Talking to myself.

[riff]

I am lonely. Talk to me.

why don't people like me?

I am just talking to somebody else. Somebody else is writing.

John has a long mustache.

 

[riff]

ya know, for some people, this is reality.

 

[Guest]

 

[riff]

Hi. I saw you got the name of that newsgroup?

 

[Guest]

 

[T.H. Oughts]

Talk to me.

I would but I really should go do some work, it's 11.30am Monday here already

 

[riff]

It's Never Enough

Never Enough
However much I push it down
It's never enough
However much I push it around
It's never enough
However much I make it out
It's never enough
It's never enough
However much I do

However big I ever feel
It's never enough
Whatever I do to make it real
It's never enough
And any way I try to speak
It's never enough
It's never enough
However much I try to speak
It's never enough

However much I'm falling down
It's never enough
However much I'm falling out
It's never enough
Whatever smile I smile the most
It's never enough
It's never enough
However I smile I smile the most

So let me hold it up just one more go
Holding it up for just once more
One more time to fill it up
One more time to kill
But whatever I do it's never enough
It's never enough

However much I push it down
It's never enough
However much I push it around
It's never enough
However much I make it out
It's never enough
However much I do
It's never enough
It's never enough

However much I'm falling down
It's never enough
However much I'm falling out
It's never enough
Whatever smile I smile the most
It's never enough
However I smile I smile the most

So let me hold it up just one more go
Holding it up for just once more
One more time to fill it up
One more time to kill
But whatever I do it's never enough
Never enough

So let me hold it up just one more go
Holding it up for just once more
One more time to fill it up
One more time to kill
But whatever I do it's never enough
It's never enough
It's never enough
It's never enough
It's never enough
It's never enough

 

[BustyTheClown]

I'm confused...

Never Enough
However much I push it down
It's never enough
However much I push it around
It's never enough
However much I make it out
It's never enough
It's never enough
However much I do...
It's never enough

First question: That isn't "Never Enough" by Papa Roach is it? Didn't think so...

Second question: Where the hell is T.H. that it's 11:30 am on a Monday morning there? It's barely 11:30 Thursday in Wisconsin... That just isn't possible...

 

[freescorfr]

Re: I'm confused...

First question: That isn't "Never Enough" by Papa Roach is it? Didn't think so...

Second question: Where the hell is T.H. that it's 11:30 am on a Monday morning there? It's barely 11:30 Thursday in Wisconsin... That just isn't possible...

I'll talk just to you, Busty, since riff seems to be talking to himself today and say that TH is elsewhere in the world - my guess the antipodes. We're after 7pm here just now - Perhaps we should have UWT Unique worls time and prevent a lot of confusion.

 

[kotori]

Re: I'm confused...

Second question: Where the hell is T.H. that it's 11:30 am on a Monday morning there? It's barely 11:30 Thursday in Wisconsin... That just isn't possible...

She's in New Zealand, according to her "location" line, and the way she gloats about the summer weather there. You have to look at the dates of the posts, too. Sometimes, older threads get bumped up and added to.

 

[starlis]

Second question: Where the hell is T.H. that it's 11:30 am on a Monday morning there? It's barely 11:30 Thursday in Wisconsin... That just isn't possible...

Quite simple, really... if you look at the date of TH's original post, it was made on the third, not today.

 

[starlis]

Whoops, you beat me to it. Nothing like overstating the obvious. Heh.

 

[freescorfr]

What you got to say to yourself, riff?

 

[Rubyfruit]

I like you.

 

[BustyTheClown]

Quite simple, really... if you look at the date of TH's original post, it was made on the third, not today.

D'oh! I'm an ass... Lol, thank you, starlis and freescorfr. You gotta point this stuff out to dumb Americans like me...

 

[freescorfr]

I like you.

yes, Rudy, he's practised saying it to his artificial vagina and now should try it saying it to himself.

 

[freescorfr]

that should be "Ruby". Sorry I'm not feeling myself tonight

 

[riff]

I watched with reverence and fear. In that instant I was convinced that Jacopo Belbo was right. What he told me about the Pendulum I had attributed to esthetic raving, to the shapeless cancer taking gradual shape in his soul, transforming the game into reality without his realizing it. But if he was right about the Pendulum, perhaps all the rest was true as well: the Plan, the Universal Plot. And in that case I had been right to come here, on the eve of summer solstice. Jacopo Belbo was not crazy; he had simply, through his game, hit upon the truth.

But the fact is that it doesn't take long for the experience of the Numinous to unhinge the mind.

 

[freescorfr]

Ah, now you're making sense, Riff. Must be the thought of the weekend ahead.. The replies on this thread were just another conspiracy. You've nearly solved the puzzle but I fear that by the time you think you've won the game the rules will have been transformed into general principles.

 

[sabbathstorm]

I'm back and I'm talking to you....no where the hell is that networking info?

 

[Wiggles]

This thread makes my head hurt.

Riff, you're not schizophrenic are you?

Hope you're feeling ok.

 

[anneski]

Feeling yourself Freescorfr?

that should be "Ruby". Sorry I'm not feeling myself tonight

Now surely that should be a good thing..

 

[freescorfr]

Re: Feeling yourself Freescorfr?

Now surely that should be a good thing..

Indeed anneski. I'm under emotional strain and Riff was talking to himself. He usually cheers me up - but tonight he took a long time to talk about the Pendulum.
Maybe you could work it into your next story. Love your descriptions - just think of what you could do with Foucault.

 

[riff]

Damn, I have this page of links on my desktop made by a student. Poor stupid shit needed extra credit.

rename extension to .htm and open

 

[riff]

I gotta quit talking to myself and get ready for the meeting.

I have had, what I consider to be an honor bestowed upon me- impersonal as it is and so far removed from what I truly need- it is something to feel good about.

I am the guest speaker for the dinner of my city's Exhange Club. I think they are something like the Optimist Club or Rotary Club or something like that. I am not sure, I am not a member of any clubs like that. Should be interesting. It's no big deal, just yada yada yada for about an hour about my work and people smiling and all of that. Wonder what they will have for dinner. I am hungry.

I never have been invited to speak to a group like that before. Heh. It would be funny if I went up there and talked about internetworks and then started talking about this fucking bottomless pit.