The Bar

[Pearll]

I sat anxiously in my car & applied one more layer of violet lipstick. One more glance in the mirror & I was ready. Before I entered the bar I adjusted my dress & made sure my seams were straight. I glided to the empty stool at the bar, scanning the place as I walked. No blonde haired guy, hm would he show?. A, I've been used, barmaid asked what I was drinking, "uh, bacardi & coke please". As I nervously lit a cigarette, I felt a chill up my spine which propelled my eyes to the front door. My heart began racing & I felt a rush of heat wash my face. He made his way to the bar & sat at the far end. He was dressed as I pictured he would be. Jeans, long sleeved shirt & vest, his blonde curls peeking out from under his OU hat. The overdone barmaid slide my drink in front of me, I sipped it, the icecubes hitting my lips. What did he order I wondered, probably beer. The music from the jukebox finally made its way to my consciousness, it was dead ringer for love by cher & meatloaf. The bar was filling up now. I noticed all the barstools were filled. I didnt have a clear view of him anymore, but I knew he was there, nervous & unsure. The guy next to me was talking to me now, "do you live around here, do you come here often, whats your name". He was nice looking, dark haired with a scar above his left eye. "I will be living here soon & no this is my first time here. "Persia is my name, nice to meet you", I answered, as I reached for another cigarette. The barmaid handed me a napkin & motioned with her head toward the guy with the OU hat on. I turned away from the predator guy to read it. Hello beautiful, is all it said. How many times I had read those two words online, & now here we were, so close yet so far. The dark haired guy was trying to sweet talk me out of my dress now. Well cant blame him for trying. The barmaid was standing in front of me now, seemed she was waiting for a return napkin. I asked for my check & turned to the, I want your body, guy & gave him half a smile. The barmaid returned, looked the dark haired guy up & down & slide the tab on the bar in front of me. I paid & left her a good tip, she needed it. I made my way down the bar to answer the napkin note in person, but the barstool was empty. I darted my eyes everywhere trying not to look too frantic, but my online lover was gone. Taking a deep breath I walked outside. The air was warm. Lots of stars out tonight I thought, as I lit another cigarette. As i walked to my car memories of the blonde haired guy flooded my mind. I smiled. Lots of stars out tonight I thought.

 

[Argo2b]

The Bar......Part II

The night was warm and breezy as I walked into the bar. I told myself for the millionth time that I could do this - but I still wasn't sure I could. A part of me hope liked hell that she wouldn't be there, that somehow she had been delayed. Yet my heart told me differently. She would be there.

It was just me. Always had been me. She was so damn beautiful, with her dark hair and sexy smile, that I knew a chic like her would never be with a guy like me. I'd been in and out of jail so many times that even I no longer called myself by name. I was simply a number - a number that smoked to much, drank to much, and always added up to a big fat zero. What could I offer a chic like her? I had nothing...nothing that is, except my heart.

That heart was beating a mile a minute as I scanned the smoked-filled room quickly. Spotting a seat at the end of the bar, I made my way to it. And that's when I saw her.

She was more beautiful in person than I could ever have imagined. That web cam of hers didn't do justice to her rosey cheeks, her soulful eyes, or her lucious lips. She was all woman, with more curves than Daytona and tits that were built to drive men wild. I'd seen those tits on cam - or a glimpse of them anyway. Still, just seeing her in person, she took my breath away.

I ordered a beer and tried my best to go unnoticed. The place was filling up fast and as people swarmed around me demanding their drinks, I let out a breath I didn't know I'd been holding. She wouldn't see me now, not with all these people here. And for the moment, that suited me fine.

I told myslelf I should go to her but couldn't find the courage to do so. I told myself I had to at least say hello, but my tongue was glued solid to the roof of my mouth. Taking a swig from the bottle, a dozen thoughts ran swiftly through my mind - what I should do, what I should say. But in the end, I just sat there, silent, drinking my beer.

Every once in awhile, someone moved and I could see her clearly. She was talking to some dick-head, or he was talking to her - I couldn't tell which - but it really didn't matter. She was mine, always had been and always would be. Since that first night we'd meet online, in a bingo chat room of all places, she was mine. And I was hers. Now, all I had to do was reach out and take what so rightfully belonged to me.

Yet still I sat there, nursing my beer.

I called myself a fool for that's what I was. A fool in love, but nonetheless, a fool. There she was, no more than six feet away from me, and I didn't even have the balls to say hello. Disgusted, I ordered another beer as I lit a cigerette.

The bartender brought me another beer. I didn't really want it but I drank it anyway. Sipping it slowly, I scanned the crowded room, but my eyes kept returning to her. She was still there...waiting...waiting for me.

I almost got up and walked out, so mad and disguested at myself as I was. I almost said to hell with it all, to hell with her, yet a part of me knew that if I walked away from her, I'd regret it for the rest of my life. She meant everything to me, and so much more. How could I walk out on the best thing that had ever happen to me?

Knowing that I could do that, that I could so easily get up and walk out, made me all the more determined not to. She was what I wanted and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her beside me. But before that could happen, I had to go to her and say hello.

