Somtimes the sissy in me is overwhelming.

[bigmanlilskirt]

Most of the time I just want to dress like a sexy slut and suck cock. But the cycle always returns and i need a small adjustment. These are the times that my hair should be my leash.Yank me back and forth by it. Slap my face till Iopen my mouth and recieve the long stream of spit that awaits me. Male or female use me. Humiliate me. (As long as everyone is healthy) Push my face into puddles of cum. I will lick it from the floor, drink it from a cup, or eat it from an ass. Fuck me with strange objects and piss on me. After awhile the need for being degraded and abused will pass, and I will just crave stockings pantys and a dick to suck. I am obviously really horny right now and would be in heaven if this were happening right now. But its so hard to meet like minded people who are close, safe ,clean, and normal. When these phases hit me I do what I can(from the other personals ive read it seems im not alone) I will stuff anything in me, I constantly paddle myself. Ive covered my legs and ass in welts(few on the balls too)from using a switch. Boubon enemas that i licked off the floors. Ive pissed in my face and mouth. Filmed it all and left copys to be found when i moved away. As soon as i learn to upload i will share them with anyone who cares to see.If anyone wants to share their thoughts, I would love to hear them.