Talk with me tonight please

[Todd]

I ned to stay awake and semi cognizant.

I ate a ton load of MSG laden foor and a couple of liters of hihgly caffeinated Mountain dew again tonight.

I am tripping like I used to when I did speedballs and hash and pot when I was in my escapism days.

I know it is not food for me to go to sleep in this condition I have to come down a bit or I will wacky woo all night long.

 

[morninggirl5]

What you want to talk about?

I'm trying to stay busy and not let myself think. 2001 is definitely going to be remembered as the year I cried pretty much nonstop.

 

[Kymberley]

Todd, I have a mission for you

Should you choose to accept.

My little sister is seriously questioning the existance of God since the attacks. Nothing I have said to her, nor my mom or her husband has had any impact on making her believe that there truly is a God after these horrendous acts.

Help me find anything that will comfort her.

 

[Todd]

What you want to talk about?

I'm trying to stay busy and not let myself think. 2001 is definitely going to be remembered as the year I cried pretty much nonstop.

anything and everything

keeping busy is what got me into this mess, went over to Houlton, Maine to eat at an all you can eat chinese buffet for canadian money at par, and we were there 4 hours haivng agreat old time.

 

[RisiaSkye]

went over to Houlton, Maine to eat at an all you can eat chinese buffet for canadian money at par, and we were there 4 hours.

You don't need conversation, you need to get your stomach pumped.

 

[sexy-girl]

todd i have a question for you and its not a criticism at all ... you mostly seem to start your own threads rather then responding to other peoples threads


is this because your time is limited here and you dont have time to read everyones threads ? some threads i think to myself hmm this could do with someone like todd replying too

 

[Todd]

Re: Todd, I have a mission for you

Should you choose to accept.

My little sister is seriously questioning the existance of God since the attacks. Nothing I have said to her, nor my mom or her husband has had any impact on making her believe that there truly is a God after these horrendous acts.

Help me find anything that will comfort her.

The letter posted by you earlier would be a good start in my mind.

If not you may want to take her through the Old testament and show that providence of god during the many captivities the Jews/hebrews faced and how God turned even captivity/etal for His purpose/ How he turned mankinds worst decision{fruit f the tree} into the most beautiful moment of history {Jesus Birthlife death resurection}

Aside from that she may just need time, if she once believed, she may just need everyone to back off for a time and allowe herself to sort out her emotions and thoughts.

 

[Todd]

You don't need conversation, you need to get your stomach pumped.

no stpmach troubles just my brain is doing a little tripping right now on the chemical mix

 

[Todd]

todd i have a question for you and its not a criticism at all ... you mostly seem to start your own threads rather then responding to other peoples threads


is this because your time is limited here and you dont have time to read everyones threads ? some threads i think to myself hmm this could do with someone like todd replying too

my time isn't to limited, and there are thread I read that I would like to input on but for the most part I find that my post no matter how I worded my thought would begin a flame war on some subjects so rather than ruin someones well thought out thread, I choice to post and start my own threads.

It is much the same way firefighters do a controlled burn to prevent a fire.

 

[morninggirl5]

Todd that story sounds a bit like the infamous Pizza Hut story.

 

[Todd]

Todd that story sounds a bit like the infamous Pizza Hut story.

If you want details call the Sing Wah restaurant ask for sarah our waitress.

No it was nt nonstop eating, we just ate casually or i did anyways I think in the 4 hours i only had 3 plates of food, not heaping either, We just had a good old time chattin about life and stuff without thinking about anything thas going on in the world right noe.

 

[Shelby]

Hello, Mrs. F...Can Todd come out to play? Yes Madam, I'll make sure he's home on time.Yes, I'll make sure he's safe. Oh no, we're just going out to play. It'll be alright.

 

[Todd]

Hello, Mrs. F...Can Todd come out to play? Yes Madam, I'll make sure he's home on time.Yes, I'll make sure he's safe. Oh no, we're just going out to play. It'll be alright.

How goes monster training? Any particular Monstars in the making? Or are they all Monstars? I think the latter.

 

[Shelby]

It's worse than I could ever have imagined. Your monsters are out of control. I can't believe
you left me to raise these brats while you were of in search of the perfect peice of cake. Just like a man. If you think you can come home, walk back in like nothing happened and pick up where everything left off...well I finished without you. (But that was last week)

 

[Todd]

It's worse than I could ever have imagined. Your monsters are out of control. I can't believe
you left me to raise these brats while you were of in search of the perfect peice of cake. Just like a man. If you think you can come home, walk back in like nothing happened and pick up where everything left off...well I finished without you. (But that was last week)

but, but, but, ah dagnavit

 

[Kymberley]

Re: Re: Todd, I have a mission for you

The letter posted by you earlier would be a good start in my mind.

