*sigh*

Mae13

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Today was a strange day...I woke up needing someone. Lying in my vast expanse of lonely bed, my mind was full of visions...

...being woken with a kiss, soft and full upon my lips, fingers gently trailing through my hair; slitting my eyes open to see nothing but pupils before me, contracting in their love for me.
...a leisurely, playful breakfast in bed, the tart surprise of orange on my tongue, licking preserves from their fingers like a hungry kitten...
...hours of light, casual, soothing touching, fingertips drifting across my skin, bringing it alive with gooseflesh. A smile on their lips as the questing finds my sole ticklish spot, making me squirm and giggle in the morn. Over and over again, feeling the pads of their fingers tracing my face, my neck, my shoulders...all while softly whispering words of endearment against my ear.
...leading me to a warm bath, sliding in behind me, comforting arms wrapped around me. The warm run of water over my hair as s/he washes it, kneading fragrant bubbles through. Soapy, wet sliding of bodies together, like dolphins at play.
...big, fluffy towels drying my body, paying close attention to every crease. Pliant kisses placed here and there, after the pat of the towel...a flickering tongue occasionally taking a drop of moisture that was missed.
...tumbling back into bed, the flannel sheets still warm with our body's heat. Spending a lazy Sunday in playful loving...giggling and talking. Finding new things to share about eachother. Getting caught up in eachother every once and a while, words being replaced by sounds as we make love again. Cat-napping....
....realizing as the twilight comes again that we got nothing accomplished that day, yet got everything important done...

*sigh* At times being alone is peace, and solitude, and calm.
At other times it is a vast expanse of empty, aching need. It is wanting everything you do not have.

Guess it's one of the latter days today. Time to go run, and attempt to forget.

Be well,
Mae
 
Wow... not quite sure if I should spoil the thruthfulness of what you just said by responding... but how right you are. Glad to know someone else is feeling it too.
 
Mae, you are so right, but I am positive that you will find your soul mate soon. Such a beautiful lady will not be alone for long.

I found myself daydreaming with your words...feeling the same things that you did. Thank you for putting them into words.
 
mae

oh mae if only i wasent so far away
that would have been heaven to share that time with u
the only thing that would have made it better would have been to
watcth my 2nd most fav film
[last of the mohicans]
then make love listening to the sounds of enigma
[album mcmxcA.d song priceiples of lust]
[album le roi est mort ,vive le roi songthe child in us]
[album the cross of changes song return to inocence my fav]

then ice cream mmm what a blissful day that would be


lots of love 4 valentines day atreides
:kiss: :rose: :heart:
 
*heartfelt sigh*

The sacrifices I make... sometimes I feel it isn't worth it.

:(
 
yes mae,

sometimes being alone is peace and solitude, at other times it leaves us realizing the emptiness, our wants and needs.

on the other hand your way with words was absolutely beautiful. you are an amazing woman. your way with words was very sensious and loving. i have always found your pics beautiful, sensious and sexy, but your words, your words touching...
 
Mae:

To have someone as beautiful as you to hold and caress and kiss....to be the one that lifts your spirits and to make you whole as you so justly deserve.....to snuggle in a warm bed that smells of perfume and aftershave and other comforting smells....to run my fingers over your strong back and tease your skin with fingertips and fingernails lightly brushing over your whole body sending chills up your spine as my hands massage your tension away with deep long strokes....and just holding you and making you feel warm and comfortable.....

May you someday find that someone that makes your somewhere something wonderful. Never let go of your dreams, my friend.

*hugs*

Druce
 
Eyes!

Mae13.......

It is often said that the eyes are the windows to ones soul. One look into your eyes and you KNOW its true.

I enjoy everything about you Mae but those eyes are heavenly. You thoughts are beautiful. Man would I love to spend a Sunday with you! :D
 
sighing with you....

Had many of those mornings lately Mae. Maybe it is the winters blues or the gray skies overhead. The closest I get is having my dog jumping on my chest and licking my face becuase I'm late for work.

Hope you find what are you are needing, where ever it may lead you.
 
I feel your words resonate thru me as we approach that dreaded holiday for those of us alone at this time of year. I truly wish that internal compass inside you to lead you to person that completes you. Thank you for all the visual and mental comfort your words and that smile has brought everyone.
 
Mae13 said:
Today was a strange day...I woke up needing someone. Lying in my vast expanse of lonely bed, my mind was full of visions...

...being woken with a kiss, soft and full upon my lips, fingers gently trailing through my hair; slitting my eyes open to see nothing but pupils before me, contracting in their love for me.
...a leisurely, playful breakfast in bed, the tart surprise of orange on my tongue, licking preserves from their fingers like a hungry kitten...
...hours of light, casual, soothing touching, fingertips drifting across my skin, bringing it alive with gooseflesh. A smile on their lips as the questing finds my sole ticklish spot, making me squirm and giggle in the morn. Over and over again, feeling the pads of their fingers tracing my face, my neck, my shoulders...all while softly whispering words of endearment against my ear.
...leading me to a warm bath, sliding in behind me, comforting arms wrapped around me. The warm run of water over my hair as s/he washes it, kneading fragrant bubbles through. Soapy, wet sliding of bodies together, like dolphins at play.
...big, fluffy towels drying my body, paying close attention to every crease. Pliant kisses placed here and there, after the pat of the towel...a flickering tongue occasionally taking a drop of moisture that was missed.
...tumbling back into bed, the flannel sheets still warm with our body's heat. Spending a lazy Sunday in playful loving...giggling and talking. Finding new things to share about eachother. Getting caught up in eachother every once and a while, words being replaced by sounds as we make love again. Cat-napping....
....realizing as the twilight comes again that we got nothing accomplished that day, yet got everything important done...

*sigh* At times being alone is peace, and solitude, and calm.
At other times it is a vast expanse of empty, aching need. It is wanting everything you do not have.

Guess it's one of the latter days today. Time to go run, and attempt to forget.

Be well,
Mae

Like everything you do Mae, this was a photo of sensual lovemaking. Sure hope it comes true for you.:heart:
 
*sigh* At times being alone is peace, and solitude, and calm. At other times it is a vast expanse of empty, aching need. It is wanting everything you do not have.


Being alone is one of the things that don't get use to........... Its there when you go to sleep and it there when you wake back up.

The Breast Man...............tring never to be alone
 
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