Sub male living his desires online

[SfMM]

Hi there not sure how to really start this or even what to say, but as the title says I’m submissive, I’m a guy and the only way I’ve lived/interacted with my fantasies is online. Whether that’s reading erotic fiction, chatting with ppl etc. I’m not sure how to bring up my real desires with my partner plus I’d also just like to talk about them behind her back too…

 

[Sckrfay]

I’m a mature, bi, submissive…
I’ve had to live out my fantasies w/ a long term FWB’s… he’s very encouraging and somewhat demanding… I’m clearly the gurl in our relationship.
I also connected w/ a black FemDom several years ago who let me be me while we played…
But I’ve never discussed my real desires w/ my partner… it keeps my on edge but not fully disclosing…

yep, understand that entirely