Submission how would it feel

[Mystical]

OOC: This is a closed thread for the moment. It is for me and Lilbudy. We may open it up later to others but this is my first try at this so we are going to see how it goes.


She was new to this and had always been curouis as to how it would feel to be submissive to someone else. She is 5"4', 135lbs not very slendder anymore from her life of being a mother. But she still had sensuality and sex appeal. Her hair falls to the top of her curvasuois butt, in lustrouis burgundy waves. Eyes hazel, she had always been told she could never hide anything because they gave her away. Full pink lips that could pout prettily if need be.

She had placed an add in the personals a month ago. ::BWF looking for a new experience. Need a good Master. Wanting to be trained in the art of submission. No extreme pain and no humilation. All inquiries refer to the email address below.::

She read her email daily looking for replies to her add. There were so many that just was not what she was looking for most thought that the only way to train a good slave was through total domination. Those she just skipped over and deleted. By the end of the month she had almost given up hope of ever finding someone to teach her within her limits. One day she was writing an email to her Mom and she had heard that all time "You've got mail." Opening it this is what it read...

 

[Lilbudy]

::BWF looking for a new experience. Need a good Master. Wanting to be trained in the art of submission. No extreme pain and no humilation. All inquiries refer to the email address below.::

Hello lil one,

To introduce myself. I'm a DWM 6'2" 200#. I'm interested in learning with you with your "new experience." I have practiced Ds some in my past, but am far from perfect in the art. The main issues are limit and trust. If either one of these are violated the then individual(s) is/are violated. Please feel free to contact me should you have any questions or concerns.

lb

 

[Mystical]

Reading the email I felt that my search was finally over. It sounded like just what I wanted. I press the reply button on the email and start this adventure.

Hello Master,
There is one thing we need to agree on before this goes very much farther. We need to agree on a word, an odd one, that would not usualy have anything to do with our adventure. For the safety of myself and you if one or the other says this word at any given point during a session it stops no questions asked no nothing. If we can agrre on this then I am your Lil one for as long as need be. Where would you like to meet and when? What should I be wearing?

Mysti

 

[Lilbudy]

Yes lil one

You are correct on a safe word. I will let you be the chooser of this word. You may inform me at our first meeting. As to where, when, and dress. I have a few instructions for you below.

1. We shall meet at Joe's lounge. It's located at 110 Willow Drive, in Fox Wood. I have done the research via. Mapquester and you may obtain directions there should you need them.

2. Time will be 5:14pm this Friday evening.

3. Dress for you will be a mid calf length light colored dress. Shoes with moderate heels....ie. 2-3 inches on the black shoes. As for under garments. A nice four piece set: bra (push up type), panties, garters, and stockings with the seam up the back of your sweet legs.

4. So that we'll know each other: I'll be wearing a pair of tan slacks (Dockers) and light green colored polo shirt with the logo of L.E.G. on it. Should you need it, my hair color is blonde and I wear broze colored glasses.

5. For you, a gold (high riding) necklace about your neck. In addition, a gold butterfly pin just above you left nipple on your dress.

till then,

lil one
lb
p.s. Should there be any problems with the above 502-333-2121.

 

[Lilbudy]

Lesson one

lil one,

I have reread your mailing to Me. My first request is that for any future writings you mind your use of capitalization. I know you are new to this My "lil one" but any word(s) that are of first person for you should be in lower case format. This is one form of respect to me.

Master lb

 

[Mystical]

"That was fast." I think to myself. Clicking the read mail. I read the first email in my box reading the intructions I find myself getting excited and anticipating friday. I know I will have to go out and perchase some of these things since I do not own some of them.
I then click on the next email and gasps already I have disrespected my new Master withoout intention. I start to think maybe this was not such a good idea but since it has already come this far I can't back out now.

I hit the replay button on the email

Master,

i am sorry. Please forgive me. i did not mean to show anything but respect for you. i will be waiting on friday at 5:14pm sharp.

lil one

 

[Lilbudy]

Thank you lil one

lil one,

Seeing that the time is already Wen. I trust you'll be able to locate the items you're in need of. I have attached a wire-gram in the amount of $200.00 for you. This is to defray any costs for you.

You have not insulted me. The rules are only just being spelled out for you. I know which rules I've told you and would not punish or restrict you until such time as you break one that you're aware of, or disrespect me in any manner.

See you in a bit less than 36 hours "lil one".

Master lb

 

[Lilbudy]

Shop'n?

Dear lil one,

I trust you are out shop'n for your needed items. I hope you will enjoy this task.

I'm so looking forward to our meeting this evening. I look at the clock and realise it's only hours away now until I see your smiling face.

