself,and I get companionship when we are together.I get the 'safety' of His control.
As His slave ,,I am in my own right a woman ,but not just any woman ,for I am Master Artful's. He is as much mine as I am His and I feel it more everyday.

Slaves have their ups and downs as well as any other submissives,we hurt ,we have pain ,but we are also capable of alot of Love..No one is Perfect and I dont need to strive to be. I will do better and learn more as He guides me in His own time.Sooner or later, He will have ALL my trust..and I know He will have EARNED it..

We will make our relationship work as we are BEST for each other.I dont have to live up to ANYONE else's expectations of what a BDSM relationship is ,only mine and Artful's interpretations.and expectations..

Being His slave brings happiness to me because He allow me to be 'ME',period , no judgements and no criticism as I feel it should be in any HEALTHY relationship..

~

Things change quickly here at Lit, don't they?