so....

[lavender]

 

[Never]

Are you lonesome tonight,
do you miss me tonight?
Are you sorry we drifted apart?
Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day
When I kissed you and called you sweetheart?
Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare?
Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there?
Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight?

I wonder if you're lonesome tonight
You know someone said that the world's a stage
And each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange
And why I'll never know.
Honey, you lied when you said you loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on hearing your lies
Than go on living without you.
Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you won't come back to me
Then make them bring the curtain down.

Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight?

 

[nasty]

When I'm lonely

Which is often for me, I watch TV, listen to the radio, or read a good book.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

well... i guess i left out a little... cuz its not just the loneliness thats getting to me.. everything is. the job, my parents, my supposed friends, the rest of the family, not being able to see my best friend, everything... and i cant take it anymore. and i say its the loneliness cuz thats the most obvious feeling to me right now. and it doesnt seem to matter what i do right now, i still feel this way. and i dont depend on someone else for my happiness. i turn to my best friend because he will support me in any decision i make and give me advice (not always what i want to hear) and just cuz he wants me to be happy, i have a desire to be happy. and i dont have that desire while i'm living at home which then creates a lonely feeling for me along with bits of depression. i've tried going out with other people, starting projects, babysitting, and so on.. none of this stuff helped me any.

 

[Guest]

This is a learning and growing opportunity...

 

[Willing and Unsure]

thanx everyone for the suggestions...

and thank you Mistress Honey... i think what you said in that post is exactly what i needed for advice.. i find it very helpful to me right now...

 

[LordMagicMan]

I usually just sleep it off. Sometimes i need to cry myself to sleep but i get there.

Maybe get a shrink? I'm going to look into the counslers when i get back to school. I've gotta figure out why i do some of the things i do.

But anyway, I was just stood up again. What a day. Ran over by a pallet, almost broke my leg. Pissed off a couple of my 'friends' and now i got stood up. Woohooooo... oh well. Such is life.