I am a 21 year old American sailor stationed in Japan. I have been looking for a place to express myself and my feelings - I hope I've found the right forum.
I met my GF, Akiko, at a concert in Tokyo. For me, it was love at first site. Akiko is a 20 year old college student attending Chiba University. She is beautiful - and dresses very conservatively because of her major and status in school. I live about an hour away from her college, so most of our meetings are planned well ahead of time. Akiko is very sensual - built perfectly - and with the most beautiful skin and dark silky hair you can imagine.
In the past, we've had outstanding nights together. We party, we come home, we fuck. Her body is extremely tight - in every way imaginable. Her conservative demeanor in public really covers her "behind the door" animal behavior. She enjoys getting fucked - plain and simple. I was her second boyfriend that she had sex with - the first was a Japanese guy she was dating when we met. We had a wonderful thing going for about six months - then I made my mistake.
I invited her to a party where many other Americans, many of my coworkers, would be present at a military hotel in Tokyo. I wanted to show her off, because I truly was over my head with this sexual doll. The party is where I made a mistake. I noticed Akiko was getting a LOT of attention by a couple of guys - older men. I wasn't worried too much about it because of their age - as a matter of fact, I laughed it off. Later, I would see her dancing with these guys and even going outside to smoke with them - something I had never seen her do.
I drank too heavily and passed out. When I woke up - I couldn't find her. I kept getting "looks" from my coworkers - smirks even. I later found out from a friend that he saw her get into the elevator with one of the men. At that point - I lost my mind - I was going door to door trying to find her. We were all staying on one floor.
The man she left with had a roommate - the roommate found me in the hallway looking for her. He was brutally honest - he said "Tim - I am sorry, but your girl is with "him" in our room". I went to the door and started banging. Hotel security came and removed me - told me to get in my room or they would call the MP. I went to our room - alone. Around 9am the next day - Akiko made her way back to me.
To say I was heart broken is an understatement. I was crushed - I am in love with her - deeply. The thought of her with another man is more than I could bear. I broke down. To my surprise, she was rather cold hearted about the whole situation. Her response to me was "I am young - I want to enjoy being young". I asked her what this meant for us - she told me that we could remain "friends" and see each other but she also wanted this older man in her life. In other words - she wanted to date both of us.
Currently, I am playing along. I want her to remain in my life and maybe she will come to her senses and understand there is no future for a 20 year old and an almost 50 year old man. Now, when she comes down for the weekend or to visit - she always goes to his apartment first - and if there is time she will drop by and see me. He and I live in the same apartment complex.
There are days when I see them together - coming back to his apartment after he picks her up at the train station. As they disappear into his apartment, I know what he is getting and it hurts. I wait for her to drop by and say hello to me - but we haven't had sex since that night. I lone for her - I want her back. I love and miss her.
I met my GF, Akiko, at a concert in Tokyo. For me, it was love at first site. Akiko is a 20 year old college student attending Chiba University. She is beautiful - and dresses very conservatively because of her major and status in school. I live about an hour away from her college, so most of our meetings are planned well ahead of time. Akiko is very sensual - built perfectly - and with the most beautiful skin and dark silky hair you can imagine.
In the past, we've had outstanding nights together. We party, we come home, we fuck. Her body is extremely tight - in every way imaginable. Her conservative demeanor in public really covers her "behind the door" animal behavior. She enjoys getting fucked - plain and simple. I was her second boyfriend that she had sex with - the first was a Japanese guy she was dating when we met. We had a wonderful thing going for about six months - then I made my mistake.
I invited her to a party where many other Americans, many of my coworkers, would be present at a military hotel in Tokyo. I wanted to show her off, because I truly was over my head with this sexual doll. The party is where I made a mistake. I noticed Akiko was getting a LOT of attention by a couple of guys - older men. I wasn't worried too much about it because of their age - as a matter of fact, I laughed it off. Later, I would see her dancing with these guys and even going outside to smoke with them - something I had never seen her do.
I drank too heavily and passed out. When I woke up - I couldn't find her. I kept getting "looks" from my coworkers - smirks even. I later found out from a friend that he saw her get into the elevator with one of the men. At that point - I lost my mind - I was going door to door trying to find her. We were all staying on one floor.
The man she left with had a roommate - the roommate found me in the hallway looking for her. He was brutally honest - he said "Tim - I am sorry, but your girl is with "him" in our room". I went to the door and started banging. Hotel security came and removed me - told me to get in my room or they would call the MP. I went to our room - alone. Around 9am the next day - Akiko made her way back to me.
To say I was heart broken is an understatement. I was crushed - I am in love with her - deeply. The thought of her with another man is more than I could bear. I broke down. To my surprise, she was rather cold hearted about the whole situation. Her response to me was "I am young - I want to enjoy being young". I asked her what this meant for us - she told me that we could remain "friends" and see each other but she also wanted this older man in her life. In other words - she wanted to date both of us.
Currently, I am playing along. I want her to remain in my life and maybe she will come to her senses and understand there is no future for a 20 year old and an almost 50 year old man. Now, when she comes down for the weekend or to visit - she always goes to his apartment first - and if there is time she will drop by and see me. He and I live in the same apartment complex.
There are days when I see them together - coming back to his apartment after he picks her up at the train station. As they disappear into his apartment, I know what he is getting and it hurts. I wait for her to drop by and say hello to me - but we haven't had sex since that night. I lone for her - I want her back. I love and miss her.
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