seeking female friend in north NJ

[depressed in NJ]

I am an idiot. I met my ex-wife's best frined one day and we hooked up and she became pregnant. I felt obligated to the child and married her, even though I knew it was basically a bad idea. Since then she has made my life a living hell. In the mean time, the baby has become ill and has diabetes. Our marriage is a sham and I strictly stay to create a two parent household for my son. I hope that my sacrifice somehow makes his life better, perhaps I am kidding myself.

Anyhoo, I am lonely and depressed and I thought maybe there is a north NJ female that would like to become friends or more and could give me some advice as well.

I am 35, fit and a passionate person trapped in situation that seems to have no hope, so I am looking for someone outside of my daily life to renew my ambitions and give me something to look forward to each day.

 

[Jaybird3]

I am not in NJ, but if you just want to talk, mayhaps I can help.

You do realize that doing what seems to be the right thing, may not always be doing the best thing.