Talk about obedience, disipline, punishment perhaps?

[Adakgirl]

Though I know that there are slaves here that have probably done this still...this slave's fortitude when it comes to obeying is quite remarkable to me. At first I thought so whats the big deal? Easy... no prob!..but then I looked closer and omgosh...take the time to watch the whole vid. I just could not do that myself...at least I think I couldn't. But then again...I might do it if I knew the consequences for NOT doing it would be much worse.

http://xhamster.com/movies/62504/girltetst.html

 

[YourCaptor]

Though I know that there are slaves here that have probably done this still...this slave's fortitude when it comes to obeying is quite remarkable to me. At first I thought so whats the big deal? Easy... no prob!..but then I looked closer and omgosh...take the time to watch the whole vid. I just could not do that myself...at least I think I couldn't. But then again...I might do it if I knew the consequences for NOT doing it would be much worse.

http://xhamster.com/movies/62504/girltetst.html

Umm, I'm not sure whats the big deal?

Nice girl though, and cute.

 

[ataxia.girl]

These are the kinds of threads that wig me out and not for the reasons one might suspect.

Ugh.... ok..... here goes....

She didn't have to swallow it apparently. She was allowed to "deposit" it into the toilet. Well.... i could do that. i could.

i have done um... errrr...... shitty things before. i feel really super weird about it and i'm only even sharing cuz i've had a couple drinks. (i'm sure tomorrow i will delete my confessions so please be nice and do not quote all my text kay?)

my Daddy would never ask me to do something like this. i don't like that he knows i have done anything remotely similar. It makes me feel BAD to think about. Other "Doms" (not Daddy) have ridiculed me for the obedience i have shown previous Doms. i think it sucks.

Anyway... i just want to say i get really ticked when i'm told i'm high maintenance and not a good sub and no one would want me when i have freaking done crap like this and if Daddy told me i had to do this i would do it... i know i would.

Its disgusting. i hate it. i loathe myself that i don't have enough self respect and\or self esteem to say "NO... Hard Limit" cuz i won't say "Hard Limit". It isn't in my vocabulary.

i don't have boundaries. i don't have limits. It doesn't mean i'm not human and don't deserve respect. Does it?

Sometimes... i really don't know.

 

[nh23]

Though I know that there are slaves here that have probably done this still...this slave's fortitude when it comes to obeying is quite remarkable to me. At first I thought so whats the big deal? Easy... no prob!..but then I looked closer and omgosh...take the time to watch the whole vid. I just could not do that myself...at least I think I couldn't. But then again...I might do it if I knew the consequences for NOT doing it would be much worse.

http://xhamster.com/movies/62504/girltetst.html

Close your eyes, relax your mind. Get it down faster instead of taking forever, and for God's sake control your gag reflex so you don't have to taste it twice.

 

[Adakgirl]

She didn't have to swallow it apparently. She was allowed to "deposit" it into the toilet.

Oh, I saw her chewing it up and swallowing it, and that made her puke into the toilet. That's how I saw it. Though there could very well have been a few deposits like you said as well. I will have to watch it again though to be sure.

 

[Adakgirl]

Close your eyes, relax your mind. Get it down faster instead of taking forever, and for God's sake control your gag reflex so you don't have to taste it twice.

Do you think this was a punishment...or a discipline exercise which to show her obedience? Oh and I agree..she certainly did drag out much longer than necessary.

 

[nh23]

Do you think this was a punishment...or a discipline exercise which to show her obedience? Oh and I agree..she certainly did drag out much longer than necessary.

I think it was obedience/humiliation.

I'm only speaking from what I know. I don't know their dynamic. Punishment in my dynamic is never corporal, or humiliation, because I get off on those things. So it would be a very poor punishment. His way of punishing me would be to cut me off from these things. In their dynamic it may very well be punishment.

 

[Adakgirl]

Umm, I'm not sure whats the big deal?

Well I am sure YourCaptor, that simply watching someone you told to eat shit out of a bowl, eat shit out of a bowl may be no big deal to you...however ya might wanna try sometime in order to be positively sure about what's the big deal. That's the only way you'll ever know.

ohhh yes nh, humiliation is indeed...a given there I do believe.

