Sight where there is none, learning to love: A closed thread of romance

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Sight where there is none, learning to love
A thread of learning, for all involved.

at 18-years of age, Matthew turner was attending his first semester of college in the midwestern United States. There was nothing remarkable about him physically,
he had dark chocolate hair, and blue eyes, of medium height and weight. His only distinguishing characteristic was the fact he couldn't see. He had lost
his vision due to cancer when he was in middleschool, and had been blind ever since. He was farely easy going, and would talk with anyone that talked to
him. He was just a tad naive, the kind of guy that was smart, but had little experience with the world. Almost everything he knew he had read in a book.
He took pride in the fact he had the highest grades in his hi school classes, the problem was, that accademics were the only thing at which he seemed to
achieve success. He didn't have many friends, for he had attended a small high school, where anyone that was considered "Different" was shunned. He hopes
things will change, now that he is at a university, where he hopes people will prove more open-minded.


The bus rumbled to a stop, and the atendant got out followed by Matthew. He had his backpack with his books on his back, and held his white cane in his
right hand. He took the elbow of the atendant, who lead him to the door of the Library. Once there he shifted his cane into his left hand and proceeded
into the building after thanking the woman for her help.
He moved through the library, his cane making the distinct tap tap of his two point touch technique.

He made his way to a secluded study room he used often, for his hall was rather noisy, and he had a paper he needed to write.
Sitting on a couch in the room, he reached into his bag and pulled out his lap top, and switched it on. He plugged in the headphones, so everyone wouldn't
hear his screenreader, and began to work. Some part of his mind wondered if anyone would come join him, or if one of the many helpful librarians or assistant
student workers would come ask him if he needed help. He generally didn't, but it was nice to talk to people when they came by. Then, he had a long night
ahead of him, distractions would be most welcome, even if they were distractions from his work.

As he sat there, his mind wandered back to physics class, and he remembered a girl, he thought her name was, well he forgot, but anyway asking to sit beside
him. He had agreed, but hadn't been able to speak with her after that initial hello. Some part of him wondered if he would ever see her again. Not like
he really cared, he just thought about how there were so many people that he had met, he had no idea if he would ever see any of them again. But that was
the way at college. He didn't even think he would recognise her voice, even if he did see her again. He never forgot a voice once he knew the person, but
it took him a while to remember the distinctive sound of each person he met's voice. Once he knew them, they would be hard pressed to hide their identity,
but until then, he did a lot of "Who's this?"


ooc: this thread is close unless otherwise specified, please do not post unless I have contacted you specifically reguarding it.)
 
Elena

Elena Scott was sick and tired.

Her roomate was playing loud music, and sadly singing off key with it and Elena had to finish her paper for her Sociology class, because she was teaching a class the following morning. Elena was a student assistant in the history department. She knew she was going to have to work most of the night, and she also knew she couldn't work in these conditions.

Elena walked across her room and slowly zipped the soft brown leather heeled boots up her muscular calves, and checked her makeup, making sure her eyeliner wasn't smudged around her dark brown eyes. Elena had always admired her eyes, they were like deep chasms...that someday she hoped someone would appreciate.

Elena ran a hand through her almost black short pixie hair cut to tousle it and make it look a bit less tired. and pulled her pale blue sweater over the top of her brown denim skirt and packed up her laptop, And a couple bottles of water. Elena was going to the library.

Elena walked in through the library doors, and towards one of the study rooms. There were only a few people inside and Elena noticed a group of three guys sitting in her favorite area. She contimplated going over there, and then quickly changed her mind.

She noticed one of the guys look up and elbow his friend. Elena watched as both men ogled her well proportioned figure openly, and she was disgusted.

Elena knew she had a killer figure. 36 D breasts lightly cupped in a low scoopneck sweater showed off her assets, and the skirt hugged her curvy hips and voluptuous ass beautifully, but tastefully. Elena dressed to kill, but she wished men would have the decency to at least look her in the eyes first.

Elena decided to sit elsewhere, and she looked over and saw a young man all alone on a big couch listening to what she thought was music.

Elena approached the boy... tapped him on the shoulder...and asked if she could share the couch with him.
 