That was the hard part. Saying hello to your destiny in some crowded bar. Where was the flowers, the romance, in that? All she wanted was to meet me in person, but not in some bar, I said to myself. Not here. Not with all these people around. She deserved much better than that. But I couldn't just let her sit there. I had to say hello.

Time seemed to drag slowly by as I tried to think of some way to go to her, to be with her. I needed to get her alone but wasn't sure how I could do that. The longer I sat there, the more I realized that my destiny would slip quietly away if I didn't act fast. I reached for my beer, spotted the napkin on the bar and click! a light bulb went off in my head.

It was perfect. Just perfect. Eager to put my plan in action, I motioned the barmaid over, and without asking, took her pen out of her apron. I quickly squibbled two words on the napkin and handed it to her with instructions - and 5 bucks. She looked the napkin over, gave me a puzzled look and I smiled. I watched her walk over to my destiny and satisfied, I quickly left the bar.

Once outside, I stood in the shadows...and waited.

 

[Pearll]

The Parking Lot

Here I was standing in a darkened parking lot, alone & disappointed. I pressed my violet lips together, & blinked back the tears.
As my fingers roughly toyed with the napkin note, more memories flooded my mind. I remember the picture he sent me. I loved that face, strong, handsome filled with hard times & luck to match. Something in those blue eyes always made my heart flutter, sending a wave of heat down my body. As the months of typing to a monitor quickly flew by, we switched from being fonts to being voices on a microphone. Hours of sexual banter took up much of the time, teasing each other into a heated frenzy. Playing games, exchanging ideas, proclaiming our love for each other & everyday conversation filled up the rest of the time. As I licked the salty tears from my lips I felt the corners of my mouth form a smile. A relationship, yes we had one, an intense committed one. If only he could make me real. Obviously he couldn’t tonight.
I took a deep breath & let out a deeper sigh.
A light rain had begun to fall as I reached my car. I paused to watch a couple in the backseat of the car next to mine. The chic was obviously giving the guy a blowjob. I could see her head bobbing up & down, the guys face in a grimace of x2c. I leaned against the door & watched. The guy's eyes met mine & he winked. I smiled & winked back, feeling a sexual tingle travel down my stomach. When the chic was finished she sat up, wiped her mouth & both of them lit cigarettes.
Just thinking of giving Andy, my online lover a blowjob, made my fingers fumble with the car keys, dropping them to the ground. I bent over to search the pavement, feeling the cool rain hit the backs of my thighs. I imagined it was his tongue flicking its way up. My mind must be in a sexual way, I mused, giggling to myself.
I could see his legs move from the shadows & stop. I squatted down lower wondering if he could see me. My heart racing wildly in my chest. The rain was coming down harder now, wetting my dark hair & red silk dress. It clung to my body, making my full breasts seem even larger. I listened, waiting to hear his boots tap the hardness of the parking lot. Silence.

 

[Argo2b]

The Parking Lot..........Part II

The shadows hid me well.

From within the darkness, I watched her walk out of the bar, her hair fluttering softly in the warm breeze. I could see her scanning the parking lot, looking for me, as she made her way to her car. Running my eyes over the length of her, my heart stopped, then started, pounding viciously from uncertainity - and from lust. She was so damn sexy and her beauty quite literally took my breath away. Watching her from the shadows, desire flared, hot and greedy, burning a trail straight to my dick.

Without taking my eyes off of her, I pulled a single white rose from my vest pocket, telling myself over and over that I could do this, that I had to do this. No other woman had ever made me feel so alive, so wanted, or so loved. And it was time. Time for cyber Andy to become a real man.

I stepped out of the shadows.

Slowly, I made my way towards her. She was standing beside her car now, her attention focused on the car next to hers. A soft smile graced her lips, and the image of her smiling at me on cam, flooded my brain. How many times had I'd seen that smile online? Too many to count. And now here she was, ten feet away from from me, smiling. I wanted her to smile at me.

She was fumbling for her keys now. A light rain began to fall and the wet droplets were like diamonds shimmering in her hair. I couldn't help but smile at the picture she made. Like a goddess of the night, all sparkly and serene, her tits full and inviting. She wore red, my favorite color, and the vision of what she had on underneath that dress, teased my dick into a frenzy.

Silk lingerie. Thats' what she wore underneath. On cam, she always wore silk lingerie - until I managed to sweet talk her out of them. The thought of that had me quickening my footsteps. But when I reached the front of her car, she was no longer there.

For a moment, I forgot to breathe. My mind went blank as my eyes searched anxiously for her. I rounded the hood of her car and.........

There she was. All bent over, her hand running over the gravel, like she was looking for something. She must have dropped her keys, I said to myself, half smiling at the thought. But my smile quickly turned into a wide grin when she shifted slightly, pointing that nice little tight ass my way.

In a split second of time, a hundred visions ran through my head. Visions of her and of that sexy ass. How many months had I hungered to run my hands over that ass, to taste it, to touch it. Without thinking, I reached my hand out to touch that sexy ass now. Then she stood up suddenly and I jerked my hand back, like I'd been caught stealing from the cookie jar.