Master lb

 

[Mystical]

Since it is already morning here I take care of the wire gram and shut down the computer. I make a list of what I will need to get the black heels, the light colored dress, planning on getting the inder garments to match the dress, and the butterfly. Since I alread wear the gold chain as it is.
Setting down the pen I rush to the shower. I strip out of my white lace panties and matching bra. Reaching through the shower curtain I turn on the water, adjusting the temperature. Leaving the bathroom once again I go to my closet to select my clothes. I pull out a par of black stretch jeans, a white shear button up top, and a little white belly top. Setting these items on the bed I go to my dresser I look through my panties and bras. Choosing a white thong with the white matching bra. Turning and setting these next to my clothes I return to the bathroom. Entering the shower I let the water trickle down my body between my breast, down my legs. I lean back and get my hair wet letting the water saturate it I reach for my Pearberry body wash. Putting the gel on my hands I start to work the gel into my shoulders rubbing it in till it shines pink. OI work the gel into my arms and over my hand. Starting on the other shoulder I make it a nice shean of pink matching the other side and down the arm. Working my way back up to my shoulder I work the suds up and over my breast both hands working on one. Turning the nipples to hards peaks withthe washing I wash down my tummy paying extra care to my belly ring. Moving my hands around my side to my back I wash as much of it as I can reach. Running my palms over my ass cheeks I slide one finger inbetween the cheeks of my cheeks, making sure it is clean. I lean over and wash my right leg starting at the top of my inner thight and glide my sudsy hands down my leg. Starting at the ankle of my left leg I start washing upwards till I get to my last place. The heat readating from my mound has me turned on but I know I will not satisfy myself just yet that will be saved for another time. I run my fingers through my hair and down making sure the labia is clean. I stand back under the water to rinse the suds from my body I watch as they slide down the length of my form. knowing I am just waisting time I hurry and wash my hair not raking the extra time I usually do but knowing I have things to get done today.

I step out of the shower and reach for my towel patting my skin dry I work it fast over my body. Walking to my bedroom I hang the towel over the chair in the corner. I reach forst for my panties, stepping into them I glide them up and over my legs. Feeling to make sure they are sittiing just right I reach for my bra putting it on.
Cont.

 

[Mystical]

Next I reach for my jeans, sitting on the bed I pull them up my legs. I button them just below my navel. Next I shrug into my belly top and position it right below my breast. Last but not least I put on the Shear white blouse, stepping to the full length mirror I inspect myself. Looking and seeing only that I need to brush my hair I turn to do just that.
Brushing quickly as the time is slipping away, I sweap it up into a black banana clip and slide my black heals on. Leaving the bedroom I head to my desk I grab my list and my keys and walk towards the door locking it as I leave.

 

[Mystical]

As I am leaving my flat I turn to my car, a red Saturn and purrs like a kitten. Everytime I drive I feel I am the queen of the road. Never taking to many chances I would speed here or there. Love the feel of a machine beneith my hands. Reaching my car I unlock it and get in. Putting my seat belt on I turn the key, hereing her purr to life I put the car into reverse and look to see if anyone is coming. I back out into the road and put the car into drive. I think where will I had to first. "I better get the dress first." Knowing just the place to go for it I head to the nearest Nordstrums.

45 mins pass and I see the store just ahead getting into the turnlane I turn into the parking lot. I find a parking spot close to the doors. Shutting off the car I get out, walk to the doors and enter the establishment. Striding to the ladies section I start to look for the light colored, mid calf length dress that my Master wanted. Seeing a few I choose one that is sturdy cotton that has a low neckline, and spagetti straps. As I choose the first I notice a nice cream colored one that is satin and has silver lace over it, this too has a low neckline. I take both and move to the check counter. Making my perchases I turn to leave I notice a beautiful woman enter the store (for later use) I inhale a sharp breath as I watch her walk towards the ladies section. Watching I notice her nice curves and her little round buttum. She walks around a desk and then I notice she has a name tag on, "so she must work here" I thought. Turning back to the entrance I leave.
I think of where I want to get my panty set I decide on going to Victoria Secrets. Getting into my car and seat belt fastened, car started I pull out. Knowing I will be back. I turn right at the intersection and focus on my driving I head to the nearest mall, it also has the shoe store I can get my shoes at.