Matthew Turner

Matthew looked up at the tap on his shoulder, "Oh, of course you can sit here." he said sliding over to give her plenty of room." His cane was folded up and under his feet, and not visible unless one was looking. In this case most people could not tell he was blind, because he typed as fast as any sighted person, and if they approached him, his eyes looked very normal. He even looked at the screne of the lap top. Why not, where else would he look? He could see the light of the screne, but that was the extent of what he could see on it. He scrolled through yet another page of research on the ancient roman empire for his history paper he had to write. "Dammit." he muttered to himself, "I hate web pages sometimes." He fell silent again, and continued working. It wasn't that he was ignoring the girl beside him, its just he had work to do, and figured she did too, that's why most people came to the library. Of course, his shyness didn't help the situation, so he just simply continued to work in silence.
 
Elena

Elena sat down and took out her laptop. She made the pretense of working while silently contimplating her seat partner. He was quite handsome, and his blue eyes were exquisite, but Elena was confused. He looked at her for a second, and didn't take another glance. He didn't drool or gawk at her figure like every other male Elena had ever met since the age of thirteen.

Elena wasn't put off, but she was intrigued. Elena decided to see if he would ogle her the second time around.

She tapped him on the shoulder again, and apologized. She introduced herself.

"I am so sorry for bothering you, but my name is Elena and I was wondering if I could borrow a pencil."
 
Matthew Turner

He pulled off his head phones which were the type that slid over each ear. He didn't like to mess up his hair, it was a strange quirk of his, everyone had their own. He reached over to shake her hand, "Matthew Turner, I'd lend you a pencil, but I didn't bring one with me. I have my computer, so didn't plan on needing one." he said, dodging the fact he was blind, for he didn't want her to stop talking to him. His eyes looked at where he thought her face was, but he didn't make eye contact, and looked away for a moment at her computer which he could see the light from. "What do you need a pencil for if you have a computer too?" he said with a small smile.
 
Elena

Elena watched Matthew...it was obvious he was very shy. Usually Elena found herself the shyest person in the room, but tonight was different. This boy was polite, and very handsome, and quite shy.

It had been quite awhile since Elena had taken interest in any male, much less one that was handsome enough to make her a bit giggly.

Elena laughed softly, and spoke again.

I need a pencil because I like to outline my work before I write it down.

Elena smiled to herself, I'm not bothering you am I? And would you like some water?
 
Matthew Turner

"Why would you be bothering me?" he asked, "Of course you aren't bothering me." After shaking her hand (assuming he did.) he almost blushed, she had very soft hands. He couldn't think about that, he mentally kicked himself for his thoughts. Hearing her offer he smiled just a bit, "Sure." he said nodding slightly. He was lucky having vision part of his life, some of the body language came naturally to him, unlike some of the other blind people he knew. "I mean, yes, thank you." he said correcting his rather impolite initial response.
 
Elena

Elena reached into her bag for the bottles of water she brought.

She thought to herself that his hands were unique, strong but with slender long fingers. Elena wondered for a brief second just what those hands were capable of.

Elena blushed a little bit and shook her head to bring her mind out of the gutter. She handed Matthew the bottle of water, and wondered what to say next to keep the conversation going.

Elena was intrigued by Matthew, she had been sitting with him for ten or fifteen minutes, and he had not looked at her chest once. And those eyes...

Something about his eyes was fascinating to her... he never looked at her for long, but when he did she felt like she could see his soul... she HAD to keep this conversation going.

So Matthew, what are you doing in the Library at this time of night.
 
Matthew Turner

Matthew shrugged just a bit, "History paper due tomorrow." he said, "And There isn't a chance of studdying in my room, my hall is so freaking loud, you have no idea." he said."
He leaned back into the couch and took a sip of the water, and then set the bottle down and moved his hands back to his keyboard putting just one head phone on leaving one ear off so he could hear what she had to say, "And you? What brings you here?" he said as mentally he thought she had a nice voice, very soft and sweet.
 
Elena

Elena spoke...

Essentially the same issue... My roomate is being quite loud so I came down here to write a paper...

Elena giggled a bit... she decided to take a leap of faith.

Matthew... uhm... tomorrow after I teach my class would you like to get a cup of coffee an talk more?

Elena held her breath...hoping he would say yes.
 
Matthew Turner

"I'm lucky I have a single room, but its still loud in the hall." He thought about it, "Tomorrow's friday right?" he said, "Sure, That would be cool." he smiled. "That little cafe in the basement of the library here? Or did you have somewhere else in mind?" he asked looking in her direction as he spoke.


Was she really asking him on a date, surly not. She must just be curious about the freak, the guy no one liked or found attractive. He waited for her answer.
 
Elena

Elena had something different in mind.

No I wasn't thinking of the cafe here...I was wondering if maybe you wanted to come to my apartment...have a cup of coffee and possibly just chat or watch a movie...