 

[nh23]

Sorry i was editing. If you want to reread.

 

[MajorMalfunction]

I know there are doms/masters that get off on having a toilet slave but with most, I think it's just a 'because I can' thing. Some people just don't see the point of taking control of a sub's limits unless they break every tabboo and force her to do things she finds revolting. I don't personally see the attraction to this play. I don't want to make my girl ill and I don't want to kiss a mouth that has been ingesting my faecal matter.

There's also always the question of whether there was coercion or questionable consent. People can be blackmailed or bullied into stuff like that.

 

[Adakgirl]

It makes me feel BAD to think about. Other "Doms" (not Daddy) have ridiculed me for the obedience i have shown previous Doms. i think it sucks.

Anyway... i just want to say i get really ticked when i'm told i'm high maintenance and not a good sub and no one would want me when i have freaking done crap like this and if Daddy told me i had to do this i would do it... i know i would.

Its disgusting. i hate it. i loathe myself that i don't have enough self respect and\or self esteem to say "NO... Hard Limit" cuz i won't say "Hard Limit". It isn't in my vocabulary.

i don't have boundaries. i don't have limits. It doesn't mean i'm not human and don't deserve respect. Does it?

It does suck ataxia..that other Dom's would ridicule you for being completely obedient. They were wrong to do so. Obedience like that is something to be proud of, not feel bad about. Never feel bad for being who you are. I think it is highly honorable to show such inner strength and proof of how much power your submission can hold when obeying in such a manner.

It is not weak in my eyes at all...things like that show great me you have great self respect and not a lack of it. I have high esteem for you right now and for nh as well ....just knowing that you have the guts it takes to perform an act like this. (lol let alone enjoy them nj ha!) These are my own personal opinions of it... of course.

 

[nh23]

It does suck ataxia..that other Dom's would ridicule you for being completely obedient. They were wrong to do so. Obedience like that is something to be proud of, not feel bad about. Never feel bad for being who you are. I think it is highly honorable to show such inner strength and proof of how much power your submission can hold when obeying in such a manner.

It is not weak in my eyes at all...things like that show great me you have great self respect and not a lack of it. I have high esteem for you right now and for nh as well ....just knowing that you have the guts it takes to perform an act like this. These are my own personal opinions of it... of course.

I can only speak for the piss play. Scat play is something I've not done. There are some big issues there relating to health.

 

[nh23]

Eh, I don't know that it takes guts. I suppose in a way. I do what he tells me to do. A plus to that when it comes to any type of humiliation is that it makes my kitty wet.

 

[Adakgirl]

and force her to do things she finds revolting.

There's also always the question of whether there was coercion or questionable consent. People can be blackmailed or bullied into stuff like that.

I disagree, she did not look forced to me, walked in and out on her own two feet, did not finish and said she could not. She was smiling a few times, that leash did not look tight around her neck, she was not bound in any physical way. She had no marks on her from severe beating or abuse. And she gave it her best shot. No crying, she looked to be mostly relaxed and at ease to me.

None of those things show signs of questionable consent.This woman looked to be a slave to me and when a slave gives up all to her Master/Mistress she gives up her limits along with that. If she has limits they are are set before she becomes owned, after that the PLY who she serves sets her limits, her submission into slavery is her consent in an of itself.
That's how I understand it.

 

[Adakgirl]

I can only speak for the piss play. Scat play is something I've not done. There are some big issues there relating to health.

AHA! I see...I assumed you had because of your words of advice :

Close your eyes, relax your mind. Get it down faster instead of taking forever, and for God's sake control your gag reflex so you don't have to taste it twice.

Please excuse me for my mistake. I misunderstood you. Piss play is kinda a normal activity for a lot of people including myself so I don't compare it to scat play/humiliation whathave you. That's a whole different ball game to me.

 

[nh23]

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None of those things show signs of questionable consent.This woman looked to be a slave to me and when a slave gives up all to her Master/Mistress she gives up her limits along with that. If she has limits they are are set before she becomes owned, after that the PLY who she serves sets her limits, her submission into slavery is her consent in an of itself.
That's how I understand it.

