Slave's reunion with the scary ex

[MtrFmd]

I just wrote down a memorable real life experience with my ex that got me fantasizing about meeting her again for some unfinished business (full story here). Basically it would be about forcing me to perform oral sex on her, somewhat against my will.

I am looking for a plausible scenario that would make the story convincing.

Another thing I'm unsure about: why would I find it challenging to eat her? My real life story might not be very suitable here—too special, requires too much context.

Any ideas?

 

[Reenigam]

Your last comment is hugely relevant.

That's the problem with real life - you're hemmed in by the facts that you (and only you) know. We could make suggestions but they might be out of court because of something (maybe fairly trivial) which you know.

I could suggest she might have some kind of financial or other historically-based hold over you.. . a position from which she could blackmail you, maybe.. . but these would be shots in the dark.

 

[MtrFmd]

You're right, but I thought maybe others will have ideas that I haven't thought of. My thoughts were either in the blackmailing direction that you suggest, or about getting lured into a "trap". Like being at her home for some reason and suddenly getting overpowered and tied up.

 

[Reenigam]

Overpowering might be the route to go down. If she were ruthless enough, it could be the simple matter of hiring thugs to hold you down, blindfolded, between her legs until you'd done the necessary.

As I say, if. Only you know the truth of it. The realm of sheer, imaginative speculation is our free playground.. . but once you start trying to integrate imagination into a known reality, things can get messy.

 

[MtrFmd]

Omg, you just gave me an idea! It wouldn't be thugs though in her case. She works for the opposite team.

 

[lovecraft68]

The why is simple, you need her signature on some document so some material possession is now just yours.

As for challenging, that's where story telling comes in. I'd imagine the fact you really don't want to can drive some of that. Maybe she's asking you to do it while some of her friends watch and mock you?

 

[TheWritingGroup]

It could be as externally-undramatic as "You resent her and never want to see her again. And also, you still desire her and miss her every day. You don't want to eat her and risk getting mixed up in that emotional quagmire. Also, you desperately want to please her because it might mean she'll take you back." She could even be unaware of your mixed feelings.

--Annie