Elena sighed deeply and said...

To be honest I haven't had a good conversation in a long time, and maybe we could just talk?

Elena knew this was awkward for him, them having just met, but she was so drawn to his eyes... to his face... to his smell...she had to talk to him in a secluded setting.

Elena smiled a big smile. For the first time in a long time...she was going to have a date!
 
"Matthew Turner

"Oh, sure." he said kind of shyly when she mentioned her appartment. "THat sounds like it would be fine, "So you are obviously not a underclass student. What year are you?" he asked curiously. He found himself wanting to know more about her too, surely she could tell he was blind, couldn't she? Then again maybe she didn't, he knew some people never noticed, in fact some folks didn't get it when he had his cane out. It was pathetic the ignorance of some of the sighted community. She seemed like a sweet young woman, hopefully once she found out he was blind she wouldn't freak out and leave him dateless once again.
"And why is it that you haven't had a good conversation in a long while?" he asked abruptly her words finally sinking in totally.
 
Elena

Elena replied...

In answer to your first question I am in between sophomore and junior status, because of a small hiatus from the school. Which is also the answer to your second question.

I tend to be quiet by nature, and I suppose I just find it hard to meet people.

Elena was confused by this boy. She knew that she herself had a problem looking people in the eye when she talked to them, but Matthew refused to hold her gaze and she had no idea why...

Elena also knew she had to be getting back to her apartment.

Elena quickly told Matthew which set of apartments she lived in and gave him the number, and she slowly and reluctantly packed her laptop and things in her bag...

She smiled at Matthew shyly, and said,

Well I have to be going, If you forget the directions to my apartment you can look me up in the campus directory and give me a call... I hope to see you around 8 or 8:30 at my place tomorrow...

She giggled softly and began her walk home.
 
Matthew Turner

"Yes, I am shy as well." he said to her words. When she said she had to go he nodded and told her he would see her the following night. Then he went back to his work, but couldn't consentrate, his thoughts were on this woman he had met. He didn't know how to approach the subject of his blindness. He didn't know if she knew. He was afraid of the rejection. Finally he went back to his room and lay down to sleep.
The next day seemed to crawl by as he fretted about, and anticipated his date for that night. Finally, at 8:00 he called the bus to get a ride to the apartments. He needed the bus, because he didn't know where they were, and the bus attendant could walk him to the door. "Will we be seeing you later Matt?" she asked, he nodded, "I'm sure, but I don't know what time, I'll call of course." he added to her.
The moment of truth had arrived. Matthew now stood before her door and gathered his courage to knock. He held his white cane in his left hand as he tentatively raised his right hand and gently knocked. Some part of him hoped she wouldn't answer, but a very small part. He war jeans and his dark blue polo shirt, the closest he ever got to dressed up outside of formal occasions. He also decided to wear his boots, for his other set of jeans were dirty, and the only ones he had clean were the pair that were supposed to go with his boots.
He had taken a shower and shaved, and his hair was done, jelled off his forehead as he couldn't stand his hair on his forehead. He waited for her to answer the knock idly tapping his cane nervously on the ground.
 
Elena

Elena Smoothed her pale pink cotton sundress and slid on her flat white sandals.
She checked her makeup and her hair and looked at her reflection in the mirror.

Not too bad... She said smiling a bit. She looked more dressed up than normal...but not overly so.

Elena heard the knock on the door... she took one last quick look in the mirror...and then trotted down the hallway to the front door.

Elena put on her best smile and opened the door.

The first thing she saw were those peircing blue eyes... and it was then she noticed the white cane...

Hel...

Elena paused for a minute, and everything all of a sudden made sense...why he would never look her in the face...and why he didn't drool over her like other men did.

He was blind.

Elena reacted quickly...

She spoke.

Hello Matthew, would you please come in?
 
Matthew Turner

He heard the door open and saw her standing in the doorway. He couldn't see what she looked like, but her shape stood out against the dark wood of the door. THere was an instant of silence, and Matthew realized that she had just realized that he was blind. She recovered quickly, he had to give her that. Furthermore, she did not freak out, or send him away either. Was she being polite? Or did it really not bother her? "Sure." he said, and stepped through the door where he stood rather awkwardly. "Um, where should I go?" he asked blushing, he hated asking for help, but it was a fact of his life. A fact of his life that no matter how long he was blind, he still found it uncomfortable.
 
Elena

Elena closed the door and said...

The couch is about a five steps in front of you and three steps to the left...

She took a deep breath and cleared her head a minute...and then smiled.

