So... not sure what I'm looking for...

jeena13

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Hello,

So as the title says, I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I don't intend on cheating but thoughts cross my mind. To be honest, sometimes I just feel a little lonely and just want to be be appreciated or to feel again.

I'm not a supermodel or the ultimate fantasy. I'm a regular woman with a toddler living a regular old life. I love my family but I work too much and there is never time and the sex is non existent. I haven't had a lot of partners but I always wonder....

Like any human, I can get very horny at times. I watch porn. I masturbate. I fantasize about pervy situations, what it would be like to be submissive, or to have black cock for the first time, or just to be fucked silly.

Maybe this is stupid but there have been worst posts I'm sure. Maybe a buddy via email would be nice to talk about anything and everything from g rated to x rated.

Prefer male, 35 to 40ish.

Eeeeehhhhhh 😐
 
Hello,

So as the title says, I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I don't intend on cheating but thoughts cross my mind. To be honest, sometimes I just feel a little lonely and just want to be be appreciated or to feel again.

I'm not a supermodel or the ultimate fantasy. I'm a regular woman with a toddler living a regular old life. I love my family but I work too much and there is never time and the sex is non existent. I haven't had a lot of partners but I always wonder....

Like any human, I can get very horny at times. I watch porn. I masturbate. I fantasize about pervy situations, what it would be like to be submissive, or to have black cock for the first time, or just to be fucked silly.

Maybe this is stupid but there have been worst posts I'm sure. Maybe a buddy via email would be nice to talk about anything and everything from g rated to x rated.

Prefer male, 35 to 40ish.

Eeeeehhhhhh 😐

Would you be interested in talking with a 30 year old male?
 
I don't think it is stupid at all. I imagine many here can relate. I know I certainly can. Sometimes it means everything just to have someone that accepts you and it willing to listen and be there.

PM sent with my personal thoughts.

Good luck and Welcome!
 
Hello,

So as the title says, I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I don't intend on cheating but thoughts cross my mind. To be honest, sometimes I just feel a little lonely and just want to be be appreciated or to feel again.

I'm not a supermodel or the ultimate fantasy. I'm a regular woman with a toddler living a regular old life. I love my family but I work too much and there is never time and the sex is non existent. I haven't had a lot of partners but I always wonder....

Like any human, I can get very horny at times. I watch porn. I masturbate. I fantasize about pervy situations, what it would be like to be submissive, or to have black cock for the first time, or just to be fucked silly.

Maybe this is stupid but there have been worst posts I'm sure. Maybe a buddy via email would be nice to talk about anything and everything from g rated to x rated.

Prefer male, 35 to 40ish.

Eeeeehhhhhh 😐

Hello, you sound honest and very normal with dealing all that life hands you. Would love to chat.
 
Hey Jeena,
I am 32 still married but my wife will not live with me and so even though we are not divorced I still live a pretty lonely life and only get to see my daughter on weekends. I also feel really unappreciated but I am also the only one that works so I do not want to leave the marriage till I know 100 percent I will be leaving with my daughter. I also have watched porn but after reading some of the terrible statistics about their ST rates and suicide rates I am not interested in it. So I just want to connect to someone and maybe feel like I am more then good for just paying bills. Anyhow if you want to chat drop me an email at blr358takedown@gmail.com. Perhaps we can talk and just appreciate the company.
 
Hello,

So as the title says, I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I don't intend on cheating but thoughts cross my mind. To be honest, sometimes I just feel a little lonely and just want to be be appreciated or to feel again.

I'm not a supermodel or the ultimate fantasy. I'm a regular woman with a toddler living a regular old life. I love my family but I work too much and there is never time and the sex is non existent. I haven't had a lot of partners but I always wonder....

Like any human, I can get very horny at times. I watch porn. I masturbate. I fantasize about pervy situations, what it would be like to be submissive, or to have black cock for the first time, or just to be fucked silly.

Maybe this is stupid but there have been worst posts I'm sure. Maybe a buddy via email would be nice to talk about anything and everything from g rated to x rated.

Prefer male, 35 to 40ish.

Eeeeehhhhhh 😐


Pm sent
 
Into the circle..

Hello,

So as the title says, I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I don't intend on cheating but thoughts cross my mind. To be honest, sometimes I just feel a little lonely and just want to be be appreciated or to feel again.

I'm not a supermodel or the ultimate fantasy. I'm a regular woman with a toddler living a regular old life. I love my family but I work too much and there is never time and the sex is non existent. I haven't had a lot of partners but I always wonder....

Like any human, I can get very horny at times. I watch porn. I masturbate. I fantasize about pervy situations, what it would be like to be submissive, or to have black cock for the first time, or just to be fucked silly.

Maybe this is stupid but there have been worst posts I'm sure. Maybe a buddy via email would be nice to talk about anything and everything from g rated to x rated.

Prefer male, 35 to 40ish.

