So its Almost Graduation time....

[xMorganx]

Okay all as i am sitting here still nursing the car wreck wounds from last week, but on a better note the giant bruses are going away!

I realized that in december i will graduate medical school and offically be a doctor, do i know what field...no. though being in the ER gives me an adrinaline (sp) rush almost as good as sex. But i got to thinking, after about 6 years of college (plus all the college classes i busted my ass through in High School) what if i don't wanna be a doctor? i mean i always wanted to be a lion tamer at the circus.or somthing crazy. But then i feel bad because the state has basicly payed for all of my graduate education, so shouldn't i see it through. And my parents are so happy(i think it is for the free medical advice!) i know how to bartend, so why don't i do that for the rest of my life. This has been my pattern so often, almost reach a goal then decide to quit..... This is what happens all the time....grrrrr

so i guess i am beating myself over the head wondering if what i chose to do with my life is what i want!

 

[Kalyn]

I have a complete beleif that everyone can find satisfaction and joy in whatever they choose out of life, and well...if you don't, at least you know how to make a good drink, right?