Sam's small space

First non-intro post and it's a tough one for me.
Sorry folks. :/
A little letter to my better half.

[insert sigh and coffee sip]

Hi Honey!
Guten Morgen mein Puzzletiel, Happy 40th Birthday!

It's been 2 years and 10 days since you passed and it's been fucking hard. Ambivalence has become my normal state of being. When it's a good day, it's a great day! But when it's not? Well, let's just say I'm not okay and today is one such day.

I miss you so fucking much I can't put it into words... My heart hurts and your puzzle piece to put me back together will forever be missing. I've been thinking a lot about you lately... Your laugh and smile... The tickle fights and butt touches... Our cuddled spooky movie sessions and our "WHEEE!!!" filled car rides.

I'm sorry it took me so long to come back for that beer and I'm so happy I did.
Rest well my Liege... You're the fucking best!
Goodnight and I love you!
Hello, Bearded Brother. I don’t know exactly what happened, but I read your words.
Sending you a big hug—keep your spirits up! Have a great weekend, and I hope the year gets better before it ends.

Mage
 
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