She waited until Matthew reached the couch and asked him what specifically he wanted to drink.

Elena was not bothered by Matthew's blindness...in fact she was intrigued by it, and hoped he wouldn't mind if she asked him some questions.
 
Matthew Turner

Matthew walked forward, and found his cane, and was surprised she did not offer to guide him there like so many people did. He didn't mind that she hadn't, but he thought he wouldn't have minded hanging on to her elbow to follow her to the couch, he could tell a lot about a person by holding their elbow. Sometimes height, sometimes even weight, and depending on how they placed their arm, sometimes an idea about breasts. As a blind person, you learned to pick up clues about a person where ever you could. He sat down folding his cane. Then answered her question with one of his own, "WHat do you have?" he asked in response. He sat up straight, not wanting to appear a bumb by lounging on the sofa, and he was also nervous as well.
 
Elena

Well I have water... Elena giggled.

I also have coke, coffee, Iced tea, and lemonade.

As she waited for his anwer, she watched him move to the couch.

He was very handsome she thought, and noticably nervous and she hoped she could put him at ease
 
"How about a coke." he said looking in her direction. He took a deep breath and tried to relax. When he heard her coming back he held out his hand to receive the glass, and felt her soft fingers brush his as she handed it to him. "Thank you." he said. "I take it I can set it on this coffee table here?" he asked gently nudging it with his left leg as he looked at her. As he spoke he wondered if she would walk around the table and sit to his left, or whether he would squeaze passed him to sit. He really didn't mind either way, but he might be able to pick up more clues about her if she walked in front of him, like what she was wearing maybe, if say jeans, or a skirt brushed against him.
 
Elena

Elena put the glass in Matthew's hand.

She paused and said, "Wait a second and I'll get you a coaster."

She squeezed past him and reached into a drawer in the end table next to the couch and pulled out a coaster, and handed it to Matthew.

She squeezed back by him and tripped a bit on his feet and fell forward a bit, catching herself on his shoulder... coming quite close to falling in his lap.

Elena giggled a bit embarressed...

"Whoops"
 
UberGutterSlut said:
Elena put the glass in Matthew's hand.

She paused and said, "Wait a second and I'll get you a coaster."

She squeezed past him and reached into a drawer in the end table next to the couch and pulled out a coaster, and handed it to Matthew.

She squeezed back by him and tripped a bit on his feet and fell forward a bit, catching herself on his shoulder... coming quite close to falling in his lap.

Elena giggled a bit embarressed...

"Whoops"


He steadied her, his hand taking hold of her shoulder, "Steady there." he said softly making sure to not spill his coke. Setting the glass down on the coaster she had given him. He gently guided her to sit beside him, accidently closer than he had planned, "Here sit down, before you trip over me again. I'm so sorry about that." he said with a small smile. The fall in a way had loosened the tension in the air, but at the same time heightened it, for his strong hands were on her bare shoulders, He let go of her then blushing, "SOrry about that, I just didn't want you to fall." he stammered.
 
Elena

Elena laughed.

"No I'm sorry she said".

"I wore new shoes and the bottoms are still slippery."

Elena quickly kicked off her shoes and curled her feet underneath her. She was a bit overtaken by how strong Matthew was. He had guided her to the couch with no problem at all...and she was glad he had placed her so close.

She had liked the feeling of his hand on her skin.

Elena decided not to dance around the subject of his blindness.

Elena spoke softly.

I suppose I didn't realize last night that you were blind...To be honest it took me by suprise, but I just want you to know that it doesn't bother me in the slightest.
 
Matthew Turner

Matthew nodded, "Yeah, many people don't notice right away. Its because my eyes look very normal." he added. "Also I am lucky in the fact I wasn't born blind, so I have most of the mannerisms of sighted people. Most of my non-verbal bodylanguage looks like anyone elses, where as a good friend of mine has been blind since birth, and non-verbals are much harder for him to comprehend."
"You don't need to be ashamed to ask me questions, I'd rather you ask than assume things that are wrong." he offered, "Not like I'm saying you would, but you know what I mean." he then smiled just a bit, "I am glad it doesn't bother you, it puts many people ill at ease, and scares some people away. I guess my shyness doesn't help that. My friend is so outgoing that people can easily look passed his blindness because he puts them automatically at ease. I find that more difficult. I was a quiet person even before the cancer that took my vision, so I can't just up and become a loud person." he added. "Now I'm rambling, I'll stop." he said blushing just a bit and looking down. "You probably didn't want to know all that."
 
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