Secret Love Privet for Lady Chance and I..

[LadyFairy]

My name is Jessie and i have been in love with my roommate for sometime. Yea i know most people would think so what big deal, but my roomate is female, and i have no idea how to tell her what i feel.

I am 5ft 4in and 120lbs i have long readbrown hair that hits the middle of my back, blue eyes and glasses. My breasts arent large but i would say that they are at least a handful. My body is small patete in frame.

We have been living together for 5 years now both of us have just gotten over really bad realation ships. So i decided to take her up to my family's old two storie cabin by the lake for the week.

I had gone up a few days earler to make sure that it was cleaned up and that everything was ready, I even made sure to stock the fridge not only with food but with some of our favorite alcohol as well so that if we wanted to get blitzed we could.

Pulling into the drive i said Hear we are what do you think? I asked looking at the two storie cabin and smiling remembering summers curled up infront of the fireplace. Come on lets go inside i think you will love it. The padio in the kitchen leads out to the dock and you can see the whole lake. Its beautiful at sunset.

It was a log cabin with three bedrooms and two full sized bathrooms in the cabin as well as a large kitchen and living room with a fire place, and porch that wrapped around the whole cabin.

Once we got our things inside i begain showing her around. Hoping that she would like it as much as i did.

 

[LadyChance]

Chris

This was a good idea and I knew that it was, maybe it would get me out of my sulking over the ex. But dang it he didn't have to show up the day before we left to screw my world up once again. Making the ride here though enjoyable with Jess, it had drove me nuts. I would have rathered stay home and piss off the ex more, by going out on dates, and letting him see that I could get on with my life. Even though I wasn't...

"Great view Jess, where did you get this?" Taking in the scene of the cabin as we pull in. I feel my spirit start to rise some, I couldn't help it the place was beautiful. Just a rustic old cabin with wrap around porch, but added with the trees all around and the lake just behind it. My god but it was fantastic, everywhere the eyes could see, there was peace and tranquility. Maybe this was exactly what I needed, and who knew maybe by the time I got back to life. The old one would be gone and I could start a new one, without all the heartaches involved.

I caught some of Jess's excitement, as she showed me around the cabin. Sounding very proud of the place, which of course I couldn't blame her. The inside was just as amazing as the outside. Two story, with fireplace, and a huge kitchen, plenty of bedrooms. All of which were decorated in the hues of earth tones, giving a person the great sense of being one with nature.

"I love this Jess, thank you.. It might be just what we needed." Jess had been my roommate going on five years. To be honest I loved Jess, she was the world to me and I would give her anything. But her and I had an agreement that we could joke around about things like that. Other then that nothing else, I hated that agreement. Always had and probably always would, but who knew maybe someday we would be willing to trust not losing our friendship. As for right now, it wasn't happening I wasn't sure either of us were stable enough to lose each other.

 

[LadyFairy]

I am glad you like it..It was my parents. You can pick any room you want hun... two are upstairs and the other is thru here.. I said enjoying the look on her face as she looked around. Everything is going to be fine this week you'll see.

I had been worried that her ex had totaly screwed my plans to hell, but seeing her mood change i begain to relax. Come on baby lets go find your room and i'll help you unpack. I said with a grin winking at her as i let her get ahead of me.

Have i told you yet how sexy you look today? i said making it sound like i always did even tho i really ment it. Chris had a great ass and large wonderful breasts that just made my mouth water as i watched her move.

Her hair falling in golden blonde waves down her back was extreamly sensaul. I love running my hands thru it when i get the chance braiding it for her or just brushing it out. I only wish i new how to tell her what i really felt with out her thinking it was just our ushual routine.

 

[LadyChance]

Chris

Laughing at Jess's comment, she always seemed to know what to say to make me feel better. Hun, I think I know how to unpack, you just want to see me undress. Laughing again as I hear Jess laughing behind me, I honestly had to admit I loved her and I didn't mind the light flirting her and I shared though at times it was hard to hold it to just that.

