LilWhiskeyG
Virgin
- Joined
- Aug 9, 2014
- Posts
- 6
My how time flies when you’re busy being completely let down with the real-world dating scene. Fourteen long, painful months of “are you serious, he did that? What a jerk! He doesn’t know what he’s missing... Not all guys are like that… Don’t worry, you’ll find someone when you least expect it…”
So this is me, not trying. I’d like to say I’m bitter (and with good reason, you’d understand if I told you half of the stories I’ve got up my sleeve), but truthfully, I don’t have the time or energy to really care anymore. The fiasco that has been the past year has reminded me why I was interested in pursuing an online experience in relation to the BDSM lifestyle… I’m looking for an education, for a discussion and insights, to learn first and foremost; if something deeper comes from that, great. If not, that’s fine too; I’ll have gotten something more out of the conversation than wasted petrol and ruined mascara.
So, with that lovely reintroduction, this is who I am and what I’m looking for after having spent a year away…
I'm still relatively new to the BDSM lifestyle and the forums; however, I've been lurking for several months and reading through the fiction for a few years now. More so lately than ever before I’ve been pursuing my own research into the lifestyle... reading blogs and personal accounts.
To say I’m here looking for a Dom is perhaps, not quite right. I’m looking for a mentor- someone willing to teach, guide, and help me explore both myself and the topic in general. As I’ve said before, if that turns into something more, good. If nothing more comes of it than friendship and guidance, I’m perfectly happy with that, too. I would like to get to know the community, to create a support base for if/when I ever want to pursue a serious relationship again, and especially if that relationship is based on a Dom/sub dynamic. (Also to have a group of people willing to let me vent after what I’m sure will continue to be a long streak of bad dates, at this point I could probably right a novel).
A bit about myself: I'm a 22 year-old university student from Texas studying Interior Design and working part time, soon to be full time as a residential interior design assistant. I enjoy all things outdoors from sports to grilling, especially anything on the river, and several indoor activities like crafting and sewing. I'm also an avid volunteer, most of my free time is spent helping others.
I can count the number of partners I've had on one hand and the number of serious relationships is less than that. I find that I can be shy and reserved, sometimes hesitant to explore my sexuality. Most everything I know about my desires is self-realized over a good deal of reflection. I am naturally submissive; I prefer to listen rather than speak; I enjoy completing assigned tasks quickly and correctly. All this I know about myself from the way I live outside of the bedroom, and from the limited experience I've had in the bedroom I know it applies there as well. I'm inexperience but willing to try new things and just looking for someone to help guide me through it.
So this is me, not trying. I’d like to say I’m bitter (and with good reason, you’d understand if I told you half of the stories I’ve got up my sleeve), but truthfully, I don’t have the time or energy to really care anymore. The fiasco that has been the past year has reminded me why I was interested in pursuing an online experience in relation to the BDSM lifestyle… I’m looking for an education, for a discussion and insights, to learn first and foremost; if something deeper comes from that, great. If not, that’s fine too; I’ll have gotten something more out of the conversation than wasted petrol and ruined mascara.
So, with that lovely reintroduction, this is who I am and what I’m looking for after having spent a year away…
I'm still relatively new to the BDSM lifestyle and the forums; however, I've been lurking for several months and reading through the fiction for a few years now. More so lately than ever before I’ve been pursuing my own research into the lifestyle... reading blogs and personal accounts.
To say I’m here looking for a Dom is perhaps, not quite right. I’m looking for a mentor- someone willing to teach, guide, and help me explore both myself and the topic in general. As I’ve said before, if that turns into something more, good. If nothing more comes of it than friendship and guidance, I’m perfectly happy with that, too. I would like to get to know the community, to create a support base for if/when I ever want to pursue a serious relationship again, and especially if that relationship is based on a Dom/sub dynamic. (Also to have a group of people willing to let me vent after what I’m sure will continue to be a long streak of bad dates, at this point I could probably right a novel).
A bit about myself: I'm a 22 year-old university student from Texas studying Interior Design and working part time, soon to be full time as a residential interior design assistant. I enjoy all things outdoors from sports to grilling, especially anything on the river, and several indoor activities like crafting and sewing. I'm also an avid volunteer, most of my free time is spent helping others.
I can count the number of partners I've had on one hand and the number of serious relationships is less than that. I find that I can be shy and reserved, sometimes hesitant to explore my sexuality. Most everything I know about my desires is self-realized over a good deal of reflection. I am naturally submissive; I prefer to listen rather than speak; I enjoy completing assigned tasks quickly and correctly. All this I know about myself from the way I live outside of the bedroom, and from the limited experience I've had in the bedroom I know it applies there as well. I'm inexperience but willing to try new things and just looking for someone to help guide me through it.