10mins later I pull in to the mall and find a parking space. As it is busier then Nordstums was I have to park what seams like amile away from the door. Getting out I decide what the heck after I get all my perchases done I will treat myself to a movie and dinner. Who knows when I will get a chance to with my new Master. Finally entering the main entrance I turn left, ( since I parked on the side that Victorias Secrets is on) I didn't have to far to walk. Upon entering I go over to the sales clerk and ask "Where can I find your Bra and panty sets?" She looks up and says "Follow me ma am." I follow and she takes me to the back of the store. She shows me the back far wall and on it hung bra and panties in every shade of color you could imagine. "What color and size are you looking for?" She asks "Well I need a white and silver push up bra in size 36 C. Strapless prefered, I also need a pair of white thong panties and a pair of siver, matching garter, and matching stockings that have the seam at the back. But with the stockings I am also looking for them to have laces at the top." She walk over to the far wall and finds the bras in no time flat. She then asks "I have two different kinds of thongs one is a thong panty with a full lace panty attached, the other is just the thong which would you like?" I decide on one of each at least if my Master doesn't like it I can always wear them at home. She then reachs down to the drawers under the racks and starts to sift through the stockings she pulls what I asked for out of the drawer and walks over to me with everything I had asked for.
Walking back towards the check out counter I see a red teddy that falls to mid thigh and panties to match. I grab it off the rack and procede to follow her. Putting everything my Master wanted on the counter I tell her "It will be two seperate perchases please." She starts to ring up the white stocking set I had put on the counter. Telling me the total I pay and lay the other items on the counter. She rings these up as well and and tells me the total handing her the money, I wait as she puts every thing in tissue paper and a bag. Smileing and saying "thanks" I walk out the door. Smiling to myself I know I have chosen well for my Master. I turn right and continue the way I had started and cross the walkway to the nearby shoe store.

Seeing the shoes right away that I want in the window I go in and find the sales clerk, assking him to get me the black heels in the window and telling him my size. He leaves and returns later with a pair of black heels. I then think "I need soemthing to go with the silver cream dress." I smile and say "I am sorry do you have any ankle high boots with heels the color of silver or cream?" Looking at me he says "As a matter of fact we just got some in today. The heel is 4 inchs is that alright?" I nod and he walks off to go and retrieve them. I look around the store as he is gone and notice that they have a lot of nice shoes here, everything from woman's running shoes to the sexy dancing shoes, used my dancers. Thinking "I will have to come back here too and look around more when I have some more time." As I finish my thought the sales clerk returns carring the box. "They are cream colored." He states Opening the box I look in side and know they will go perfect with the second dress I bought. "Anything else I can help you with?" He asks "No I am done for today." Smiling he rings up the first shoes as with the other store I keep the two seperate. I pay him for them and wait for him to finish with the other ones. Paid I leave the store, feeling his eyes follow me as I walk away I sashay a little more, knowing he liked what he saw and feeling good about it.

Taking a break from shopping I walk towards the middle of the mall headed for food. Getting to the food court I head to the Taco stand and order tacos and a Dr. Pepper. Sitting at a nearby table I eat. 20mins later I finish the last of my soda and I get up to go and find the last thing on my list, the butterfly.
I look for the nearest mall information center and notice it is back the way I came so I head off to it. Getting there I start to look for what I need. (Wanting a jewelry store that deals in special jewelry) Finding what I need on the 3 floor I walk over to the elevator and step inside when the door opens. Pushing the button I wait. It stops and I step out looking left then right, aww there it is. I saunter over to the shop, look for a sales clerk and finding one I clear my thraot to get her attention. She looks at me and says "Yes can I help you?"
"I hope so. I am looking for a unique butterfly pin. Something that very few people have or has seen."
"I think I have just what you are looking for, if you will just follow me." I follow her to another counter, she opens it and pulls out a black velvet box. Lifting the lid, laying inside was a crystal and gold Butterfly. The body is made of gold, the wings and enteni is done in crystal, falling in love "I'll take it." not even looking at the price knowing I have run out of my Master money and knowing the Butterfly pin will please him as much as me I hand her my credit card. She returns with the reciept I sign and she hands me the box. I turn and leave the store very happy now that everything my Master wanted had been a complished in a few hours. Now I could enjoy the rest of my day and I thought of what I wanted to do.

 

[Lilbudy]

Wed pm

Dear "lil one"

I have put much thought into our meeting Friday eve. I sit here at my desk at work wondering how I will do until then. I think and rethink of all the things I should accomplish and how to do them with and/or for you.

My thoughts are aimed at establishing my relationship as your Master, but yet doing it in a way your trust in me is not tarnished. I feel I will tread lightly, but yet push you a bit at a time to try to seek out and push your limits. I sense you are a bit unsure of the Ds process, but have a keen interest in proceeding toward just such a relationship.

I look at the clock. It is now but, 1:30 pm. This is only Wenesday! I think to myself will 5 pm. never arrive? Will Friday ever arrive? you, I am sure are having a slow week of it as well?

