severed heads-- It all Started

annaswirls

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Okay it was my fault my poem was beheaded, and thank you Treiste (I am spelling that wrong...) for the idea to post it here all in one so if anyone is interested they don't have to go put humpty dumpty together again, here it is:


It all started


it started when the
orange paintstick bled
into a river of spilled water


ink stained thumbnail digs itself slippery
under tight tendons of my wrist
you play the cords like living strings
of a silent cello


fingers curl slow
under your pull
one by another
into a loose fist


fountain pen dips into
navel ink well
metal scratches another question
across my skin
I know I will answer
I must


my fingers twitch
as if they were my own


It all started with broken glass
and a loose wire


branching blue veins
bulge and then collapse inward
as you block and drain
the one way valves
down the length of my arm


tease apart tender muscle
and roll your tongue over
exposed nerve fibers
neurons firing in shock
as axons play hot potato
with blinding white signals

until my mind knows
who owns my fingers



I awaken
with the taste of copper in my mouth
 
it all started: behind the scenes

a few people asked
what the heck was that all about
so here it is

it all started, unplugged

I wanted to give the feeling of the below without spelling it out, but sometimes spelling it out is fun too.

a bit egotistical but you know, it is all part of it.
How else would we survive the down deep self doubt?


off the top of my head
onto the keyboard
no editing

this is not really a poem

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It all started
on a Pennsylvania farm
pulling the white tendons hanging from
severed chicken feet
brothers making their claws curl
stratch
and attack

It all started
in a Biology lab
zapping frog legs with
jolts of electricity
muscles twitch and jump
me, pretending to be disgusted
like a good girl should

It all started
in a 7th grade classroom
crazy teacher showing
students how to freak out their
friends by bulging and
tunneling their veins
"sooooo cool"

It all started
with a dream
about losing control
of fingers
losing the filter
between thought
and word
and about the someones
who can do this so easily
and so well.

(it is intoxicating
losing control
especially to a control Freak....)


It started with fantasy of a tongue
running through the grooves of my brain
and two hands
massaging the muscle of my heart

but I am not ready to go that far....
I know a certain reader who may not be able to eat dinner if she has read this far! Ha!
 
Tristesse
Tristesse
Tristesse

I will type it 50 times so I never spell it incorrectly again.

Man, I have been mispronouncing your sn in my head all this time.....

Thank you Tristesse, for your tip on the forums, I have just dipped my toes in and even got my foot wet.

Tristesse, beautiful name, beautiful poems, beautiful lady... some people get their fair share.....


AS<----of to get a CAT scan, or maybe an MRI, or perhaps an IV coffee
 
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