Oh I love this room, it faces the sunset and gives a great view of the lake, I had walked into one of the upstairs rooms and had my breath taken away from me straight away. The scene before me was fantastic, and the room had been decorated in dusty shades of rose to accent the setting sun's rays. Making the room seem as if it was part of the decent of the sun.

Thank you Jess, this is going to be a very good vacation away from everything. Turning to give Jess a quick tight hug, before moving away to look out the full sized window. I knew not to tempt myself to long with having Jess in my arms, otherwise I might not ever let her go and that would go against everything her and I had worked for.

 

[LadyFairy]

Of corse i want to see you undressed your lovely breasts flowing free. Ohhh Yea! I said laughing with her as we took our things upstairs. Seeing which room she went into i had to smile. It was one of my favoites and had been my room growing up.

I am glad you like it. Its yours.... It used to be mine before i moved out. I said smiling as she hugged me. I wanted to hold her longer or even suggest that we share the same room, but new that it would be crossing the boundrys that she and i had set.

Your welcome hun.. We both needed to get away.. I watched as she moved over to look out the window, enjoying the way the sunlight made her hair look as tho it were framed with golden light.

Leaning against the door way i watched her relax as she enjoyed the view. I wanted to go over and put my arms around her and hold her close while we watched the sun set together.

Maybe even kiss her neck and slide my hands up and down her arms as we rocked back and forth... Shaking my head i said. I'll take the room down stairs ... i said thinking that i should put a little distance between us before i screwed everything up big time.

Picking up my sute case i carried it back down stairs, and into the master bedroom down stairs. The room was large with a small walk in closet, and matching bed and dresser set. The walls were light blue with white trim. The french doors to the left of the bed. Lead out onto the porch, and there was a small bathroom to the right.

After putting my clothing away i went thru the living room and stood at the bottom of the stairs. Yelling up i asked. Hey hun what would you like for dinner? I'll cook.

 

[LadyChance]

Chris

It didn' t take me to long to put away the items I had brought with me. It was just to be Jess and I, and I was one to never wear to many clothes. Preferring to wear long mens shirts and padding about to be comfortable. I knew Jess was about the same way since I had watched her every day since we had been roommates. And I wondered if she knew how good she looked in the shirts, the way they showed off her smaller form. Her breasts were always a temptation, I just wanted to touch them to feel their softness within my hands.

Groaning to myself as I realize where my thoughts were leading, I had to get my mind off Jess. After all I had just broke up with my ex and Jess was better then just a rebound. It was going to be hard to keep my hands to myself, but I would manage it one way or the other. Hopefully...

Hearing Jess yell up the stairs at me I smile and laugh, Jess always did the cooking. She never left me to do it, though I hated to cook I admit it and she was fantastic at it. So things worked out pretty good, I took care of the bills and she took care of the house. Of course I had my own share of the chores to do, we always seemed to do them all together so it didn't matter.

"How about I come and help you fix dinner?" I couldn't tell her I wasn't hungry for food exactly. But that indeed I was hungry for something totally different then what could be bought in a store. Sighing deeply, this was going to be a very long vacation, but one way or the other I was going to keep my promise.

Making my way down the stairs to find Jess already in the kitchen pulling things out of the fridge and cabinets. "Did ya hear me? I would like to help, you always cook and I feel the urge to cook tonight as well." Smiling as I walk over giving Jess a playful smack on the ass. Jess had such a cute ass, and I could never pass up the chance to touch it when given the opportunity presented itself.

 

[LadyFairy]

I laughed hearing Chris's comments as she came into the kitchen and smacked my ass. Turning i smaked her ass in return and jumped back out of the way. Knowing that she was going to get me back for that one.

I heard you love, and yes you can help i dont mind. I said with a grin, and moving over so she could help me. I thought steakfingers sounded good... and what we dont eat tonight we can snack on tomorrow. What do you think?

Steakfingers was one of Chris's and my favorite meals. Not only did it taste good but it was one of those meals that lasted 2 or three days depending on how much you made and was always good.