In looking at the time, I see it's 3 pm now. Two hours before I can leave for the day. Over 48 hours until our meeting and I'm already driving myself crazy in anticipation. What will my lil one look like? Will she enjoy her time with me? Shall she be able to adjust to me as her Master? Oh I have longed for point in my life to share these experiences with a special partner. Partner, that is such a perfect word............to discribe our up coming relationship. I sink, deep in thought, "partnership" to do together, trust, share, and emerg as one, united. I truely hope my lil one and I can develope as "partners."

I must go for now, work calls and my mind is all but give out from all of the thoughts within.


lb

 

[Mystical]

Looking at my watch I notice it is 5:00 and the late movie will not start till about 9pm. Since I do not need anything else for my adventure I decide to go ahead and go home for a bit.
Leaving the mall I find my car and proceed to drive home. While driving I start to think about what I should tell my Master when I write to him this evening. Should I tell him I bought extra things and let him choose or should I just go with the more boring of the outfits I bought. I decided I would go ahead and email him the choices and he can pick. Pulling into my driveway I get out. Looking at my lovely flat I think "Wow I still can't believe that is it mine."
Many years ago I started scriping and saving for this house. Seeing it in an add online while doing some research for a couple of friends of mine. Falling in love with it at first site I knew it would be where I wanted to finish raising my kids. After 5 years I finally had the money to make the first down payment on it. And I was approved for it immediatley. Moving in a week later the kids and I settled in very nicely.

Unlocking the door and stepping inside I lay my keys on the table right inside the door. I walk to my computer and turn it on. Head into my bedroom I kick off my boots to get comfertable at the computer. Returning to the computer I open my email and click on *New Message* And sit and think of what I was going to write my Master.

 

[Lilbudy]

5 PM

My Gawd,

I didn't know two hours could be so long. It's only 120 minutes isn't it? Last time I checked it was anyway. Or would that be 7,200 seconds. Seemed like a life time today, maybe longer. I have never been in such a state to leave work. But for what? I still have 48 hours to meet lil one. Can I wait that long? Will I still be sane in 48 hours.

My GAWD dude, I think!! It's only a meeting with a woman? Or is it? This moment is one I have wanted for longer then I can recall. To develope a relationship as "partners" in love, lust, kindness, respect, ......!

I exit the building where I have spent my working days for the past 3 years in a daze. Seems life has been a daze from the time I sent the e-mail to her or was it after the reply she sent to me? Hell I don't know. I do know that I need to get ahold of myself. Yes, and I'm to be the person in charge here, the "Master." Seems like I couldn't direct a 5 year old across the street between the white lines at the moment?

I turn to toward the parking lot to my car. At least one thing in my life that hasn't altered it's position in the past day or so. But then, wait, nothing in my life has chaged other than the agreement to meet lil one in two days. Oh you fool, calm down. I head toward my 240Z and climb in. I have loved this ride from the day I bought it new a couple years back. It's small, cozy, sproty, but yet thrilling to pilot through the winding/curvy roads in the area. I settle in for my 15 minute drive home. What awaits me there? I try to set all matters aside and concentrate on the task at hand, to pilot my trusty machine to the drive way of my up scale dwelling on the west side.

As I pull in and park, once again my mind is on the loose. How will she know me? Should I send her a pic? Have my instructions for her dress and jewlery been enough to allow me to notice and regonize her when she steps through the door? I think it's time for a COLD shower. That will fix my wondering thoughts, or will it?

I decide to relax at my computer for a few minutes..............surely that will help?


lb

 

[Mystical]

*New Message*

Dear Master,
i went shopping today in town. i bought what You asked for a light colored dress, it is cotten with spagetti straps. The garter, panties, push up bra, and stockings are white to match. Along with the shoes and Butterfly. i also got some more things Master, things i was hoping You would like. One is another calf length dress but this one is cream satin with silver lace over it. Also with the matching undergarments, silver to match as well. But the shoes are ankle boots, the color of cream to go with the dress. The stockings Master, have the seam You wanted but also lace at the top in the back. i hope this is to Your liking Master. The Butterfly Master, is how i was thinking You would be able to recognize me. It is unique in it's design and is the only one i have ever seen. The body is made of gold, the wings and enteni is done in crystal, it is small enough to fit in the palm of my hand. i hope i did well Master.

i will wear the white spagetti dress unless otherwise told. i can not wait till this friday.

lil one

Hitting send on the email I sit back and relax a bit before I go to put everything away.
Looking at the clock I notice it is now 6:30pm I should get something to eat before I head out to my movie. But wanting to get my purchases put away first I go to the bedroom. Reaching for the bags with the dresses, I remember the lady that had walked into Nordstroms just as I was leaving. She had a very lovely face, kind of innocent looking just the type of female I had always found atractive. The way she moved reminded me of one that was comfertable with her sexuality and did not fear it, as I sometimes did. Her eyes were the type of eyes that one could find happiness or pain in and one would be happy with both. Still thinking of her I hung up both dresses inside my walk in closet. Still not knowing which one I would wear on friday.
Walking back to the bed I took out the stockings and garter belts and walked back to the closet. Hanging them on specially made hangers just for stockings and garters. I finish putting away the bras in my dresser and put the shoes on the shoe rack in the other closet in the room.
I turn and look at the black velvet box lying on my bed and smile "He will love it." I thought to myself. Walking over I retreav it from the bed, turning to my ceder armoire, opening the door I set it on the top shelf with my other jewelry.

