Ravenloft
Sweet Rogue
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Her name is Izabelle, Izzy for short. A slender woman with long golden curls and stunning green eyes. Some would say she has the face of an angel, but those who know her kind, would say she is something else entirely. Her face was kept cover by a soft blue veil for you see, she was inflicted by her mother’s greatest curse, beauty, and beauty always attracted the kind of attention no woman longed for. She was more though, so much more. Her kind relied on being unnoticed until a time and place of their choosing, where their work would be done in private chambers.
Izzy is a righter of wrongs, a small force set to balancing the scales of good and evil, day and night, light and total darkness. A dispenser of small justices some might say.
She did not choose this life for herself. Indeed, it was not a life anyone would consciously choose, knowing the sacrifices and pain it would undoubtedly require, but here she is, twenty-three years of age and a vessel for powers she would give away in an instant if given the choice.
But how could she think such things? How could she wish away the very thing her own mother, who now lay spent and dying in her arms, had imparted upon her as purpose of her mere existence? How could life be so unfair? She loved her mother dearly, and as she faded away, her pail face and dull hair resting in her only child’s lap, her eyes slowly clouding over as her life force trickled it’s last into her daughter’s soul, she still managed a weak, pale smile. “You will forever be my little light Izzy”, and her breath was gone forever.
Izzy wept openly, in part for the loss of her mother, and part for the overwhelming sense of guilt that for to live, her mother must die. It is who they are. What they are destined to be.
She sat quietly, holding her mothers now stull form in her arms, her slender fingers brushing the stray hair from her pale brow. She thought about her life, and what it would now entail. Where was she to go? What was she to do without her mother’s guidance?
Truly these were crazy thoughts. Even as a child she was told that she, in the guise of a Dervish Dancer, had a destiny that had been passed down from mother to daughter for a hundred generations. She was meant for great things and someday she would come to see what a blessing she was to the word.
Right now, she didn’t give a shit about the word or her wonderful destiny. She hurt. Deep inside her heart was broken, a large piece ripped out leaving a hole that might never be filled, and she felt so terribly alone. Even the beast within was silent.
At the age of eighteen her mother had taken her to the secret cave in the mountains that was sacred to all her kind. Daughters, born of daughters for hundreds of generations. It was on this night that her world changed forever.
Throughout her life, she has never heard her mother utter a single audible word. They were luckier than most. She and her mother shared such a strong bond that they could hear each other’s thoughts. It was a rare ability, even amongst her kind, but it was one they enjoyed immensely.
She had often thought that without her mothers’ soft words of reassurance washing through her mind, she might not have made it through her initiation ceremony. Despite how taxing that night was on her mother, she was her guiding light.
She was asked to say one final word before taking a vow of silence, the name of the beast that would become her spirit animal. The beast whose very nature will guide her and at times, control her, through the rest of her life. This base animal would give her strength, allowing her to transform and take its shape if the need ever arose. It would come to the surface and aid her in the completion of her duty when her human emotions became to exposed. It was “wolf”.
Her human voice was silenced but her inner self screamed at the intrusion of this foreign entity invading her form, becoming one with her, blending every part of it’s being with hers. As she screamed, the wolf also howled in pain. It had been her mothers wolf, and she knew her mother would feel a great emptiness in passing it to her daughter, but this is how it was done. Some day she would pass the beast that now resided within her, onto a daughter of her own, and so the cycle would continue.
So here she was, silent and alone. She knew her duty, and performed it well, but always there had been her mother’s soft words of encouragement guiding her forward.
She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. A burial plot had already been prepared for her mother, and a simple pine casket, ordained with a brightly coloured bouquet of wildflowers lay waiting. Simple as they were, they were her mother’s favorite blooms. There was no preacher, no crowd of grieving family and friends, just a daughter, feeling terribly lost and alone. As the casket was lowered into its final resting place, Izzy wiped away her tears and sent her mother final goodbyes.
As she turned to leave that sad and lonely place she heard a voice in the back of her mind, “West” it said, “go west”.
Izzy is a righter of wrongs, a small force set to balancing the scales of good and evil, day and night, light and total darkness. A dispenser of small justices some might say.
She did not choose this life for herself. Indeed, it was not a life anyone would consciously choose, knowing the sacrifices and pain it would undoubtedly require, but here she is, twenty-three years of age and a vessel for powers she would give away in an instant if given the choice.
But how could she think such things? How could she wish away the very thing her own mother, who now lay spent and dying in her arms, had imparted upon her as purpose of her mere existence? How could life be so unfair? She loved her mother dearly, and as she faded away, her pail face and dull hair resting in her only child’s lap, her eyes slowly clouding over as her life force trickled it’s last into her daughter’s soul, she still managed a weak, pale smile. “You will forever be my little light Izzy”, and her breath was gone forever.
Izzy wept openly, in part for the loss of her mother, and part for the overwhelming sense of guilt that for to live, her mother must die. It is who they are. What they are destined to be.
She sat quietly, holding her mothers now stull form in her arms, her slender fingers brushing the stray hair from her pale brow. She thought about her life, and what it would now entail. Where was she to go? What was she to do without her mother’s guidance?
Truly these were crazy thoughts. Even as a child she was told that she, in the guise of a Dervish Dancer, had a destiny that had been passed down from mother to daughter for a hundred generations. She was meant for great things and someday she would come to see what a blessing she was to the word.
Right now, she didn’t give a shit about the word or her wonderful destiny. She hurt. Deep inside her heart was broken, a large piece ripped out leaving a hole that might never be filled, and she felt so terribly alone. Even the beast within was silent.
At the age of eighteen her mother had taken her to the secret cave in the mountains that was sacred to all her kind. Daughters, born of daughters for hundreds of generations. It was on this night that her world changed forever.
Throughout her life, she has never heard her mother utter a single audible word. They were luckier than most. She and her mother shared such a strong bond that they could hear each other’s thoughts. It was a rare ability, even amongst her kind, but it was one they enjoyed immensely.
She had often thought that without her mothers’ soft words of reassurance washing through her mind, she might not have made it through her initiation ceremony. Despite how taxing that night was on her mother, she was her guiding light.
She was asked to say one final word before taking a vow of silence, the name of the beast that would become her spirit animal. The beast whose very nature will guide her and at times, control her, through the rest of her life. This base animal would give her strength, allowing her to transform and take its shape if the need ever arose. It would come to the surface and aid her in the completion of her duty when her human emotions became to exposed. It was “wolf”.
Her human voice was silenced but her inner self screamed at the intrusion of this foreign entity invading her form, becoming one with her, blending every part of it’s being with hers. As she screamed, the wolf also howled in pain. It had been her mothers wolf, and she knew her mother would feel a great emptiness in passing it to her daughter, but this is how it was done. Some day she would pass the beast that now resided within her, onto a daughter of her own, and so the cycle would continue.
So here she was, silent and alone. She knew her duty, and performed it well, but always there had been her mother’s soft words of encouragement guiding her forward.
She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. A burial plot had already been prepared for her mother, and a simple pine casket, ordained with a brightly coloured bouquet of wildflowers lay waiting. Simple as they were, they were her mother’s favorite blooms. There was no preacher, no crowd of grieving family and friends, just a daughter, feeling terribly lost and alone. As the casket was lowered into its final resting place, Izzy wiped away her tears and sent her mother final goodbyes.
As she turned to leave that sad and lonely place she heard a voice in the back of her mind, “West” it said, “go west”.