scratch paper

[loststar]

sometimes you just got to let it out before its ready, this is a space for that

 

[loststar]

what happened to those eyes
that held me as a goddess

what happened to that mind
that smiled at my sunshine

what happened to the heart
that was just a little afraid of mine





soft awe of breathless moments
long roads traveled too fast
poison shared brings death to us all

 

[loststar]

hurry, hurry
quick quick
get it out
before the pain closes in
what was it now,
how did it fit
will there ever be that,
same thought again?

 

[loststar]

why did that table matter to me
was it a piece of you
that i was hoping you would leave behind

was it a memory of something good
or just an imagining of what could have been

it was just a table right?
wood, dark and tall, a little scarred, but well loved
it didnt even get a chance to settle in here

is it the empty space in my kitchen
or the lost functions
or was it just pretty to look at

when did i come to care about that dam table