If not you may want to take her through the Old testament and show that providence of god during the many captivities the Jews/hebrews faced and how God turned even captivity/etal for His purpose/ How he turned mankinds worst decision{fruit f the tree} into the most beautiful moment of history {Jesus Birthlife death resurection}

Aside from that she may just need time, if she once believed, she may just need everyone to back off for a time and allowe herself to sort out her emotions and thoughts.

We have already tried so much having to do with the bible. Nothing seems to make her see that there is a God anymore. It was hard enough on her when our Aunt died. This time, I just don't see her coming around. But thanks anyway.

 

[Kymberley]

On second thought

Todd,

You of all people, I thought would have bothered to help me in this quest. After months of reading all of your religous threads based on proving there was a God, I honestly thought you would see that I truly was sincere in asking this of you.

Oh well, back to the search engines, I will leave you to play.

 

[Shelby]

At least make yourself useful and pick up those pieces of clothing on the way to bed.

 

[Chuckus]

I ned to stay awake and semi cognizant.

I ate a ton load of MSG laden foor and a couple of liters of hihgly caffeinated Mountain dew again tonight.

I am tripping like I used to when I did speedballs and hash and pot when I was in my escapism days.

I know it is not food for me to go to sleep in this condition I have to come down a bit or I will wacky woo all night long.

Speedballs, hash and pot............yep them were the days. I remember em well actually.

Doing the Dew again tonight, eh Todd?

Go smoke a bowl or something, LOL

 

[Todd]

Re: On second thought

Todd,

You of all people, I thought would have bothered to help me in this quest. After months of reading all of your religous threads based on proving there was a God, I honestly thought you would see that I truly was sincere in asking this of you.

Oh well, back to the search engines, I will leave you to play.

Like I mentioned in the tail end of my post to you sometimes, a person needs the forced belief backed off.

I know while trying to reach a cousin of mine who began with a fiegning interst in God when they had family die it drove them farther away.

the more and more that the religious around her tried to show her God the more and more colder and unreceptive she grew.

it wasn't until the religious of us simply backed off the pressure of making her see things our way and just let her get her bearings again.

The most we could do was to keep her in our thoughts and prayers.

There is no easy solution for making waivering, failing faith strong again. It takes time and praeyer and patience.

i wish I could give you an easy formula, I wish I had one. one of my male cousins is going through the same thing over the same incident. He lashes out in anger when someone pushed God. the hardest thing to do is back off witht he God speak and simply be there as a shoulder.

If you do get lucky and find a formula , please share it with others and me.

Todd

 

[Todd]

At least make yourself useful and pick up those pieces of clothing on the way to bed.

Can't I pick them up in the morning, when I make you breakfast

 

[Todd]

Re: Re: Talk with me tonight please

Speedballs, hash and pot............yep them were the days. I remember em well actually.

Doing the Dew again tonight, eh Todd?

Go smoke a bowl or something, LOL

I don't smoke, or inject or ingest anything these days, I get sccrewed up bad enough on normal stuff these days

 

[Chuckus]

Re: Re: Re: Talk with me tonight please

I don't smoke, or inject or ingest anything these days, I get sccrewed up bad enough on normal stuff these days

Oh I stand-under completely Todd. Been quite some time since I smoked dope or did a speedball too. I remember though, damn those speedballs just get your heart racing..........hey come to think of it Right After drinking an entire two litre of Mt Dew, damn my heart gets racing faaaaaaassssssssstttttttttt

 

[Todd]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Talk with me tonight please

Oh I stand-under completely Todd. Been quite some time since I smoked dope or did a speedball too. I remember though, damn those speedballs just get your heart racing..........hey come to think of it Right After drinking an entire two litre of Mt Dew, damn my heart gets racing faaaaaaassssssssstttttttttt

Maybe Mountian dew {american} is legalized speedballs.

i actually don't mind the racing heart and temporary impotence its the head game sthat happen that get me.

 

[Chuckus]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Talk with me tonight please

Maybe Mountian dew {american} is legalized speedballs.

i actually don't mind the racing heart and temporary impotence its the head game sthat happen that get me.

LOL. Todd just LOL.

Mt. Dew will make your head spin if you drink enough of it!!!!!!

So what kind of food place was this you gorged yourself at?