Pulling out the steak and eggs i set them on the counter while Chris grabbed the flour for me and a Skillet out of the cabinet. So do you want to fry or do you want to dip?? I asked gettig out two knife's, and a cutting board out, along with two big bowls. One for the flour and the other for the eggs.

Looking up at Chris as she carried some of the flour dipped Steakstrips to the skillet. I had to laugh because i had mannaged to smear egg and flour on my face as i took some of the steak strips out of the egg and dipped them in the flour coating them and getting the gooy mess on my fingers.

 

[LadyChance]

Chris

Walking over to Jess with a towel in my hand I slowly begin to wipe the goop from her beautiful face. She honestly was exquisite to look at and I didn’t mind helping her out with any messes she may of come across. “There you go beautiful your perfect again, then again you were just as perfect with the goop but it gave me an excuse to be this close to you.”

Grinning at Jess as I toss the towel at her seeing her catch it I went back to dipping the cuts of steak into the batter. Jess was perfect to me in everyway and I wanted to tell her everything I felt about her. But I knew if I did then it would screw up what we had going and that I didn’t want to do. Besides even though it was almost killing me, I found that I wanted to wake up each day to see her wondering through the house looking for things she had misplaced. It always brightened my day and I really couldn’t imagine a day without her in it.

“Do we want wine with our meal or just sodas tonight?” Turning to look at Jess as I ask this. Seeing her smile, I felt that my world had just been turned upside down. Jess had that effect on me, no matter what she was doing she could just change everything for the better.

 

[LadyFairy]

I laughed at Chris's comment about the goop thinking that she looked just as perfect and sexy. I wanted to lean forward and kiss her lips, but smiled instead as she moved back towards the stove.

Catching the towel she tossed to me. It took me a moment to realize Chris had asked me about wine or pop for dinner because I had been watching her ass as she walked away. Blushing I looked back down at what I was doing and grinning said. which ever sounds good Hun.

How the hell did I tell her how I felt with out screwing things up I wondered? Moving over to the sink I rinsed off my fingers and dried them with the towel Chris had tossed me, and turned to face her. We wouldn’t start the green beans or mashed potato’s until the steak fingers were done. All the stake fingers are dipped and floured dear. I said smiling as I pulled down two plates’s from the cabinet, and setting them on the kitchen table before going to get cup’s and silver where out as well.

 

[LadyChance]

Chris

Nodding I head to the cabinet with the wine glasses in them, grabbing out two I pour a small portion into each glass. Handing one to Jess and keeping one for myself. Taking a small sip of mine I set the glass down on the table and begin looking for a bucket that I could keep some ice in for the wine.

"I was thinking if there is a tavern up here maybe we could go out for a while tomorrow evening and shoot some pool or play some darts. What do you think? Maybe it will be good for us to start doing some of these things when we get home to get us out a bit more often."

Turning back around I notice Jess stretching her lovely body, trying to reach some spices on the top shelf. Smiling to myself I walk over stretching myself out behind her, brushing my soft body against hers as I reach above her and grab the Greek seasoning that she was after.

Breathing in her scent before moving back away from her grinning as I hold it out to her. "Sorry couldn't help myself I wanted to see if we fit well together." Laughing and trying to make it sound as if I was joking although I knew I wasn't it sounded better at this point of time. Jess was just so beautiful I couldn't help myself at times and this was one of those times.

 

[LadyFairy]

After taking a sip of my wine i set it down and finnished setting the table. Smiling at Chris as i noticed the flour needed more sesoning and went over to the spice shelf to get it. I think going out and playing darts sounds like a fantastic idea, Shooting pool sounds fun too. Its been awhile sence ether of us have played. you should get a good laugh out of my throws or shots.

I said feeling chris's body press against my back as she reaches above me for the spice i was after. I closed my eyes enjoying the way our bodies lined up, and the feel of her large soft breast pressed against me.

Turning to face her as she hands me the spice it is hard for me to hide the passion i am sure she can see in my eyes. Thanks hun.. I said taking it from her and then hearing her say "Sorry couldn't help myself I wanted to see if we fit well together."

