iwillmindU
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- Oct 3, 2008
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Well, it's a new year, and I find myself in a new place, with the same need: i want to find my true path. I recently updated a profile on another site. Here is what it says:
To thine own self be true...finally I can do so. Today I learned what I am, you can read about it more here: http://www.thetech.org/genetics/ask.php?id=23 Technically, I am what is called a mosaic. It occurs when cells divide and make a mistake. Moreso, I am a chimera which means having two different cell lines from two different embryos; some people call it by other names. In body, and in mind, I am both male and female. I am female at my root self: genetically, in my base rna, and in some of my physical traits that can be observed. However, I am also male in that there are some things male that are intertwined with who I am, and I cannot separate the two from one another, ever. At 13 days after birth, I lost what some people would conceive to be the most important part of a woman's body: Her ovaries, fallopian tubes, uterus, vaginal canal, and those aspects of myself. The chemical requirements of my body never changed, though. So, although I may never look quite as female as an average woman, I am, above all else, a real woman. Perhaps, in time, I will be able to correct some of the more noticeable male characteristics that have been woven throughout my body, but I can never completely eliminate them. It is not possible to separate yourself from your genetic code; whether you have two strands of DNA or one.
Coming to accept who I am is not an easy task for me. I am a very analytical person, and so even with all of the intelligence that I possess, the truth is that I might never fully comprehend the complete impact of what occurred with me, how I should represent myself to society as a whole, and how it will impact my longevity. At the same time, I know that I have a great deal to offer that special person who can see beyond the book cover and appreciate what is between the beginning and the end of the story.
I have been a real submissive and nymphomaniac since I was 13 years old. I do not do well outside an environment that is managed for me. I know there are people who come here who would treasure someone like myself. I have much to offer in myself and I am both studious and highly obedient. Easy to mold, I would make a perfect submissive partner to the right person or couple.
I have only had relationships with bi or lesbian women and yes I do not know if that was ever the best thing for me. Maybe it was and maybe it was not. However, I know that I am not where I wish to be at this point in my life, and I know that I deserve to get to that place.
I will not be rude or mean to anyone. If what I have written gives you a reason to write to me, then please do. I am looking for a long-term partnership with the right person.
Leslie
To thine own self be true...finally I can do so. Today I learned what I am, you can read about it more here: http://www.thetech.org/genetics/ask.php?id=23 Technically, I am what is called a mosaic. It occurs when cells divide and make a mistake. Moreso, I am a chimera which means having two different cell lines from two different embryos; some people call it by other names. In body, and in mind, I am both male and female. I am female at my root self: genetically, in my base rna, and in some of my physical traits that can be observed. However, I am also male in that there are some things male that are intertwined with who I am, and I cannot separate the two from one another, ever. At 13 days after birth, I lost what some people would conceive to be the most important part of a woman's body: Her ovaries, fallopian tubes, uterus, vaginal canal, and those aspects of myself. The chemical requirements of my body never changed, though. So, although I may never look quite as female as an average woman, I am, above all else, a real woman. Perhaps, in time, I will be able to correct some of the more noticeable male characteristics that have been woven throughout my body, but I can never completely eliminate them. It is not possible to separate yourself from your genetic code; whether you have two strands of DNA or one.
Coming to accept who I am is not an easy task for me. I am a very analytical person, and so even with all of the intelligence that I possess, the truth is that I might never fully comprehend the complete impact of what occurred with me, how I should represent myself to society as a whole, and how it will impact my longevity. At the same time, I know that I have a great deal to offer that special person who can see beyond the book cover and appreciate what is between the beginning and the end of the story.
I have been a real submissive and nymphomaniac since I was 13 years old. I do not do well outside an environment that is managed for me. I know there are people who come here who would treasure someone like myself. I have much to offer in myself and I am both studious and highly obedient. Easy to mold, I would make a perfect submissive partner to the right person or couple.
I have only had relationships with bi or lesbian women and yes I do not know if that was ever the best thing for me. Maybe it was and maybe it was not. However, I know that I am not where I wish to be at this point in my life, and I know that I deserve to get to that place.
I will not be rude or mean to anyone. If what I have written gives you a reason to write to me, then please do. I am looking for a long-term partnership with the right person.
Leslie