She unlocked her door as I continued to stand there. All the doubts and fears I had came back in full force but were quickly laid to rest when she turned - and smiled at me. Holding the white rose in my hand, I stepped out of the darkness and into the light. Could she see how nervous I was, I wondered, as I offered her the rose. Taking it, our eyes met and I knew that tonight would be a night we'd both remember for a very long time.

I took a deep breath, and smiling, I said to her, "Hello, beautiful".......

 

[Pearll]

The Meeting

I stood there, frozen in time & space, his voice echoing in my ears. I saw my hand move slowly to accept the white rose & then lay it on the hood of my car. All the time our eyes stayed locked together.
Fixed on each other. Searching, accepting, acknowledging. My red silk dress, wet from the rain, looked like a bad sunburn, & my body felt hot & achy. I moved a few steps closer, sliding my hands under his vest & up his chest till they rested on his shoulders. I felt his hands grab my waist & pull me closer, so our bodies were so close I could feel his dick hard & hot against me. He moved one hand along my back & slid the other down to cup the left cheek of my ass. Our mouths swallowed each other. Tongues flicking & tasting fast & furious, like two virgins having sex for the first time. Our bodies melted into each other, as if we were one entity. My ears heard nothing but the beating of my heart & the moans that escaped my throat. After what seemed like an eternity of kissing bliss, we moved slightly apart. Our foreheads touching, our lips just grazing each others. I could never have imagined, even in my most sexual of dreams, that our first meeting would be this intense. I pulled my head back, but kept my lips just barely touching his. I wanted him to feel me say the words as well as see my eyes when I spoke them. My lips formed the words, “I love you”, resting each word upon his lips. My eyes were saying so much more. Every nerve end in my body was alert & eager. I never felt such sexual want in all my life. I could feel his mouth form a smile & respond with a long deep crushing kiss. He brought his hands up to my face & brushed my rain soaked hair from my cheeks, pushing it behind my ears. “I am so in love with you Persia” he whispered in my ear.

 

[Argo2b]

The Meeting........Part II

Our first kiss.

It was more, so much more, than I imagined it would be. Hot, greedy, tongues clashing, lips locked in some erotic dance. I felt her fingers graze my shoulders and wished they were running through my hair. I felt her tits, high and firm, press into my chest, and hungered to taste them. I felt her heart beat with mine, fast and erratic. Our breath mingled, became one. Then as suddenly as it had begun, our first kiss was over.

My legs trembled. My hands shook as I trailed them lightly down her back, cupping her ass, pulling her close. Our eyes met and I smiled. I was hard, so achingly hard, and I knew from the way she looked at me, she could feel how much I wanted her.

The rain was falling harder now but neither of us cared. We stood there, silent, still, holding each other, as if the other might disappear back into the cyber zone.

I felt the whisper of my name on my lips. Lost deep within the chasm of desire, I could only murmur her name in return as my mouth claimed hers once more. Our second kiss. Just as potent, just as hungry as the first.

I would have taken her there, without thought, without reason, and consequences be damned. The many months of online sexual foreplay had made me more than ready to have her naked beneath me. Visions of me ramming my dick into her filled my head – I had to have her. And soon.

I could feel her body tingle in response to mine and knew she felt the same. No words were needed. Ending the kiss, I took her arm and headed for my truck.

Neither of us spoke. A small fission of doubt reared its ugly head, doubts about myself, doubts about what I was doing. Yes, I wanted her. God, how I wanted her. But this was more than a one-night stand. Would I be able to show her that? Tell her that? I didn’t know and the uncertainty of that worried me.

I unlocked the door on my truck and helped her into the cab. Once inside, I started the engine and peeled out of the parking lot, not quite sure where I was going. She was looking at me – and smiling.

 

[Pearll]

The Drive

I slid into the truck & placed my hand on Andy’s neck tangling my fingers in his hair. He fixed his eyes on mine & gently squeezed my thigh. The moment was so sweet, so bald faced honest, & his intentions became clear. Besides the intense sexual energy we shared, he loved me & wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. We never talked about the “M” word. Having both been burned once, but it sat in my mind like a cushion, where I went to sit comfortably once in awhile. We anticipated our first meeting would be sexually intense, having used cybersex as a vehicle to express our love for each other, but this was so much more than I could ever have imagined.

He had put his claim on me the first time we met in that online bingo room. Branded for life, I thought, to the most wonderful guy I had ever known. And here we were, cruising down the interstate to a destination unknown, filled with love & lust.

The rain had stopped now, leaving the road slick & foggy. A few sassy stars peeked their faces out & the dark clouds rolled lazily away.

We chatted about everything from the rain to baseball, his passion, & to my adventures in shopping for lingerie, which was my passion. We knew each other so well.

We couldn’t keep our hands off each other. Me stroking his hair & neck, him massaging my thigh. It made my heart jump. A leap of heat, of recognition, of unity. The sound of his pleasure rocked me. I leaned back & allowed my body to respond to his touch. He sucked in a deep breath & all that sighed out was an , oh baby. That’s when I felt the truck take a hard right onto a dirt road.