Seeking husky, understanding mentor.

[HadrianTuring]

Hello,

First off, I strongly doubt we will meet in real life. It took me forever to take the courage to post this in the first place, having identified as unambiguously heterosexual for the majority of my life. That, and I honestly don't know where I'm going to be, location-wise, in the near-future anyway, so I can't solicit via location. I'm not going to say never, but I'd really like to get my life in order before I entertain thoughts of "taking the plunge" in real life.

But... nothing wrong with taking the "e-plunge".

This is just going to be a little online fantasy for you and me. I'm looking to have a sexy chat with a more experienced male (don't be shy if you are older) who is willing to show this complete first-timer the ropes in how to have fun with another man, virtually. I have some ideas for fantasies/setups, but I'm welcome to your ideas as well, or we can just start chatting and see where it goes naturally. I have some pretty strict limits (I don't want to dress up like a girl or drink pee or get whipped or anything like that), but beyond that, I'm open-minded to your suggestions. All depends on how good you are at e-seduction, I guess! I have a particular liking for burlier, heavier-set men, with broader facial features. Either muscular or with some padding is OK, a big butt is extremely welcome. I don't care about race. It'd be nice if you were tall, since I am, but that's not a requirement.

(I'm skinny, in my early 20s. The universe has a hidden instinct for symmetry. I've been told I'm attractive-large honey eyes, a few freckles, and fair skin. Personality-wise, loner, shy, introverted, rather serious but I have a nice, dark sense of humor. I like my writing detail-laden.)

If you want to talk about things other than sex and can prove you can do so, that's a massive plus. I'm in a pretty isolated, lonely spot in life right now and could really use someone to talk to. Literature/classical history to mathematics/programming to travel/foreign languages, I'm game for anything. Also, I should add that I really have a hard time detecting tone/sarcasm/implication, so you may want to be direct about what you want.

Thank you for your time!

PS:

If anybody wants to suggest improvements to this posting, please go ahead, this was a first attempt.

 

[tnman03]

That's a dark personals so hopefully you'll find someone here to show you the way around.

But aside from that I was going to suggest traveling about the other threads as well and interacting with other people here.

 

[Spanknunow]

Greetings,
I understand the first step into something you do not know is always the worst but from there they get easier and easier. I understand that you have things that you do not like to do. But the great thing about life especially here is that if someone asks you to do something that you do not like you can say goodbye and not have to speak to them again. There are lots of things folks say they will and will not do. You do not ever know since there is no way to check anything out. If you have a smart phone I would suggest you get a account on a app called KIK. I say this for three reasons,
1) if you are not by yourself or do not wish to use it to talk you can shut it off.
2) if your other half looks at the bill it does not show your text messages like the normal cell bill does.
3) You can make up almost any name and the other person can not see your telephone number.
I will be willing to chat with you about anything that I know of and if I do not know about the subject I will inform you of that also. I am 48 y/o. Six feet tall I weigh 300lbs anything else feel free to ask.

 

[HadrianTuring]

Going to bump this. I met some interesting people, but no long-term chat buddies to help me explore this new side of my sexuality.