Yep pretty much. Although I wasn't allowed to bring any limits in with me. I had some hard limits in previous D/s relationships, but he told me if I entered into M/s with him, they all had to go. I'm not allowed to have any.

That may sound harsh, but he has my best interest at heart. Like the ageplay thing. He allows me to have some control over things that would be emotionally devastating for me. It doesn't mean I don't ever have to do it, but I have some control.

 

[BiBunny]

Well, all scat play doesn't revolve around eating it. Just sayin'.

 

[Adakgirl]

Ain't this a shitload of fun we having now? eeer wut? ha!*giggles azz off*

 

[nh23]

AHA! I see...I assumed you had because of your words of advice :


Please excuse me for my mistake. I misunderstood you. Piss play is kinda a normal activity for a lot of people including myself so I don't compare it to scat play/humiliation whathave you. That's a whole different ball game to me.

LOL..I know I was chatting with Bunny and asked her if I should post in the blurt thread and ask if my breath was stinky. I didn't mean to make it sound that way. My advice was related to a few things I have done similar to that. Not scat by any means, but I know how to get something unpleasant down if I have to.

 

[Adakgirl]

agreed Bibunny, like say smearing it on ones naked body, shitting openly in front of someone... painting dot to dot landscapes on ones wall..seriously I want to know, what else does one do to play with scat. And I know it's called scat, sounds much nicer that way, scat is the name for animal feces and we are animals...all the same it's simply human shit to me. Please don't take me wrong, I am not judging people who enjoy scat play at all.

What I was contumplating personally is the level of obedience I would need to reach in order for me to carry out what that girl did in that particular vid. I admit, it is the very first time I have seen someone do that, so it affected me. Just like the Dom who sent it to me knew it would.

 

[MisterSir]

I have to admit, since I read the thread before watching the clip I was expecting it to be something on the level of 2girls1cup, and now I just feel a bit underwhelmed. From our position, it's a fairly impressive thing to witness 'cause I do get the impression that scat's one of the things almost nobody's into (it's that, blood and children that form the trifecta of no-nos), but still. Probably didn't help that the video quality wasn't great either. Like CM, all I saw was her eating something out of a bowl, and I can't see anything that specifies it as being a scat video.

 

[CutieMouse]

Is my monitor way off? Because I didn't see shit in the bowl, I saw dog food - gray lumpy oatmeal looking-ish dog food.

Regardless, I didn't see punishment in the scene, nor did I necessarily get an aura of fear [of punishment should said scene not occur].

Discipline, obedience and humiliation, yes.

 

[Adakgirl]

OMG! Youreally think it was dogfood for cripes sakes? I got all worked up over a bowl of DOGFOOD? She pissed an a bowl of dogfood and ate it omg! Hahhaaaaaaaaa okay... well then, this thread just goes to show how incredibly stupid I can be....
can't we pretend it was shit?

I thought it was shit because the Dom who sent it to me is so heavy into humiliation, that a bowl full of pissed on dog food wouldn't have caused him to send it to me and be so amused by it. I don't think...but then again I can be incredibly stupid too.


However HAD it been shit... and I am thinking CutieMouse is probably correct it's just damned dogfood...I still stand behind all the shit I said about it, in this stinking thread.

 

[MisterSir]

Ah, don't beat yourself up, I didn't think any different until CM pointed it out. Ask the guy who sent it to you in the first place

 

[CutieMouse]

OMG! Youreally think it was dogfood for cripes sakes? I got all worked up over a bowl of DOGFOOD? She pissed an a bowl of dogfood and ate it omg! Hahhaaaaaaaaa okay... well then, this thread just goes to show how incredibly stupid I can be....
can't we pretend it was shit?

I thought it was shit because the Dom who sent it to me is so heavy into humiliation, that a bowl full of pissed on dog food wouldn't have caused him to send it to me and be so amused by it. I don't think...but then again I can be incredibly stupid too.


However HAD it been shit... and I am thinking CutieMouse is probably correct it's just damned dogfood...I still stand behind all the shit I said about it, in this stinking thread.

Dude - I could totally be wrong and you could be right. And even if I am, dog food isn't exactly ambrosia, ya know.