Leaving the room I enter the kitchen for a quick bite noticing that I had daydreamed for nearly 45 mins and it was now 7:15. I look in the fridge for something light to eat and decide on the salad I had bought the night before. Getting a fork I return to my computer to see if anyone was on for a quick chat to kill time.

 

[Mystical]

Not finding anyone online I decide to just browse the internet. Finding a site that had stories and chat I decided to check it out. I start reading the stories on Ds and before I knew it I was enraptured and the movie time came and went. Not really caring since the stories were very entertaining. As Midnight approuched I decided to just go to bed and sleep in the next day. Shutting down the computer I walk to the bedroom, deciding a hot, steamy bubble bath would be perfect, I enter the bath.
Turning the hot water on I turn to get my Pearberry bath foam, pouring in a good portion to make the bubbles nice and thick, I return to the bedroom to undress as I wait.
Unzipping my jeans and sliding them down my legs I sit in my chair I pull off my boots. Setting them aside for now I unbuttun my blouse and remove it and my belly top. Standing up and returning to the bath to check on the water level, turning it off I remove my bra and thong. Before entering the bath I turn to my little cubby hole of pleasure and remove my little toy. Stepping back to the bath I enter it.

The water rushes around my legs causing the difference of tempurature of skin and liquid. The feeling causing my skin to flush, drawing in a breath and sitting back letting out a sigh of pure pleasure when the foam and scents drift up around me. Seeting the toy on the side of the tub I begin to massage the water into my flesh losening the muscles and my touch drawing little moans of pleasure from within. Running my hands down over my breast I twueak a nipple in each hand and watch as the nips become hard thick peaks. Making the water swirl around my body as I move my hands over my tummy, the combination causing fire to rush through my veins to my mound. Laying my head back I left my hands to roam over my body in a rythm they knew all on there own. Drifting off a little I wake as the water cooedl and the bubbles had all gone. Stepping from the tub I look at my little abandoned toy laying there, "Maybe next time my little friend." I walk to my room and grab for the towel I had left there after my morning shower I wrap it around myself and crawl up onto my bed.

 

[Lilbudy]

RE:*New Message*

*New Message*
Dear Master,
i went shopping today in town. i bought what You asked for a light colored dress, it is cotten with spagetti straps. The garter, panties, push up bra, and stockings are white to match. Along with the shoes and Butterfly. i also got some more things Master, things i was hoping You would like. One is another calf length dress but this one is cream satin with silver lace over it. Also with the matching undergarments, silver to match as well. But the shoes are ankle boots, the color of cream to go with the dress. The stockings Master, have the seam You wanted but also lace at the top in the back. i hope this is to Your liking Master. The Butterfly Master, is how i was thinking You would be able to recognize me. It is unique in it's design and is the only one i have ever seen. The body is made of gold, the wings and enteni is done in crystal, it is small enough to fit in the palm of my hand. i hope i did well Master.

i will wear the white spagetti dress unless otherwise told. i can not wait till this friday.

lil one

Wed pm.
My lil one,

I am so proud of you. You have done well with your choice of items. From your discriptions of your purchases I am sure I will be very proud and happy Firday night.

Sleep tight,

Master
p.s. I am VERY proud of your letter my lil one. You have done well with your useage of capital letters. I'm sure you will like your reward as well.

********

I set the message to send early the next morning. Though I would like to have sent the response immediately upon recepit of lil one's message I choose not to. If she is half as "wanton as I" I figured my delay in the sending of this message will be two fold. First she'll be in wonderment as to if I received the mail she has sent. Secondly, to delay my responce will highen her desire to "hear from me." Though I would love to chat "live" with her I feel at this point it is better that I string things out a bit. Though it is very hard for me to do this, it is on the thought of hightening our feelings?

I decide to take a break, well deserved in my mind, from the hussle and bussle of the day. It is now nearly 7 pm and I know I need to get a bite to eat. Though my body is running on what seems like pure adrenil, not eating is an option I can not afford to exercise at this point.

