BrightShinyGirl
Abusive Little Bitch
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- Nov 22, 2013
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Why oh why am I wide awake at 4:30 in the morning?
This happens to me about once a month. I wake up in the middle of the night and can’t get back to sleep again. I keep thinking about stuff I need to do at work. Or sex. Or ping-ponging back and forth between thinking about work and sex.
I hate it when this happens. I’m going to be a wreck tomorrow.
I don’t really want to masturbate but I also can’t stop touching myself. I think what I really want is a slow gentle fuck. So slow and gentle that it puts me to sleep. Is that even possible? Being fucked slowly to sleep?
I’m tempted to wake my husband up to try it but more likely we’d just be wide awake together and that’s not fair. No reason he should be a wreck tomorrow too.
I wish I had his cock in my mouth right now. It’s weirdly satisfying to suck his cock. It always puts me in this kind of zen-like calm. Has anybody else had that experience? I kind of go into a trance when I’ve got a cock in my mouth. Calm but also intensely focused.
I’m babbling. I really am sleepy. Writing this is helping. It’s like I’m getting all the sexy thoughts out of my head and onto the screen.
I really should stop masturbating and go back to bed. I’m not even playing with my clit. I’m just kind of tracing one finger along my pussy lips. More teasing myself than actually masturbating. It’s relaxing lying here like this with my legs wide open. So carelessly lewd.
When I’m having sex I always feel a bit like I have to put on a show. I’m conscious of how I must look. How I’m moving. But when I’m alone like this I can just do what feels good.
I think maybe I’m sleepy enough to try going to bed again. Wish me luck ...
This happens to me about once a month. I wake up in the middle of the night and can’t get back to sleep again. I keep thinking about stuff I need to do at work. Or sex. Or ping-ponging back and forth between thinking about work and sex.
I hate it when this happens. I’m going to be a wreck tomorrow.
I don’t really want to masturbate but I also can’t stop touching myself. I think what I really want is a slow gentle fuck. So slow and gentle that it puts me to sleep. Is that even possible? Being fucked slowly to sleep?
I’m tempted to wake my husband up to try it but more likely we’d just be wide awake together and that’s not fair. No reason he should be a wreck tomorrow too.
I wish I had his cock in my mouth right now. It’s weirdly satisfying to suck his cock. It always puts me in this kind of zen-like calm. Has anybody else had that experience? I kind of go into a trance when I’ve got a cock in my mouth. Calm but also intensely focused.
I’m babbling. I really am sleepy. Writing this is helping. It’s like I’m getting all the sexy thoughts out of my head and onto the screen.
I really should stop masturbating and go back to bed. I’m not even playing with my clit. I’m just kind of tracing one finger along my pussy lips. More teasing myself than actually masturbating. It’s relaxing lying here like this with my legs wide open. So carelessly lewd.
When I’m having sex I always feel a bit like I have to put on a show. I’m conscious of how I must look. How I’m moving. But when I’m alone like this I can just do what feels good.
I think maybe I’m sleepy enough to try going to bed again. Wish me luck ...