I'm a married submissive, living as a domme personality, hidding the true me. Married to a very old fashioned Catholic older man who has no clue, I would love to hear suggestions or read stories on how she could overcome dealing with both her true self but, still keeping a apearance of the happy vanilla wife, struggling with being totally possesed by her Master who accepts who vanilla married life for the sake of her ill husband. How does one split the emotional attachment of going back and forth from on L/s to the other while only desiring to sit at her Masters feet and worship his cock and feed her desire for knowledge, overcoming the daydreams of last weekends flogger on her back/buttocks etc and her daily desire to only want to please and be loved in a commited D/s relationship 24/7....I think this could be a challenge of emotional rollercoaters for a Author to tackle. Look forward to a possible story and maybe some help here.