Ironfistvk
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Dec 19, 2005
- Posts
- 227
Well I think am fianlly in a sub frame of mind 
. Having been a domme for few years I would like to explore the sub side of it to see how it feels likes, how hard it is for a sub to be that way. Am pretty sure am not yet ready for being a sub in real so hoping to do it here to learn the experience before doing it in real and as why I want to be a sub why else to better understand a sub's frame of mind, his/her feelings, their happiness and their fears.
Giving a little intro about myself:
Am an Indian (dots not feathers) born in chelsea UK, 26 years old current grad student doing my masters in CE and BA (no am not bragging) in US. 6'2" well a few cms short of 2 but who cares
dark thick wavy messy hair that refuses to stay put, big brown eyes (not bambi big 
), wear glasses and sometimes contacts but most glasses, have a irritating habit (as my Prof put in) of chewing my lips, olive skinned as others put in but am more brownish, build not sure, def not toned and def not rippling with muscles either. People say I look like a Teddy Bear sheesh. Always wondered if there was a hidden thing to it. Used to be a rugby center when doing my bachelors at Univ of Leeds (gave up after second year was interfering with studies not everyone can be professional players ). Plain, Humble, Vain, Overconfident, Enigmatic, Stubborn, Unrelenting, Dogmatic, Scientific, Narcissistic, Arrogant, Obeidient, Sensitive, Disgruntled, Indifferent..... mmmm quite a mixture I'm so intensely paradoxical characteristics going all over the map but hey tell me if you didnt feel that way at some point or the other in you life. I did .
Things I like to do in my free time:
Read books any kind of books. I rather read a book than sit in front of the Tv flipping through channels though do watch a couple of shows South Park and Full metal alchemist. Go through my coin, stamps and cards (collectible game cards) collection. Arrange my transformers toy collection (hate the new cybertron crap). Watch an occasional movie though not upto date with them.
Likes and Dislikes
LOVE FOOD. All kinds of food if its eatable I will eat it(my friends know me as a horrendous eater eating all sorts of abhorrent combinations). Like frankness and honesty but then who doesnt. Love games and sports well not all games and all sports. Love swimming (try to every opportunity I get at the Univ recreation center), playing batminton and table tennis, chess (not an overachiever ). LOOOOVE blackjack. Love humor in people and sarcastic humor too. There are a lot of things I do not like but life's like that and there are always an equal number of things you don't like to those you do. So I dont dwell a lot upon dislikes and if I dont why should you, much lesser on mine.
Clothes
Definetly not a fashion guru but personally like solid colors though pretty much wear only three colors black blue and grey. I like Jeans and casuals but I prefer dressing in formal apparel. I like the professional facade where I can put on with Executive shirts, black and wheat trousers minus the ties though lol.
The secret to reflecting your personality with aplomb in my opinion is dressing as per the occasion at hand. I keep trying new things... sometimes novelty is beauty. But you've got to have the heart to take ridicule when you miss the mark (which I tend to most of the time).
Well this is turning out to be my life history here well sort of and prrrrrretty long post. Sorry about that got carried away (talk too much) and incase you got lost reading through all that I wrote looking for a dom who will teach or rather train me into a sub and oh dont think gender matters in training and yes am completely straight not bi or bi-curious just plain straight as an arrow(well some arrows are crooked but that's beside the point) well most of the arrows anyway. Thank you for taking time to read this lengthy post.
Goodday.
http://img8.picsplace.to/img8/5/thumbs/me_001.jpg and oh thats me by the way sort of since you cannt see the full face
. Having been a domme for few years I would like to explore the sub side of it to see how it feels likes, how hard it is for a sub to be that way. Am pretty sure am not yet ready for being a sub in real so hoping to do it here to learn the experience before doing it in real and as why I want to be a sub why else to better understand a sub's frame of mind, his/her feelings, their happiness and their fears.Giving a little intro about myself:
Am an Indian (dots not feathers) born in chelsea UK, 26 years old current grad student doing my masters in CE and BA (no am not bragging) in US. 6'2" well a few cms short of 2 but who cares
dark thick wavy messy hair that refuses to stay put, big brown eyes (not bambi big ), wear glasses and sometimes contacts but most glasses, have a irritating habit (as my Prof put in) of chewing my lips, olive skinned as others put in but am more brownish, build not sure, def not toned and def not rippling with muscles either. People say I look like a Teddy Bear sheesh. Always wondered if there was a hidden thing to it. Used to be a rugby center when doing my bachelors at Univ of Leeds (gave up after second year was interfering with studies not everyone can be professional players ). Plain, Humble, Vain, Overconfident, Enigmatic, Stubborn, Unrelenting, Dogmatic, Scientific, Narcissistic, Arrogant, Obeidient, Sensitive, Disgruntled, Indifferent..... mmmm quite a mixture I'm so intensely paradoxical characteristics going all over the map but hey tell me if you didnt feel that way at some point or the other in you life. I did .Things I like to do in my free time:
Read books any kind of books. I rather read a book than sit in front of the Tv flipping through channels though do watch a couple of shows South Park and Full metal alchemist. Go through my coin, stamps and cards (collectible game cards) collection. Arrange my transformers toy collection (hate the new cybertron crap). Watch an occasional movie though not upto date with them.
Likes and Dislikes
LOVE FOOD. All kinds of food if its eatable I will eat it(my friends know me as a horrendous eater eating all sorts of abhorrent combinations). Like frankness and honesty but then who doesnt
. Love games and sports well not all games and all sports. Love swimming (try to every opportunity I get at the Univ recreation center), playing batminton and table tennis, chess (not an overachiever ). LOOOOVE blackjack. Love humor in people and sarcastic humor too. There are a lot of things I do not like but life's like that and there are always an equal number of things you don't like to those you do. So I dont dwell a lot upon dislikes and if I dont why should you, much lesser on mine.Clothes
Definetly not a fashion guru but personally like solid colors though pretty much wear only three colors black blue and grey
. I like Jeans and casuals but I prefer dressing in formal apparel. I like the professional facade where I can put on with Executive shirts, black and wheat trousers minus the ties though lol.The secret to reflecting your personality with aplomb in my opinion is dressing as per the occasion at hand. I keep trying new things... sometimes novelty is beauty. But you've got to have the heart to take ridicule when you miss the mark (which I tend to most of the time).
Well this is turning out to be my life history here well sort of and prrrrrretty long post. Sorry about that got carried away (talk too much) and incase you got lost reading through all that I wrote looking for a dom who will teach or rather train me into a sub and oh dont think gender matters in training and yes am completely straight not bi or bi-curious just plain straight as an arrow(well some arrows are crooked but that's beside the point) well most of the arrows anyway. Thank you for taking time to read this lengthy post.
Goodday.
http://img8.picsplace.to/img8/5/thumbs/me_001.jpg and oh thats me by the way sort of since you cannt see the full face