All i wanted to do in that moment was forget dinner and everything else and lay her down on the floor right then and their and show her exactly how well we would fit together, but insted i cleared my throat and trying to make it sound as if i were joking i said. Thats all right love you can test how well we will fit anytime you like.. and winking moved around her to the flour bowl to add more greek sesoning to the mix.

Once i was finnished and Chris was done flipping the steak fingers that were in the skillet. I sat down at the table and picked up my glass of wine taking another sip. Smiling at Chris as she moved around the kitchen. It was nice seeing her here in the home i had pretty much grown up in, and i wondered how she would feel about making this our home.. if things worked out that is...

How the hell dose one find the courage to tell their room mate that the jokes werent really jokes that they were really how you felt, and still keep the friend ship and possably more between them... looking up i reolized i had become lost in thought and that Chris had spoken to me asking me if i was alright... Yes hun i am fine i was just thinking is all... I know scary thought blonde that i am.. were lucky you caught my attention or i might have cause a fire.. I said smiling with a silly grin on my face..

 

[LadyChance]

Chris

Laughing with Jess, I watch her closely she had seemed in such a good mood but I knew something was up and I just couldn't figure it out. But knowing Jess I had done something to piss her off or confused her and she was just trying to figure out how to tell me without pissing me off.

That was Jess though she always let things bug her for to long, then one day something small and she would set off. It was actually one of my favorite traits about her, cuz when she got mad she looked so wonderful, most of the time I just wanted to kiss her until she wasn't upset anymore.

Picking the last of the steak fingers from the skillet I move them into the waiting plate, shutting off the stove and walk over placing the plate on the table. Taking the seat oppisite to her I look over at her smiling.

Taking her plate I begin dishing out the food between us, passing her the ketchup by passing my own plate with that. How she could eat her food swimming in ketchup I didn't know but she did and would. To me it just seemed like it would kill the taste of the food and I loved to taste everything I ate.

If I had my chance it would be Jess that I wanted to taste, it had been harder on me then I had thought the night I had heard her and her ex going at it. Her moans of pleasure almost had me barging into the room and demanding him to move over and let me show him how to pleasure her the right way. Jess had a fantastic moan, she was very vocal when it came to making love, something that was a huge turn on for me. But I had never told her that and knowing my luck I would never be able to.

Thinking how much I hated our agreement, I quickly brush my thoughts aside striking up a light conversation with Jess while we eat. Me watching her mouth move the way she would put her lips around the fork and sigh with each bite. Soon I find myself caught up and squirming in my seat, she was going to drive me nuts soon. I wanted to taste her lips to feel them upon my body to have mine on hers, I wanted so much from her and still I didn't have a clue how to tell her.

Maybe tomorrow while we were out if I drank enough I could tell her then, then maybe I could accept her refusal of my feelings. It would be hard, but who knew what would happen to them if they did take their friendship one step further then it was. Taking a quick sip of my glass of wine I let the tart taste clear my head as I take another bite of steak finger.

 

[LadyFairy]

After dinner We moved into the living room with our glass's of wine. I told Chris not to worrie about the dishes i would do them in the morning. We had plans to go out to the bar tomorrow night so i suggested we watch a movie before heading to bed.

Putting some logs in the fire place i stuck some bits of newspaper between the logs and using my lighter lit the newspaper allowing it to burn down and waited for it to catch on the logs. Once the fire was going i put the screen infront of it and looking over at Chris on the couch i couldnt help but notice how the firelight glowed in her hair, and gave her skin a softer look as i got up to join her.

I had to surpress the urge to brush her hair off of her sholder and kiss her neck as i sat down i took a drink of my wine and placed it on the coffe table. Ok hun you have a movie in mind? I asked looking over at the bookshelves on ether side of the entertainment center lined neetly with DVD's Grinning at Chris as i get up and move over to the shelves i begin motioning to where each selection started.

We have Romance, Horor, Comady, and Action... We even have a few select films such as Conquest....and Hung Gun's...but those select films are of corse hidden from view. I said with a Grin raising my eyebrows slightly, a michevious light in my eyes