Eeeeehhhhhh 😐

Hi,

I can relate to the emotional side of things that you are dealing with altho' my toddlers are older but still dependent. I go through the same cycle of thoughts and actions as you have described. It is therapeutic when you have someone to share those thoughts with and get some relief (sexually or otherwise) so your post as the first step is definitely a good step. I'm 48 so if that still fits in your 40ish range, and if you would like to chat, send me a PM and let me know. Good luck in any case and hope you find what you need.
 
Hey there good honest post.

Feel free to drop me a line, If you want to chat.
 
Hello,

So as the title says, I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I don't intend on cheating but thoughts cross my mind. To be honest, sometimes I just feel a little lonely and just want to be be appreciated or to feel again.

I'm not a supermodel or the ultimate fantasy. I'm a regular woman with a toddler living a regular old life. I love my family but I work too much and there is never time and the sex is non existent. I haven't had a lot of partners but I always wonder....

Like any human, I can get very horny at times. I watch porn. I masturbate. I fantasize about pervy situations, what it would be like to be submissive, or to have black cock for the first time, or just to be fucked silly.

Maybe this is stupid but there have been worst posts I'm sure. Maybe a buddy via email would be nice to talk about anything and everything from g rated to x rated.

Prefer male, 35 to 40ish.

Eeeeehhhhhh 😐
This is all totally normal. I'm a married 29 years old male who gets horny watches porn and masturbate to all kinds of fantasies. I would be up to chat even though I'm a little younger than you said, feel free to message if you'd like :)
 
Curious

I wax very interested to read your post. I know i felt a connection related to it, because I want to feel connected and not alone. Sometimes that means sex, sometimes it means just joking with someone that understands. From the answers I have read on this thread, it seems like there are a LOT of us here feeling the same way. I have also seen other threads with similar types of concerns and wishes expressed.

I guess my question is, does this work, and if so, how? From my personal experience, I believe I have tried to be kind (here, and in real life) to be the kind of friend I hope to have. I try to be accepting of others because that is what i want. I guess I don't believe that I personally have had much success from it (in literotica nor in real life lately).

Sorry for hi-jacking the thread for a moment. I think it is great that Jenna posted here, and I hope she has found some of what she is seeking. I am just curious if people have been successful, and if so, what they think is the real key. (My inbox is wide open to advice, or to the inevitable "suck it up" replies.) :)

You may all return to your regular browsing.

I am djchatter -- and I approved this message
 
Then post when you do. The Trolls will eat you alive...if they haven't already. I hope you are ready for a fuck ton of dick picks, he/she and daddy doms to be knocking at your door as well. You just sent out an open invite to every vagina, cock and everything in-between. I highly suggest you try to find what you want quickly. This place is full of nice non creepy people. So don't let the odd balls throw you off. Best of luck!
 
Hello,

So as the title says, I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I don't intend on cheating but thoughts cross my mind. To be honest, sometimes I just feel a little lonely and just want to be be appreciated or to feel again.

I'm not a supermodel or the ultimate fantasy. I'm a regular woman with a toddler living a regular old life. I love my family but I work too much and there is never time and the sex is non existent. I haven't had a lot of partners but I always wonder....

Like any human, I can get very horny at times. I watch porn. I masturbate. I fantasize about pervy situations, what it would be like to be submissive, or to have black cock for the first time, or just to be fucked silly.

Maybe this is stupid but there have been worst posts I'm sure. Maybe a buddy via email would be nice to talk about anything and everything from g rated to x rated.

Prefer male, 35 to 40ish.

Eeeeehhhhhh 😐

We are human.... at least most of the time.... but sometimes we need to be animals. Have fun you only live once...
 
I suspect you are looking for permission. Permission to put into action that which you think about, but haven't yet found the rationalization to follow through with. Not an uncommon place to find oneself.
 
Been there - and made the jump...

I'm older now - and have the advantage of living an interesting life...
I was once where you are...if you want to talk about it with a non judgmental adventurer...seems like I spent a lot of my married life masturbating in the basement workshop! LOL
 
I understand

I totally understand, read my post, its almost a mirror image of you but the male female roles reversed.
 
Just wanted to say thanks for the support for my post/honesty etc. The responses are definitely interesting at times :)
 
I understand.....

Hello,

So as the title says, I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I don't intend on cheating but thoughts cross my mind. To be honest, sometimes I just feel a little lonely and just want to be be appreciated or to feel again.

I'm not a supermodel or the ultimate fantasy. I'm a regular woman with a toddler living a regular old life. I love my family but I work too much and there is never time and the sex is non existent. I haven't had a lot of partners but I always wonder....

Like any human, I can get very horny at times. I watch porn. I masturbate. I fantasize about pervy situations, what it would be like to be submissive, or to have black cock for the first time, or just to be fucked silly.

Maybe this is stupid but there have been worst posts I'm sure. Maybe a buddy via email would be nice to talk about anything and everything from g rated to x rated.

Prefer male, 35 to 40ish.

Eeeeehhhhhh 😐

I am a 39/m and many of the things you said ring very true for me. I especially relate to the part about feeling appreciated and feeling anything. I feel that same way very often. I also love my family but often wonder about other partners. I would love to chat with you in more detail because I think we are feeling may of the same things. Send me a pm if you would like chat.
 
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