 

[Lilbudy]

Wed night

I decide it's time I treat myself to a good meal this eve. Good in my book is anything that I don't have to cook . Though I would normally just jump in the 240 and head out to one of the fast food joints close by I have some different thoughts tonight. I need to go do a bit of looking for a "special item" for lil one. She has shown me thus far to be a thoughtful and attentive lil lady. I can not help but feel she have a reward for being special.

I go to my master bath to freshen up prior to leaving the house. All the while thinking of where I'm headed to and what it is I'll be looking for. I have a very good idea in mind, but it'll be one of those "won't know till I see it things" at least my mind tells me that.

With fresh duds on, I leave the house. Even though I'm a middle age adult now, it still thrills me driving the 240. I don't know what it is, but this thing is a bit sporty. As well being that it has a manual transmission, I have a sense of control while driving it. I can select how I want the car to act with my choice of gear. Maybe it's an extention of my desire to control, I don't know? I do know that I like the feel of the car and the experiece of driving it.

I snap back into the real world as I turn left onto the "main drag" headed toward the town's shopping mall area. I've decided to grab a quick bite to eat there and look for my "perty" for lil one there as well.

Pulling in to the parking lot I slip the slight lil car into an empty stall. As I exit the car something catches my eye. I see a beautiful woman in a mini skirt cross the lot just 60 feet away. I wouldn't normally pay too much attention to her, but she has a special look about her. Not only does she sport the short skirt, but the black sheer stockings and her boots! The boots, that's it. I recall my lil ones e-mail and wonder if this lady's are like the one lil one had discribed? This lady's are a platform type shoe, but has straps that criss-cross up to mid calf. Oh, they look soooo sexy to me. I avert my attention from her as she turns to head my way. I intrun head toward the entrace to the mall.

Once inside I direct myself to the food court for a quick meal. Though it's not the steak dinner I would have loved, I have other things to do this eve as well. I decide upon a Taco Bell meal. It'll be quick and something I can tolerate, given the choices.

Done with eating I turn in search of a "perty" for lil one. As I stroll past the second jewlery store, there in their case, I spot it. I step in and inquire about the item. The clerk is quick to answer my questions. I ask her to model the item for me, which she quickly agrees to. I'm awe struck by the look of the item as she wares it. I find it interesting that at this point I seem to not care that this girl is beautiful. My mind is lost at the look of the item and presenting it to MY lil one. I quickly tell the clerk that I'll take the item and ask her to gift wrap it for me. The next question was from her. She caught me totally off guard. The question was unexpected and I'm sure I looked like an idot as I stumble for my answer. My mind was not even in the universe as hers at the moment. I'm standing there thinking of how lil one will like and receive this gift and this woman asks me "What is the occasion?" There is a stumble in my voice as I tell her it's for my sister's birthday. I'm afraid to ask her why she wanted this bit of information. I assume to determine the color of the wraping? With that taken care of the purchace is completed and I leave the store, still half in the state of shock. Did I sell this gal on the fact that this was indeed for my sister? Or, for that matter, does it even matter. I feel like a kid, caught with my hand in the cookie jar!! As hard as it was, I decide to dismiss the event and head toward the parking area to go home for the evening.

I get in the 240 and thrill at the rocking of the car as the engine comes to life. I zip my way back to the house, smiling inside at my purchase. The short trip home takes only a few minutes. I park and head inside.

I glace at the grand father clock which says it's 8:45pm. Not too late, but now that I have been out and gotten my gift I feel tired. I reteat to the bedroom. Removing my shirt and pants, I return them to my closet. I remove my socks and briefs, tosing them into the hamper on my way to the shower. I pause as I catch a glimse of my profile in the full lentgh mirror as I pass. Wondering to myslef if lil one will like my form, should our lives conect and procede to an intimate level. I feel that I almost know her in that sense already, but know that these things come with time and will not rush into that situation with her. I take a quick shower to refresh prior to bed. I usually don't turn in until 10ish but feel overly tired tonight. I think it's more a mental tired ness from all of my thinking and dreaming throughout the day? I dry off and slip between the covers. Nothing like fresh flannel sheets. Once again, my thoughts drift to lil one as I would if she's like sleeping at my side as I drift off to sleep........................

 

[Mystical]

*crawl up onto my bed.*

Laying my head back I decide to just fall asleep instead of reading as I do everynight. Wanting friday to get here faster I drift off thinking about My Master.


Thursday dawns bright and early I wake to the sun slideing up my bed to kiss me on the face. The warmth was enough to remind me of the dreams I had been having last night. The dreams kept crossing between my Master and the female at the clothing store.

I had her in a lovers imbrace, my legs wrapped around her our breast touching each others from nipple to nipple. Her neck arched back for my kisses. Running my hands over her soft milky flesh. Remebering I purred and stretched as a feline cat does after a nice long nap. Swinging my legs over the side I head to the computer and turn it on for my morning email.

