BLACK BART
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OOC: This is a fragmented continuation of a thread I was pleased to be part of with Lady_Kit, one I thank her for allowing us to revisit, if not in the complete original context, but at the very least in it's unique perverse and erotic flavor....
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"Damn HER" I mumbled for the hundreth time, my mind not on the chore at hand but on the rejection I felt from the one person I had felt comfortable enough to trust and open myself to.
"DAMN......HER"
But it was I who was damned. The anger I felt once again trapped inside me, eating away at me and blinding me from any other thoughts or direction.
The bag quivered in front of me as I drove my bare fist into it, the man behind it grunting and complaining as I threw my entire weight behind it and into the punches I had rained on the sparring bag for the past 20 minutes.
"Jesus, What's up your ass today?" He growled and moved away, his eyes showing the resentment he felt over my taking out the very obvious anger I felt on him and the bag.
I ignored the jibe, looking for a bigger fish, needing a real live sparring partner to pummel and finding it in the form of a too cocky welter weight...Gloves on we circled each other in the ring, his stinging blows making me grin as I tasted blood....my blood and bided my time...
And then it was my chance. His left shoulder dropped and I knew the punch was coming, stepping to the side and forward as I drove my own punch square into his abdomen and was rewarded with his pained grunt as I drove the breath from him.
"Get UP" I barked and watched with frustration as he shook his head in refusal, too wise to give me what I wanted...too....smart to stand and let me punish him as he grimaced at me.
"You're friggin crazy man."
In the shower I let the water climb in temperature, my skin turning red under it's assault as I scrubbed with renewed anger at my body, getting angrier at my failure to find some kind...any kind of relief.
"Maybe a run will do it" I wondered as I shouldered my bag and left the gym, knowing it wouldn't but needed something, anything to get that woman out of my mind...
All of this had started from one single moment. A moment of weakness in which I answered an ad to pose for a photgrapher, and as I bared my skin to her offered my soul as well...But what happened over the camera meant more to me than the pictures, and in false hope I thought it did to her as well.
And then it came down around me...She was after all, ONLY a picture taker and in no mood to involve herself with a lowlife like me...and it stung.
"DAMN HER" I growled and broke into a full run as I entered the park, maybe I'll get lucky and someone will try to mug me...and I'll turn the tables on him...
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"Damn HER" I mumbled for the hundreth time, my mind not on the chore at hand but on the rejection I felt from the one person I had felt comfortable enough to trust and open myself to.
"DAMN......HER"
But it was I who was damned. The anger I felt once again trapped inside me, eating away at me and blinding me from any other thoughts or direction.
The bag quivered in front of me as I drove my bare fist into it, the man behind it grunting and complaining as I threw my entire weight behind it and into the punches I had rained on the sparring bag for the past 20 minutes.
"Jesus, What's up your ass today?" He growled and moved away, his eyes showing the resentment he felt over my taking out the very obvious anger I felt on him and the bag.
I ignored the jibe, looking for a bigger fish, needing a real live sparring partner to pummel and finding it in the form of a too cocky welter weight...Gloves on we circled each other in the ring, his stinging blows making me grin as I tasted blood....my blood and bided my time...
And then it was my chance. His left shoulder dropped and I knew the punch was coming, stepping to the side and forward as I drove my own punch square into his abdomen and was rewarded with his pained grunt as I drove the breath from him.
"Get UP" I barked and watched with frustration as he shook his head in refusal, too wise to give me what I wanted...too....smart to stand and let me punish him as he grimaced at me.
"You're friggin crazy man."
In the shower I let the water climb in temperature, my skin turning red under it's assault as I scrubbed with renewed anger at my body, getting angrier at my failure to find some kind...any kind of relief.
"Maybe a run will do it" I wondered as I shouldered my bag and left the gym, knowing it wouldn't but needed something, anything to get that woman out of my mind...
All of this had started from one single moment. A moment of weakness in which I answered an ad to pose for a photgrapher, and as I bared my skin to her offered my soul as well...But what happened over the camera meant more to me than the pictures, and in false hope I thought it did to her as well.
And then it came down around me...She was after all, ONLY a picture taker and in no mood to involve herself with a lowlife like me...and it stung.
"DAMN HER" I growled and broke into a full run as I entered the park, maybe I'll get lucky and someone will try to mug me...and I'll turn the tables on him...