Something Unique

[RyanBooks]

It's been a while since I have been here. I will admit that I am not sure if I offended anyone or hurt anyone when I left. If I did, I am sorry. Life is well... complicated. To say the least. It's not an excuse, but I guess reality.

I am looking to make friends with a mature lady around my age (40). Someone who is missing what I am missing. That spark, that spontaneousness, that deep feeling in your stomach that lets you know someone is thinking about you, that excitement of opening a PM or email knowing the person is writing to you, the thrill of the chase, and the gittyness of the flirtation.

 

[RyanBooks]

Just a selfish bumpity bump.

 

[RyanBooks]

Perhaps I am looking for something too unique?

 

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[RyanBooks]

To put it out there in the open, there really isn't anything special about me. I have begun to reach middle age (40). Although I think I carry it well, I am too short for my weight. I am not a specimen of a Greek god, I am not chiseled, and my six-pack abs are well insulated. I am basically your average guy all around. I don't have amazing sex stories. I have never explored my sexuality before, and haven't had the sexual experiences that others have had.

I have a hard time "selling myself"... it part because I don't really think there is much about me to sell. I have my guilt for being here, yet I come back attempting to explore who I am, what I fantasize about, since I cannot and will not get it at home.

While not having the physical physique of Daniel Craig in my avatar, I think the scene capture who I am. Someone to is tender, loving, compassionate.

I want to flirt, to share fantasies, to explore new ones, turn on someone through words, and talk about the days events.

Outside of being a married man on a forum talking about sex, I am a decent guy. just wanting to explore what I cannot in "real life".

Well... there is a little more about me... now I hope to hear from you.

 

[RyanBooks]

As an amateur home cook, I like to explore and cook authentic Indian cuisine. Much like Indian cooking which takes all senses from the feel of the ingredients, using your hand to eat, from the arraignment of spices to create wonderful tastes and aromas, knowing how much to use of stronger more flavorful spices like asafoetida... I wish to bring that spiceyness into my life and into the life of someone else.

Perhaps someone would like to join me in the kitchen?

 

[RyanBooks]

Shameless bump...