After starting it up I turn to the kitchen and turn on the coffee pot for my morning pick me up. Since both my vices were started I headed for my shower. After 45 mins washing myself and my hair thourghly I wrap my robe around me and head to get the coffe and my first fix of my computer.

 

[Mystical]

New messages

Turning to my computer with excitement hoping that the message is from my Master but not really believing it would be. Clicking on my email program I gaze at the screen there was an email from my Master. Not being able to contain my glea I click to open it.


*My lil one,

I am so proud of you. You have done well with your choice of items. From your discriptions of your purchases I am sure I will be very proud and happy Firday night.

Sleep tight,

Master
p.s. I am VERY proud of your letter my lil one. You have done well with your useage of capital letters. I'm sure you will like your reward as well. *


After reading it again and again I knew I had been good and I was glad that my Master was pleased. I decided not to write him back just yet so I can enjoy some of my last few hours of myself time. Finishing my coffee I return to the kitchen to finish my morning breakfast, consiting of cottage cheese, half pear, glass of OJ and more coffee. Finishing up I got the dishes in the dishwasher and head to the bedroom to get dressed. Since I don't have to work anymore I didn't have to be anywhere and could wear what I wanted.
Pulling a white half t-shirt over my head I head to the dresser for my silk boxers. Slideing them up over my curvse I could feel the softness of them running over my legs. Thinking I will have to finish tonight what I started last night in the bath. Heading out of the room I turn my stereo on to listen to the morning music show and start my cleaning up for the day.

 

[Lilbudy]

5:45 am.

Oh, but that alarm is rude so early in the morning. I would love something besides that anoying beeping to wake me up, but fear I wouldn't hear a quieter alarm. To be startled in the morning just to awake on time, I'm not sure is good for a person? With my disgruntalness out of the way, I get out of the bed. I hate leaving the warmth behind, but need to get the day moving. I strole over to the dresser to grab a set of under clothes for the day. My mind is half awake by now. My first real though of the day is of lil one. I don't know how/why a person, whom I've not even met, has such power over my thoughts. Not that I'm complaining, she just seems to be the only thing that crosses my mind. For now, it's on with the day. Shave, brush, shower, and then on to the grind of work.

As I stand in the shower I think about the "perty" I purchased last night. A wonderful thought comes to mind. It will mean I won't have a lunch hour today. That is one with which to eat a meal anyway. Yes, this idea will be one I'll have to follow through with. I think that I'll have to look in the yellow pages when I get to the office. I don't use this type of service day-to-day, so will have to find a shop for the service. I hope there will be one close to the office. Seeing that I only have 30 minutes for lunch to start with, I'll have to be quick about it. I'll maybe have to talk to the boss and see if I might be able to extend my lunch and stay late tonight to compensate for the time.

Shower is complete now. A swipe with the deoderant and splash of colone and on with the dressing routine. Unlike the days of recent, my manlyhood is limp this morning as I stepped out of the shower. I guess it was the concentration on the "perty" and not thinking of lil one as I've done in past days. The thought of her stirs my desires to an extent it's imposible for me to remain in a less than half-hard condition. Much as I've tried to move my mind onto other subjects to depress the thought of her/us, it always ends in failure. Nature wins out every time. I've come to not even trying to stave the urges off. My next line of thinking is how I will be able to refrain from taking her to my bed on Friday night. That isn't my goal with her, to bed her on our first "date." There will be plenty of time for those interludes. But it'll be hard to delay, especially if she has even half of the desire I do.

Dressing completed. I move to the kitchen for a quick bite to eat. In goes the toast as the glass is filled with milk. I guess it's a carry over from childhood? The morning meal is always the same it seems. Two slices of peanut butter toast and a glass of chcolate milk. As I get older I think of the non nutritional value of this meal. I can not however, seem to get away from this "staple."

It's out the door, as the clock says 6:30. Plenty of time to make the office by 7. Though I'm usually 15 minutes early. I hate being late for work or any meeting for that matter. I walk out to the trusty 240, starting the engine, check to see that it's in reverse, and back out of the drive way. Off to another day in the land of OZ....................

 

[Mystical]

*Cleaning*

After cleaning and dusting my house till non I decided to take a break and email my Master.

Sitting at the desk, I think about what I am going to write in response to his email. He had mentioned a reward for my being good so I thought I would start there.

