Sexuality...or why am I here...

[englishbiggirl]

So, I joined very recently, having been a reader of the stories for some time.

And having joined, posted some stuff and had some PM's, one of the questions I was asked was why am I here?

And I've been thinking about this since. Background. As per my bio, I'm bi. Have known this since I was 13, and its never been an issue with partners. Through the years, (and this feels odd considering where I am now) but there was always sth missing sexually in my life. Not related to my husband.... he always tried, but perhaps in my head.

Then I started to read more and more and as I've got older, I've found that sex is now essential, and the variety is just as important as the quality and quantity. I'm certainly a better partner and do things I would never have done before.

But there is still something missing. I'm not looking to leave hubby, but he is sweet but I'm a little submissive..... and he is not dominant. At all. also there are things I'm interested in sexually that I think he would find difficult to cope with.... also I'm jealous so orgies for us both are put!

So my general questions are...

Am I a bit odd? Of can anyone relate to this.....
And if anyone wants to share experiences id be really interested

 

[spawnofdavey]

I can certainly relate from the opposite sideof the coin. I'll PM you later to explain.

 

[whenagain]

So, I joined very recently, having been a reader of the stories for some time.

And having joined, posted some stuff and had some PM's, one of the questions I was asked was why am I here?

And I've been thinking about this since. Background. As per my bio, I'm bi. Have known this since I was 13, and its never been an issue with partners. Through the years, (and this feels odd considering where I am now) but there was always sth missing sexually in my life. Not related to my husband.... he always tried, but perhaps in my head.

Then I started to read more and more and as I've got older, I've found that sex is now essential, and the variety is just as important as the quality and quantity. I'm certainly a better partner and do things I would never have done before.

But there is still something missing. I'm not looking to leave hubby, but he is sweet but I'm a little submissive..... and he is not dominant. At all. also there are things I'm interested in sexually that I think he would find difficult to cope with.... also I'm jealous so orgies for us both are put!

So my general questions are...

Am I a bit odd? Of can anyone relate to this.....
And if anyone wants to share experiences id be really interested

You aren't odd. There's a few on here with similar experiences.