ZoGoZo
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Dec 28, 2008
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I know there are many ways that I could consider things that I do to be self masochistic or even destructive. Fortunately, at an early stage of my life, with the help of others, I realized I have a highly addictive personality. Thus I struggled and ended any self destructive habits such as smoking, drinking and other bad behaviours which can be considered destructive to my health.
Yet, in many other ways I pursue several self masochistic behaviours that while punishing for the most part are not self destructive or derived from sexual torture/pleasure. I will not even enter the realm of what allowances I afford so that others can let their sadist self derive pleasures from and for their sub.
Example:
Today i am wearing a itchy wool dress to work, not unlike the old uniforms of a catholic schoolgirl's. I will endure and be heightened by this sensation for the next ten hours, with no way to escape this self inflicted pain.
Often I go out in the freezing cold not well bundled up wearing only flip flops on my feet, some leggings, a sweater, a hat and some gloves. At times I might walk a mile or two letting the bitter cold enrapture my fragile body. I do have limits but have gone out well below freezing with high winds.
I have many more, but these are two that i have done today. Anyone else have some non sexual self masochistic behaviours they would like to share or am I alone in this sea?
z.
Yet, in many other ways I pursue several self masochistic behaviours that while punishing for the most part are not self destructive or derived from sexual torture/pleasure. I will not even enter the realm of what allowances I afford so that others can let their sadist self derive pleasures from and for their sub.
Example:
Today i am wearing a itchy wool dress to work, not unlike the old uniforms of a catholic schoolgirl's. I will endure and be heightened by this sensation for the next ten hours, with no way to escape this self inflicted pain.
Often I go out in the freezing cold not well bundled up wearing only flip flops on my feet, some leggings, a sweater, a hat and some gloves. At times I might walk a mile or two letting the bitter cold enrapture my fragile body. I do have limits but have gone out well below freezing with high winds.
I have many more, but these are two that i have done today. Anyone else have some non sexual self masochistic behaviours they would like to share or am I alone in this sea?
z.
