mytasteislikecandy
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I hated my brother. No, hate was too weak of a word. Despised was more like it. Detested, abhorred, loathed....even all of these adjectives were not strong enough. Never had an emotion overtaken me like this. Not love, lust, anger, fear....nothing. Deep down inside, I knew that I was wrong for feeling this way, but I didn't seem to care.
Ryan wasn't actually my brother. Not by blood anyway. He was the son of my father's new wife, and he had taken my place in my father's heart. After my mother had passed away a little over two years ago, I'd been daddy's little girl. I was the princess, the only child, the remaining link to my dear saint of a mother. And now that position was gone. With my father's new marriage and his new "son", I was forgotten, pushed to the side, discarded. And I couldn't stand it. My dad had always wanted a son, but instead, 22 years ago, he'd gotten me. I knew that I'd never pleased my father, at least not while my mother was alive. Sure, I was pretty, and smart, and obedient, but I wasn't a boy. If I could have grown a penis and learned to play football, then maybe my dad would have accepted me as his. But then my mom died, and I was all he had left. So he clung to me, and after a lifetime of being ignored by the only daddy I had, I soaked it all in, and became devoted to him. But then, as suddenly as it had come, it ended. My dad met Julia and her son Ryan, and I, Octavia Spencer, was once again forgotten about. My new stepbrother was 23, tall, dark, and handsome, and enrolled in law school. Not only that, but he'd lettered in every sport imaginable and was the President of his fraternity, things that I, being a woman, had never done. Things that my father took pride in, that he'd wanted his "son" to achieve. And now he had him. His new pride and joy, his new favorite. And now that "favorite" was going to pay.
Ryan's girlfriend was a beauty by any standard. She was sweet, innocent, angelic, and basically perfect. And that was why Ryan was so glad to have found her. He knew that women like that didn't exist anymore, so he was ecstatic to have caught the last "real woman" as he liked to call her. He didn't think highly of me, even though I was also beautiful and smart. Ryan was aware of my darker side, the naughtiness and vindictiveness that resided within my heart. And that made me something to be avoided, at least by him and his group of frat brothers. But his girlfriend was always nice to me, always trying to get me to come along on group outings and to parties. I always refused, preferring to stay home with my music and artwork. But now, it was time for a change. I was going to take from Ryan the one thing he'd taken from me. The love of another person. Like he'd stolen my father from me, I was going to take his "perfect girl" and make her mine. And watch him crumble in the process. This was going to be fun.
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OCC: Octavia Spencer, *Tavia*
22, slender, 5'7, dark hair and eyes. Has been told she resembles the actress Audrey Hepburn....
http://images.art.com/images/PRODUCTS/large/10056000/10056615.jpg
Ryan wasn't actually my brother. Not by blood anyway. He was the son of my father's new wife, and he had taken my place in my father's heart. After my mother had passed away a little over two years ago, I'd been daddy's little girl. I was the princess, the only child, the remaining link to my dear saint of a mother. And now that position was gone. With my father's new marriage and his new "son", I was forgotten, pushed to the side, discarded. And I couldn't stand it. My dad had always wanted a son, but instead, 22 years ago, he'd gotten me. I knew that I'd never pleased my father, at least not while my mother was alive. Sure, I was pretty, and smart, and obedient, but I wasn't a boy. If I could have grown a penis and learned to play football, then maybe my dad would have accepted me as his. But then my mom died, and I was all he had left. So he clung to me, and after a lifetime of being ignored by the only daddy I had, I soaked it all in, and became devoted to him. But then, as suddenly as it had come, it ended. My dad met Julia and her son Ryan, and I, Octavia Spencer, was once again forgotten about. My new stepbrother was 23, tall, dark, and handsome, and enrolled in law school. Not only that, but he'd lettered in every sport imaginable and was the President of his fraternity, things that I, being a woman, had never done. Things that my father took pride in, that he'd wanted his "son" to achieve. And now he had him. His new pride and joy, his new favorite. And now that "favorite" was going to pay.
Ryan's girlfriend was a beauty by any standard. She was sweet, innocent, angelic, and basically perfect. And that was why Ryan was so glad to have found her. He knew that women like that didn't exist anymore, so he was ecstatic to have caught the last "real woman" as he liked to call her. He didn't think highly of me, even though I was also beautiful and smart. Ryan was aware of my darker side, the naughtiness and vindictiveness that resided within my heart. And that made me something to be avoided, at least by him and his group of frat brothers. But his girlfriend was always nice to me, always trying to get me to come along on group outings and to parties. I always refused, preferring to stay home with my music and artwork. But now, it was time for a change. I was going to take from Ryan the one thing he'd taken from me. The love of another person. Like he'd stolen my father from me, I was going to take his "perfect girl" and make her mine. And watch him crumble in the process. This was going to be fun.
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OCC: Octavia Spencer, *Tavia*
22, slender, 5'7, dark hair and eyes. Has been told she resembles the actress Audrey Hepburn....
http://images.art.com/images/PRODUCTS/large/10056000/10056615.jpg
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