*New Message*

Dear Master,
i got your email this morning and i am glad that i pleased You with my purchases. You mentioned a reward i am excited and can't wait to see it. But i just wanted to let you know that Your pleasure in my purchases is enough reward for me. i knowing that i pleased you makes me happy. Till friday evening then.

lil one

*Hit Send*

Wondering what I was going to do with the rest of my day I decided to take a drive to the local pond and feed the wild life there. This was something I had started with my kids when they were little and continued to do after they left for school.

I headed toward the bedroom to get ready to go and choose a nice pair of dark, slim, fitting jeans, that looked as if they had been painted on by an artist. Choosing not to wear any panties for the day I put on a black lace bra and pulled a short sleeved brown velvet short over my head. Finishing my attire are my dressy, black, sandel boots. I grabed my keys and out the door to my hot little red Saturn.

I reverse from teh driveway and head south to the pond. Feeling the vibrations from the road through my car I think about what my reward will be from my Master.

 

[Lilbudy]

Thurs Morn

I sit at work busy with the daily drill of "work." My mind drifts to Friday and what it will hold in store for us. Having no idea at this point, but yet excited in anticipation. Then the "ding" from my puter. I look at my inbox and see that I have a new email from lil one. I have my puter at work to read my pop3 mail as well, but have to be careful about viewing it, so as no one else sees it. I read the new mail from her, but can't respond from work. I don't want this type of mailing to go through the server on its way to the destination.

Instead I side track the thought of returning an e-mail to lil one with looking in the yellow pages for a shop to complete my task this noon. I'm in luck there is a shop within two blocks of the office. I'll be able to walk down there and drop the perty off and still get a sandwich on the return. Great this is all falling into place. I write the number and address on a memo sheet and slip into my pocket. I think I've seen this place on my daily drive, but like to have the details with me. I hate not being able to complete things, cause I didn't bother to have all the information I have had with me.

It's time to return to work, as I await lunch time to head off to the shop. My mind still isn't 100% here and on my work. I do the best I can and use the other portion of my thoughts pondering, planning, and rehearsing Friday night..........................

lb

 

[Lilbudy]

Task....."pretty"

It's here, noon. I thought I would never make it this far. It has been a long morning to say the least. My receptionist called in sick this morning. That makes the day even harder for me. On top of the work duties I normally have, with their dead lines, I now have to answer all of the phone calls to the section. It looks like working late this evening to make up for my longer lunch won't be a problem. I'll have things to catch up on that I wasn't able to get to during the day today. I sure hope she makes it in tomorrow. Don't know that I could handle two days in a row in her absence.

I leave the office and head for the shop. I'm hoping I can locate it without a problem. I decide to walk. First off it's only a couple of blocks away. As well, if I were to take the 240, then I'd have to find a place to park. I don't like to take the car out of the parking garage during the day at work. That presents more of a pian in the ass then it's worth.

As luck would have it, I walk right to the shop. I enter and discuss with the clerk what it is I would like for them to do for me. She says it'll be about 10 minutes. I ask if she means they can do it while I wait? She says sure, or that I may stop back later, but it should only take about 10 minutes. I tell her great, I'll be back in a few minutes. This will allow me a chance to grab a bite to eat for lunch.

I exit the store and spy a McDonald's across the street. I walk in and order my normal meal for there. Six piece McNugget, fries, and McFlurry...butter finger today. The young gent behind the counter asks what would you like to drink with that value meal. I tell him, as I always tell them, the McFlury will be my drink. He shakes his head as he turns to get my meal. I take a seat and eat the Nuggets and fries. I savor the McFlury.....the best part of the meal for me. After the Nuggets and fries are gone, I pick up and deposit my trash on my way out.

I head back to the store and the gal hands me the pretty and says here you are sir. I admire the work and tell her this is just perfect, that she'll love it. She smiles at me, in a knowing way, and says I'm sure she will. I don't make too much of her look, but wonder how many times she's had requests for work like she has just done for me? It's almost as if I would be embarassed to return here? I however, am stronger than that. Should the need arise for more of their work, I wouldn't be affaid to walk right in and ask them.

Leaving the store I head back to the office. My McFlury is about gone now. I savor the last few bites of it. All the while smiling inside about the present I carry. Hoping that lil one will like it? I truely think she will, but there is that doubt. I try not to put too much thought into that part of it. I does me no good to wonder or worry about it at this point. I like to think more of how much she'll enjoy it. Knowing that it came from her Master and He cares for her enough to reward her. As well that He thinks of her deserving such a perty.

I enter the office and settle in for the afternoon's work. I think of my reply to lil one, that'll I write tonight. What I shall say. As well what I won't say. I think that is part of it, to keep her wondering about some things. I think after all I am the one that should be in control here. I wonder to myself if I CAN control the situation. Or, if I'll melt in her company? I make up my mind that I'll be strong...............................
Ring Ring......it's the damn phone again............................

lb