BustyTheClown
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Hey guys, I just wanted to thank you all so much for posting on this thread... Hell, Rhumb, I'm *already* asking myself why I said all the stuff I did, and it's only been a matter of hours, much less years. I was in a negative mood last night because of a phone call I got, and it was from a person who makes me feel ugly both inside and out. I guess this thread was sort of my retaliation against... something... Lol it's succeeded in a couple of things: making me feel better knowing that others out there also have gone through the same thing, and making me feel really young and (dare I say it?) immature. Hehe, I can't remember the last time I was called "kid," but it's been a while...
But that's not my point. I'm a hell of a lot better about my self-image than I used to be, and I know I'm on the way to not caring what others say about me. I have to admit, I think a big reason why I'm still even hung up on my appearance like I am is because I'm surrounded by other people my age, who I've always sort of been intimidated by. Lol I don't know why, but I don't think it really matters. I know as soon as I'm out in the "real world" (because I realized about my second day at college that it wasn't nearly as different from high school as I thought it was going to be), I will most likely have a far less tough time liking who and how I am.
Still, thank you all so much for your responses. Please feel free to continue the discussion as it is, or take it somewhere else, or whatever. (Not like you needed my permission to do that or anything, but oh well.) You've all been very sweet.
But that's not my point. I'm a hell of a lot better about my self-image than I used to be, and I know I'm on the way to not caring what others say about me. I have to admit, I think a big reason why I'm still even hung up on my appearance like I am is because I'm surrounded by other people my age, who I've always sort of been intimidated by. Lol I don't know why, but I don't think it really matters. I know as soon as I'm out in the "real world" (because I realized about my second day at college that it wasn't nearly as different from high school as I thought it was going to be), I will most likely have a far less tough time liking who and how I am.
Still, thank you all so much for your responses. Please feel free to continue the discussion as it is, or take it somewhere else, or whatever. (Not like you needed my permission to do that or anything, but oh well.) You've all been very sweet.
